Yuri's POV

I spat on the man who was now on the ground, "Bastard," I muttered, kicking him one last time, hearing him groan in pain.

"That'll teach you not to touch me," I glared at him before continuing my walk down the dark streets of Seoul, taking in the midnight breeze and sniffing the alcohol reeking from people all around. Staring at the dark buildings with small lights emitting from the windows, I took a deep breath.

It's been a year since Sica left me, all of us are in our last year of college. I've lost all contact with Jessica and thus resulted in the newly built walls around my heart.

My phone rang and I picked it up, "Hello?" I answered. Taeyeon's voice rang from the other side, "Kwon Yuri! What did I tell you about escaping the dorm!"

I groaned, "Aish, I'll be right there, Taeyeon,"

"You better,"

Pressing the button, I ended the call and proceeded back to the dorm, letting the tears fall without an end as the thought of Jessica hit me.

As I arrived at campus, I put my cold face on and I wiped the tears away with the hem of my sweater. I sniffed up all the snot and kept a grim face before walking to dorm. My phone rang again and this time it was Tiffany, I picked it up, "I'm already here, don't yell at me," I grumbled, walking to my dorm.

"Wait, you don't need to go home yet," she replied, like her voice was hoarse, as if she'd been crying.

I furrowed my eyebrows, still walking, "Why the sudden change? Did something happen?" I asked.

"Just stay outside, okay?"

I hung up and made my way to the dorm quickly. As I arrived, I heard Tiffany's voice mixed in with Taeyeon's along with a trace of... Jessica's. My heart thumped as I opened my dorm door and saw three girls, all very familiar. My eyes immediately landed on Jessica, who was crying.

My heart was thumping loudly against my chest, as it always does when Jessica's around, but I didn't show it.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her, my voice cold and stern.

Tiffany and Taeyeon clearly didn't expect me to be so cold since they raised their eyebrows in shock. Jessica's mouth opened and closed a few times, not knowing what to say. I sighed, turning my gaze to Tiffany, "This is why you didn't want me to come home early?"

The now red haired girl nodded her head once and I continued to talk, "Because you wanted me to avoid my ex girlfriend who left me without a word?" I finished, feeling like I was going to break down and cry any second. My eyes travelled down to Jessica's hand, seeing the flashing ring on her middle finger. 

My breath caught in my throat and my eyes glazed over with tears, quickly, I my heel, "Good idea," I mumbled before walking out.

That night, I got drunk, I had , but I don't remember what happened at all. All I knew was that Jessica was engaged, or married, or whatever, it just means that she isn't mine anymore.

Waking up, I saw a random girl next to me on the hotel bed and I got up silently, slipping my clothes on then escaping. I reached in my pocket for my phone and pulled it out, seeing many missed calls and texts from Tiffany and Taeyeon.

Shaking my head, I roamed the streets of Seoul, taking in the morning air as I ran a finger through my locks of hair, fixing it up as much as I could. My foot stopped as I noticed something across the street.

It was Jessica with her mother and a boy. I paused and continued to stare at Jessica, seeing her laugh and smile with the male. What surprised me was when the guy grabbed Jessica's hand and interlocked their fingers while her mother only laughed.

Then the guy kissed Jessica. On the lips.

And Jessica responded.

My fists clenched, my nails digging into my skin. Jessica leaned out of the kiss and caught my eyes from all the way across the street. The smile on her face left and I could feel myself about to break down and cry. But I didn't. 

I stared at her for a few more seconds until I couldn't take her gaze anymore and I turned, running down the street.

Making my way down the street, I turned into a small alley and leaned on the building, falling down and bringing my knees up to my head, taking deep breaths to contain the sobs I wanted to let out.

I was surprised when I heard Jessica's voice, "You saw it, didn't you?" Immediately, my body stiffened up and I stood, keeping my emotionless face on as I looked down at Jessica.

Her eyes softened, "Yuri," she said softly. I took a step away from her although I wanted to wrap her up in my arms and make up for the lost time, but I couldn't. She wasn't mine anymore.

"Does he love you?" I asked her bitterly.

"Huh?" she asked, her eyebrows furrowed together. If it weren't for the situation we were in, I would've found it cute, but I didn't.

"I said does he love you?," I stated, continuing before Jessica could speak, "But I loved you first!" I yelled, blinking away the tears from my eyes.

Jessica flinched and that made a wave of guilt hit me. I never wanted Jessica to feel scared of me, never. I shook my head, "Fine. Go, go to your boyfriend. I don't care anymore," Lies began to leave my mouth, "I'm over you," I'm lying.

Jessica's lips trembled and I wanted to hug her and tell her that I still loved her. I turned my back on her, looking down the alley, "Leave," I commanded.

Don't leave.

Hug me, wrap your arms around my waist and backhug me like you always did whenever we fought. Instead, I heard her feet shuffle away along with the constant sniffs.

Once I knew she was gone, I broke down, the sobs escaping me. I pulled my phone out and called Taeyeon.

She picked up immediately, "Yuri! Where are you? I was so worried,"

I let out a sob before pressing my lips together. Taeyeon's worried voice rang out, "Yuri? Yuri, where are you? I'll pick you up,"

I told her the street where the alley way was and hug up, clutching my chest as I tried my best to calm the pain and sobs that seemed to never stop. 

I felt arms wrap around my shoulder and for a split second, I thought it was Jessica.

"Come on, buddy," Nope, it was just Taeyeon.

Taeyeon helped me up and put me in the car, sitting at the back seat with me as Tiffany drove. Taeyeon patted my back and whispered words of comfort.

"I saw her," I cried. Taeyeon held me a little bit tighter.

"She has a boyfriend, I saw them kissing" her grip tightened and she pulled me closer. I heard Tiffany let out a shaky breath.

"I'm going to ing kill her," Tiffany muttered lowly but I managed to catch it.

"Don't," I whispered and saw Taeyeon give Tiffany the 'stop talking' look. Tiffany seemed to got it as she stayed quiet for the rest of the car ride.

The only noise was my crying. Wow.

I'm heartbroken.

Short chapter >.< I hope this is what you guys were thinking of when you voted for 1 and 3.. I hope I didn't disappoint any of you. AND OH MAH GAWSH DID YOU SEE TIFFANY'S BANG BANG PERFORMANCE? OMG LEGS LEGS LEGS.

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Longest Author note ever T_T It's longer than the damn chapter. Anyways, Happy New Years to everyone! Time to spend it with my family... the internet XD And I'm thinking of changing this story to Non Rated M. I can't make my mind up. This story isn't a story at all.. eh.

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