~Yunho~

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All of us was standing right in front of her, silently waiting as we heard the clock ticking.

She looked scared and I could see that she was.. frustrated and was hesitating, whether to tell us or not

"I'm Se..."

She didn't even have the chance to finish the sentence before she collapsed onto the floor

I caught her in my arms, since I was standing so close to her, me reflexes acted out by themselves

"Yuki!!" Everyone started to shout

"Yuki!!!!" Changmin said frustrated

"CALL THE AMBULANCE!!" I shouted

Junsu grabbed his phone and dialed the number as I was holding her in my arms. Yoochun and I were trying to wake her up but her eyes remained closed.

This... reminded me so much of...

I suddenly felt JaeJoong next to me and he took her away from me, as Changmin suddenly took me away from her

My eyes were staring like glue at Yuki. This..

"Take him away!!!" JaeJoong shouted

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~JaeJoong~

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As I was holding Yuki in my arms, Changmin were trying to prevent Yunho from approaching, from being close..

"TAKE HIM AWAY!!" I shouted again

"SELINA!!!"

Crap.. too late

I looked behind me to see Yunho starting to cry and to see him like I once saw him about 1,5 months ago.. Was once again breaking my heart, seeing the dongsaeng of mine going through the same pain as he saw Selina pass away

It suddenly became .. dark.. colder around me and I looked down on Yuki who was lifeless..

"CALL THE DAMN AMBULANCE SOMEONE!!!" I shouted as I looked at Yuki

For some reason my heart started to beat faster as I was shaking out of fear, fearing the worse that could happen at the moment

"YUki!! Open your eyes!!" I shouted

I tried to wake her up, but it seems like.. it's impossible

"Yuki!!! Come on!!!" I shouted frustrated

"SELINA!!!!"

"TAKE HIM AWAY!!!" Junsu shouted

Yoochun were trying to help me to wake yuki up but it was pointless. She didn't open her eyes

I started to get more frustrated and in the end I started to cry

"YUKI!! OPEN YOUR EYES!! PLEASE!!!" I said

It started to remind me of Selina.. when.. we saw... her.. closing her eyes at the sideline right after the accident. It can't happen again..

"Please Yuki... Don't leave us.." I sobbed

"BACK OFF!!!"

The ambulance staff arrived and Yoochun dragged me away from Yuki

"LEAVE ME ALONE !" I shouted angrily

Yoochun surprisingly let go of me as I flew down right next to Yuki watching her as the ambulance were taking care of her

I saw them checking her pulse and the facial expression made me feel cold inside

"What's wrong?" I asked

They didn't answer and kept checking her pulse, listening to her breathing

I stared at them

"DO SOMETHING!! SHE'S DYING!!" I cried my heart out

"TAKE HIM AWAY!!!" The ambulance staff shouted

Junsu and Yoochun came and grabbed me as I tried to fight back. The scene that I was watching at the moment was getting even more worse and soon I saw the ambulance trying to revive her.

"NO!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted

Even Junsu and Yoochun were shocked and they started to shout as well

"SAVE HER!!!" Junsu cried

Imagine yourself standing from afar, watching as they were trying to revive a person..

"Yuki come back! I promise I'll change.. just come back!!" I cried

My head started to get dizzy. As if the reviving was slower than usually and it felt like all of sudden, everything was in slowmotion

"WE HAVE A PULSE!!"

I shook my head and stared at the staff as they smiled out of happiness

"BALI!!!"

I saw them lifting her up and taking her out. Junsu, Yoochun and I ran after the ambulance staff and soon the car was gone

"WE HAVE TO GO AFTER HER!!" I shouted

"But YUNHO..!" Junsu started

"I HAVE TO!!"

Without hesitation, My feet ran inside, grabbed the car keys and soon I was outside again. I passed Junsu and Yoochun and ran to the car, started it and drove to the hospital

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~Selina~

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I heard something softly, calling my name.. as if.. the voice were afraid of .. talking..

I opened my eyes slowly, seeing that I was lying down on the floor. I looked around and I instantly recognized myself..

The white.. room.. again

Oh no..

I got up on my feet and panicked as I looked around.

