She abhors the world she lives in. To her, it's an atrocious place. She often wonders why she was born in this corrupted world. Even if treated like a princess and everybody waited upon her, she still loathes the life she and everyone else is living.She is pure and fragile and unused to the tainted place and she longed to break free and escape.Her longings to escape grew deeper and more intense as she grows up and she feels she might explode if she longed any further and yet, she still has hope.