Guilt

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Guilt. A gnawing, creeping feeling that seemed to eat away at their very core, all for the sin of loving someone they shouldn't have. Why was it so wrong for Lee Sunho to love Park Choongjae? Were they really committing a sin so grave it warrants such drastic actions from those around them?

Foreword

~Guilt~

Guilt.
 
If there was one word to describe what Lee Sunho constantly felt every waking moment of his life, it is that one simple word.
 

 

 

 

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Edit: Completely changed the way this fic was going. As I was writing this, it completely deviated down the breakup path instead of the 'everything's gonna be all right' path that I intended, and as I read through my writing I can't find any way to change it. So while it may sound typical, I'll be exploring and focusing on the reaction of society and people around them towards their situation. Still not heartbreaking enough to be included in Love Hurts, but it's gonna be pretty angsty so watch out.

Also: I realized this is sort of an expansion of one of my drabbles, Future. But not quite the same, just exploring the same theme.

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Tezukai #1
Chapter 1: Noooo!
This is like future, stupid society, argh!!
Whyyyy!?
But I get it , you can't always choose love, there is so much more in life, and sometimes, you'll just have to make sacrifices, even when it hurts :(
But like Andy said, your family threw you out, you can't go anywhere in town, maybe, it just isn't worth it, it only is in movies :(
And then the guilt, you can't loose it, it'll just change, you'll always feel guilty, it' unavoidable :(
But again, you can't have your own kids either, so many things you can't do, but hey?
Maybe one day society will change? It has in other countries, and Korea's getting there, maybe then you can meet up, see where you are in life, maybe figure something out?
Ok that's just my stupid hope talking, but, hope never hurt anyone :)
Phoenix_Soar #2
Chapter 1: I would throw things at you but I am a er for angst as you well know so I'll just throw rainbows and sparkles at you instead for writing such heartwrenching angst.

I actually really appreciate the standpoint from which you wrote this fic. Sometimes just "love" alone can't cut it. Family and society and plenty of others matter too, and influence our decisions. I like how you portrayed that in a harsh, realistic light.

Above all, I love the ending. The irony that the "guilt" ultimately never leaves, though that's what Sunho wanted at first. That he will be guilty all his life; whichever choice he made, he would always feels guilty. It's bitter and heartbreaking, but I love that ending.

I'm loving this bulk update so much, Anna! :D And your writing more and more. <333
Tezukai #3
Jindy :D
Yeah a longer than drabble Jindy story :D
And from you :D
Can't wait :P
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