“You know it’s useless, Yoong… they’re already on stage now…” Yuri said when she saw Yoona kept calling Jonghyun during the short-break.

“Unnie… he called me three times… ottokkeh…” Yoona said, in almost-crying-tone. Actually she’s very sad when she didn’t receive any calls from Jonghyun and suddenly, when she got a shortbreak in the middle of the show, she was so surprised when she saw there are three missed calls from him—an hour ago. But when she tried to call him, it’s no longer connected. It must be because their concert already started… but I just can’t help myself to call him continuously right now… I was afraid if he thought that I was ignoring his calls… I just wanted him to know that I really anticipated his calls too… and he should know how depressed I am right now because couldn’t answer his calls…

“Then, try to leave a message.” Yuri suggested.

“I want… but… what should I write, unnie? I’m afraid I’ll say something wrong and lost this chance…” Yoona asked cluelessly. Since our situation is like this… what should I say… ‘Annyeong oppa, why you called?’… omo, doesn’t it sound like I am unhappy with his call??

“Calm down, Yoong.” Taeyeon butted in, seems like she understand how Yoona’s feeling right now. “Just tell him the truth that you didn’t see his call because you were on stage that time. I bet, later after he read the text, he will call you again.”

“He will surely call me again?”

“Yes, he will. I guarantee.” Taeyeon gave her a wise smile. “And seems like you have to go on the stage right now.”

“Arasseo, unnie. Gomawo.” Yoona said and typed the text in a hurry before she left the backstage once again. Please… call me again, oppa. Please…

 

*

 

“Thank you for your hardworks…” Yoona bowed continuously to every staffs there after they finished the show. She entered SNSD waiting room in a hurry, made the members and the staffs there looked at her curiously. But she just ignored them all. She took her phone from her bag and turned it on with full of anticipation. Please… please… isn’t he has a break before the encore stage, right? If he checked his phone that time, it means at least I got a reply… She kept talking in her mind but then her expression gradually changed into gloomy as she saw there isn’t any responses from Jonghyun. Didn’t he read my text…? Or did he ignore it…? Then why he called me before?? She’s about to tap the call button in Jonghyun’s ID but suddenly a staff came while bringing a branded paperbag and gave it to SNSD’s coordi after explained something. She’s about to ignore it and continue what was she planning to do, but the coordi just approached her and handed the paperbag. She put down her phone with confused looks. “Unnie, what is this?”

 

“For you.” The coordi answered. “The staff said that it’s from special fan that’s why they didn’t let it mixed with the other gifts…”

“What do you mean by special fan, unnie?” Yoona frowned.

“Don’t know. Maybe from Chinese artists or someone like that… Because that staff that he received it from his friend, who’s one of artist’s staffs too but in other place …”

Although she still feel confused, but Yoona decided to open it, with all of eyes on her. She took out the white box from there and tried to find the sender but seems like there’s nothing. Only that white box inside there. She then decided to open the box and in the next second, she gasped. “Maldo andwae…” she covered in surprised as she saw a beautiful bracelet and a small note inside the box.

 

For the hands that I’ve been missed so much to hold it…
Mianhae…

 

Although that notes isn’t contain with the sender name but Yoona already knew it. The handwriting that she already acknowledged since long ago. She feels that her breathe became so heavy and her chest was tightened as she read it once again. She felt that her face already flooded by tears, yet she then started to sob. Somehow she feels so happy… she knew, by just reading the notes, that seems like the situation between them will become better… but at the same time, she feels so sad. Right now, she needs Jonghyun so much. Being further with him for thesedays already made her in worst condition. And right now… she feels that she couldn’t wait any longer. She needs him. She needs his presence… his warm hug… his voice… all of him. And it makes her cried even more.

“You must be missed him so much, hm?” Yuri, who already sat beside Yoona and knowing the situation, caressed Yoona’s back softly. “Cheer up, then! Isn’t it a good sign?”

“But I really need him right now, unnie…” Yoona hardly spoke, since she’s still sobbing.

“You can meet him tomorrow, right? In Korea…”

“No… They will go straightly to Japan…”

“Then wait, Yoong. Just wait patiently. We’ll meet him at music show next week right?”

“Unnie, it’s too long…” Yoona whined. “I need to see him right now… and the fact that he’s in worst condition right now… what kind of girlfriend I am if I couldn’t meet with him???”

