the code blue was a close one, panic has struck all the members and sungjong's family and for a minute they thought they will have to say goodbye to sungjong.... fortunately the doctors made sure that didn't happen..

"it's a good thing the company president made sure sungjong gets a big room now that he is stable and can be brought out of the ICU" dongwoo said as he put some pictures of on the wall, his idea of making it homey for sungjong even thought he was still in a coma...

"true.. now we just have to wait for him to wake up" sungyu said as he patted sungjong's hand "yah makanae ah, wake up soon, we miss you already"

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days turned into weeks and weeks eventually turned into months, sungjong stayed asleep like a baby angel...

infinite had resume activites for now minus the maknae, and everyone has been understanding of that ...they already had comitments and as artists they needed to do them but when their schedule was free they were always at sungjong's side..

"sungjong ah.. i have some flowers for you... yellow roses, yellow tulips, yellow daisies..coz i know you like the color yellow.. wake up soon so i could apologize to you and tell you how much i love you.." myungsoo smiled as he set the flowers on the table by sungjong's bed

he sat beside the bed and took out a book of poems he found in the bookstore one day.. and everytime he visits, myungsoo would read sungjong one poem... he opened it and began to read...

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. 

I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. 
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; 
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. 

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. 
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath, 
Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose, 
I shall but love thee better after death.

when he finished he closed the book and smiled at his sleeping sungjong..." you are still beautiful even when you're asleep" and he stood up and gave sungjong a kiss on the foreheaed before he sat down again... he traced some of the scars in sungjong's face and hands, most of them healing really well and some are close to disappearing already,,,

a little bit later the members walked in, woohyun holding up baskets of food, sungyeol and dongwoo holding some stuffed teddy bears and some letters that the fans had sent for the maknae althouh the wall was almost covered with them already..

"how is he?" hoya asked myungsoo

"still sleeping.." myungsoo replied with a sigh

"don't worry, he'll wake up soon" hoya patted myungsoo's shoulder

"the doctor said his wounds and his fractures are healing well" sungyu said "his survival is truly a miracle"

"our maknae has been through a lot of things in his life, he is a fighter, of course he will survive" woohyun said as he prepared the table for them to eat "sungjong ah, wake up already, no one is complementing my cooking anymore, your bastard hyungs are not as nice as you" he pouted playfully

"yah, we finish your food, that's a complement" sungyu argued

as they were eating suddenly sungyeol jumped off his seat, he glanced at sungjong for a moment and he thought he saw him move "did you see that?!"

"what?" hoya asked

"sungjong..his ..his finger moved" sungyeol said

they immidiately put their food down and gather around the maknae looking at him waiting if he was truly going to move..

and he did..his finger at least.. myungsoo held his hand "sungjong ah..." he called to the sleeping boy.. slowly his eyes fluttered open...

"he's awake!" woohyun  screamed

"i'll call the doctor.." sungyu said

the doctor came in with some nurses and cheked sungjong... "sungjong ah?" the doctor call his name...

what he said next gave everyone a shock...

"is..is that my name? where am i?" he tried to move and sit up but he felt a sharp pain on the side of his chest not to mention his arm was heavy because of his cast

"yes.. sungjong ah, i am Dr. Yoon, you got into an accident that's why you are here... can't you remember anything?" the doctor asked as everyone looked on, waiting for his answer

"i..i don't.." sungjong said

"yah Lee sungjong, don't scare us like that, stop playing" myungsoo said as he held sungjong's hand which the younger quickly pulled away from

"who are you? " he asked, seemingly afraid of myungsoo and everyone else...

'let's go outside for a bit..." the doctor told the members and left sungjong with the nurses

"Dr. Kim, why is he like that?" hoya asked with a worried tone

"well, he did hit his head hard from his accident, and he might have lost some or all of his memories..but it can just be temporary and it will eventually come back.. to tell you the truth it was the least of our worries because he could have died from the impact to his head.." the doctor explained

"when will he regain his memories?" sungyu asked

"that i cannot say some people regain memorie sooner or later than others ... but you can slowly help him by reintroducing some things from his past and his life..."

after the explanation from the doctor the members go back in and found sungjong in a sitting position, his broken arm resting comfortably on a pillow as well as his broken leg..

"sungjong ah..kwenchana?" woohyun asked in a motherly tone

"yes, thanks for asking...it's weird to hear you call me in a name that i am not even sure if it is truly mine" sungjong said with a sigh

"don't worry, the doctor said you will regain your memories sooner or later" sungyeol smiled at him

"so..who are you? are you my friends or brothers? tho i don't see any resemblance to any of you..." sungjong asked...

"well sungjong, we are actually your bandmates" sungyu said "we are kpop idols and our group is called infinite"

"kpop? idols? us?" sungjong asked wide eyed "is that supposed to be some kind of a celebrity?"

"singers actually..we are popular" sungyeol said proudly

"ok..if you say so..so what are your names?" the makne asked

"i am sungyu, i am the leader and eldest hyung" sungyu smiled as he pointed at himself

"i am dongwoo, the second eldest, i am a rapper, and i like stuffed animals, and i like cake and" sungyu eventually had to clamp dongwoo's mouth down since he was starting to be hyper introducing himself

"he's always like that" the leader said and sungjong smiled

"i am woohyung, i am a lead vocal, i am also the one who cooks and cleans our dorm because everyone but you are lazy to do so" woohyun smiled but was glared at by the others

"i'm hoya, i rap and sing too, " hoya smiled

"me...me next" sungyeol raised his hand like a little kid asking for his turn "my name is lee sungyeol, and i like to play and eat and make stuff " now it was his turn to be clamped down by sungyu " he is worse than dongwoo" sungyu sighed

"and..and i am myungsoo..." myungsoo said as he tried not to cry, he can't believe that sungjong doesn't remember any of them..if he doesn't remember him, then he doesn't remember his feelings for myungsoo and that hurt him...before he could continue to talk or cry whichever was to come first, myungsoo ran out of the room and sungyeol followed him...

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"myungsoo!" sungyeol called as he ran out the room and sat outside in tears

"he doesn't remember me..." he sobbed

"well the doc said..."

"i know what he said..but if he doesn't remember me, he doesn't remember loving me..."