Hardships and a Photobook


13 June 2013 | Rainy


Baekhyun says he still can't remember


But photos don't lie.


He seems well. 


And that's good enough for me





I drew my last comic strip today.


Will he see it? i hope h


I hope the readers will like it. 


Sora said she'll put it in the biggest column of the morning papers tomorrow


Excited ! ^^


Goodnight Baekh ,


Seo Eun








                                                                                      Started : 22 SEP 13

                                                                               Completed : 16 OCT 13

                                                        indonesian version by drumyeols: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1043661



21 August 2013

07:18 AMGood morning,Seo Eun! I'm up early like you always ask me to :)


07:20 AM : Hey c'mon, you always reply within one minute


02:02 PM : Had lunch? I'm having bacon. 


02:30 PM : Did you laugh? Bacon! You'll laugh and say I'm munching myself


06:57 PM : It's the sunset now, Seo Eun! Your favorite!


11:11 PM : They say 11.11 is a special time, maybe you can hear me?


11:11 PM : I wish you'll come back


11:12 PM : Time passes too fast


00:35 AM : I just yawned. sleeping? I'm going to bed now. 


00:38 AM : Good night, I love you. We'll talk tomorrow :)


22 August 2013

08:40 AM : Slept well? I love your new hairstyle last night. I am so happy you're glad with your new hair I swear I smiled in my sleep. But I think look perfect in any style. Yes, including no hair, Seo Eun. I love all of it


10:19 AM : some friends just came over and passed me your stuff from elementary school. 10 Tamagotchis? Seriously? 


03:49 PM : i'm on the bus to buy some carrots, what about you? Are the carrots fresh there?


03:58 PM : Can you reply me?


07:05 PM : The sun set too quickly today! Sunset lovers won't be too happy, you know. But I saw what you did there!!! 


07:15 PM : but it's still beautiful as ever. Next time..add some pink to the clouds keke


09:58 PM : Seo Eun, is the TV good there? Is it slimmer than ours? Your favorite drama is starting!!


10:27 PM : are you getting the story so far? Do you need me to explain it?


11:01 PM : okay i know you're really sad that they aren't together anymore but it's just a show


11:05 PM : if you're crying now, stop 


24 August 2013

05:33 AM : Good morning!!!!I'm so so so sorry I couldn't text you yesterday, there were many people coming to talk to you today and I had to clean the place up. Normally you did the chores but


05:34 AM : you know what I mean... so anyway i decided to wake up before you did and say 'good morning' to the prettiest wife ever :) 


05:50 AM : Oh my! i just saw a star twinkle. I knew you would wake up this early for me :)


05:51 AM : Yup i know that's you, the star at the outermost left. Can you see me waving??


07:02 PM : I prepared your favorite mushroom soup for dinner but why aren't you here


10:26 PM : i can't believe im tearing because of a drama. you must be flooding a Han river up                there aren't you?


25 August 2013


02:59 AM : Seo Eun this isn't funny anymore. I know you can see me and hear me and i miss you so much. I love you very much, i love you so so much. But stop appearing in my dreams.Stop smiling there. If you want to, then don't let me wake up, ever. What you're doing isn't fair. It's not fair at all. I can't sleep anymore. I turn to my side but you're not here. I smell your scent but you're nowhere near. You want me to see you when i'm asleep but when i wake up you're gone. You want me to smile and continue being happy and to move on but you don't teach me how. I hug you in my dreams but when i open my eyes i see a bolster. I'm scared and I don't want to open my eyes ever again. Why? The dramas we watch are nothing like this. So why don't you come...come back to me...Come back, Seo Eun. Please...








Since some of you were asking me about what it meant by Baek still texting Seo Eun, I editted it a little now, hope it's clearer! ^^

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Chapter 8: bless author for writing so beautifully
Taeminboa #3
Chapter 8: Wonderful work!
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Chapter 8: This is the first time I've read a story like his on AFF and been so deeply touched. The characters are rich and the plot is beautifully heartbreaking, but what I love the most is the entire layout.
The texts by BH in the beginning, then the diary entries and the comic strip are all different elements blended well to tell a story and I'm impressed. Amazing style!
I was reaally sleepy last night when i was scrolling up my phone to look for a good fic to read then i stumbled at this and got intrigue of the title, and thought 'oh it sounds like angsty' so i click and read the foreword and got confused but it made me more curious and interested so i started it and i felt so awake cause it is such a beautiful story, i love it from start till end..how can their love story so sweet , happy yet sad??..at first you'll feel fluff how soeun had her secret crush to baek and unknowingly friendship online..and hurt for baek and jaeyi relationship coz its hurt to see ur crush with a girl..and happy that they finally got together and see how perfect their love story is but then again there's no such thing as perfect..and here iam crying so hard at 5:39am..T_T why?? i cant just move on..im hurting for d both of them..im still crying ottokke?..T_T..and baek at the end TT_TT.. iam sooo thankful i had found this so Beautiful..thankyu for sharing this wonderful fic...:))
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Skinimin_ #10
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