"Am I dead?" I whispered

Suddenly the light appeared out of nowhere and I was thrown backwards, ended up landing on the familiar bridge at the lake of Destiny

"You.. almost broke the rules Selina"

The voice echoed in the whole room and I looked around, starting to get scared

"I.."

"You.. wanted to tell them.."

"No I wasn't!!"

"I know.."

I started to shake as I tried to control my tears and my fears

"Look what you've done.."

Suddenly I heard noises and I walked to the edge of the bridge and the picture, the scenery that was showing on the lake's surface was Yunho.. devastated while Changmin tried to comfort him

"SHE'S DYING!! SAVE HER SOMEONE!!!" Yunho shouted in frustration

I covered half of my face as I started to cry

"What happened?" I whispered

"The moment you decided to tell them straight to their face, we knew you were going to break the rule.. You see.. you had a heartattack.. In front of Yunho's eyes. It was exactly the same scene at the day of the car accident as now.."

I gasped as I realized what I had done

I fell down onto my knees and started to cry harder

"What have I done..." I breathed

I kept hearing yunho curse, cry and groan out of pain .. I had caused him more pain.. because of my childishness. Because of my weakness..

My desire of being with him was stronger than.. saving him

I don't know for how long I just sat there and cried. All i know.. is that.. I couldn't help myself.. I couldn't hold anything back..

How could I be so STUPID?!!??!

I covered my eyes trying to lock Yunho's frustration and pain outside but I kept hearing it anyway

"TAKE IT AWAY! TAKE IT AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The lake didn't quieten and I kept hearing Changmin trying to comfort Yunho as he was crying and shouting

"TAKE IT AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!"

My pleading was so.. insanely.. pitiful

Soon the sounds disappeared and all I could hear was my own sobbing

"Do you realize what you've done?"

I nodded

"Do you?"

"Yes.." I breathed

Suddenly something fell down from above and I saw a ring

"We all make mistakes..." The voice started

I kept staring at the silver ring in my hand

"This ring.. will represent your deadline. We will give you another chance to accomplish your mission.."

I stared at it

"But that's only if you are going to do it"

I heard that there was a few conditions as well

I took a deep breath and with a trembling voice I whispered quietly

"The rules?" I whispered

"There aren't any. It's the same rules as before. As you can see, you've seen what will happen if you will try this out again.. but we have add one more condition.."

I stood up slowly still staring at the ring with the initial Y on it

"What is it?" I choked

"Your deadline.. You had about 79 days left starting off from today. Since we need to learn you a lesson, 20 days will disappear.."

I gasped and stared around in the white room

"How is that possible?"

"We have to make you realize what kind of mistake you did.. There are consequences for everything.. If you accept this mission you will only.. have 59 days. Do you accept it?"

I stayed silent

It was so hard to get close to the guys but seems like I had stirred up a lot of pain .. causing Yunho to suffer even more and I have a feeling it will be harder now than it was before..

Besides.. JaeJoong.. he was still cold as ice..

I don't know.. I don't know.. I can't do it

I started to cry, knowing that my abilities wouldn't be much of a help. I'm going to fail

"I can't.. I won't be able to accomplish it.." I sobbed quietly

I kept crying, not knowing what I should do. It was so hard to watch him from the sideline while I knew I could do so much more than that..

It just hurts..

Suddenly the lake was giving away sounds again and I recognized my own voice.. as well as Yunho

I stood up slowly and looked at the surface of the lake

It was showing a recap.. of us two together

The first time we met..

How he had been trying to approach me..

Our first.. date..

Our first kiss

My grip around the ring hardened as I was looking at us. The life and happiness in his eyes.. were filled with so much joy...

He was alive..

I closed my eyes as the recap disappeared and I looked at the ring..
The determination inside of me started to grow even more and I knew now..

"I'll do it" I whispered

"Do you accept this mission?" The voice asked

"I accept it"

Suddenly on the right side of the room, I saw a hole opening ..

"Enter"

Slowly I started to walk towards it as I tried to build up my strength.. my courage.. my.. determination..

I was just 2 feet away from the entrance

I looked at the ring in my hand and put it on my finger and looked at it

I'm going to put aside my own needs.. my own desire.. My own.. love..
I had to save him.. I will make him alive again..

"Even if that means.. I have to sacrifice myself once again"

I looked up and soon I entered...