Yuri sighed. Somehow, Yoona is truly stubborn when it’s about her lover. “You know it’s impossible. And even if you got a permission from our manager, it doesn’t mean that yo’ll get the permission from CNBlue’s manager too…”

“But I need to see him, unnie!” Yoona still said stubbornly. “I have to talk with manager oppa!”

“Yoona, no!” Finally Taeyeon spoke up with firm voice. “Don’t you know how big the risk if you’re getting caught for visiting CN Blue’s hotel??”

“I’ll make sure that no one will notice me unnie!”

“No! Don’t you know how many fans who were gathering in front of their hotel? And also at our hotel! And you said no one will recognize you? There is no guarantee for that, Yoona. So the answer is no! You can’t. Just wait until both of you are in Korea…”

“Unnie I need to talk with him right now!”

“Then you can call him.” This time, Yuri spoke again. “Yoong, Taeng unnie was right. We didn’t know how many paparazzi outside… so please don’t put yourself into a trouble…” she caressed Yoona’s back. Try to make her understand with the situation. “Aracchi?”

Yoona looked at her unnies and know that she couldn’t win. She was remaining silent for a while until she finally nodded weakly.

 

* * *

 

Next Morning.

Jonghyun slowly opened his eyes as he heard his phone is ringing loudly. He grabbed his phone which was on the side table and answered it without taking a look on the caller ID. “Yoboseoyo…” he said huskily.

“Oppa?”

Jonghyun’s eyes opened properly as he noticed whose voice is that. “Yoona?”

“Yes… it’s me…”

Jonghyun frowned as he heard Yoona’s voice which was sounds crying. “Yoona? What happened?”

“Anii… I’m just so relieved hearing your voice…” Yoona said weakly through the phone. “I was calling you since last night but no one answered it that’s why I’m so worry…”

Jonghyun feels guilty as he heard Yoona’s sad voice. “Mian… I was so exhausted after the concert last night…”

“Don’t apologize oppa. I know you’re not in good condition right now. How are you, oppa? Are you feeling better?” Yoona’s voice turned worry.

“Yes I am…” Jonghyun unconsciously feels the warm feeling throughout his heart as he heard Yoona’s worried voice for him. “Where are you right now?”

“Me? I’m just arrived in Seoul. I’m on my way to go home right now…”

“I see…” Jonghyun respond awkwardly since he has nothing to say. He wanted to ask about the bracelet but he just couldn’t let out the words easily. So he didn’t say anything until Yoona finally broke the silence.

“Oppa… uhm… the gift… thank you…”

Jonghyun suddenly got up in a hurry as he heard Yoona’s words. “You… you’ve got it?”

“Nee… Gomawo oppa… for the beautiful bracelet…”

Jonghyun ruffled his hairs while remaining silent. He just didn’t know how to respond. The only thing he knew that there’s a warm feeling trough over his whole body as he heard the sweet tone from Yoona’s voice. “Uhm, Yoona…” he spoke after cleared his throat. “Let’s meet in Seoul after I finished my schedule here… Will you?”

 

 

 

 

“Let’s meet in Seoul after I finished my schedule here… Will you?”

If only Yoona is not on the line right now, she feels that she’s going to squeal of happiness so bad. God, please tell me that this is real. He’s asking me to meet him?? Doesn’t it mean that he already forgive me, right? And his voice… his tone is different than yesterday, I mean the few days before… Right now, he sounds… so warm… the voice that I’ve been missed so bad these days…

“Yoona?”

“N—nee?” Yoona startled as Jonghyun started to call her name again when there’s no respond from her. “Nee, oppa. I want!”

“Arasseo. When will you have a spare time?”

“Ng…” Yoona looked at her members, who were staring back at her. She found that Jessica mouthed sunday night—seems like she already knew what’s the question that Yoona will ask them all. “Sunday night, oppa.”

“Sunday night…” Yoona can heard that Jonghyun was mumbling through the phone, seems like he’s checking his own schedule too. “Then can we meet at that time?”

“Yes, oppa!” Yoona answered without thinking for twice. Of course!!

 

“Okay, see you two days later.” And click. Jonghyun ended the phone. As soon as it has ended, Yoona couldn’t help but giggling happily. 

 

* * *

 

Two Days Later… Yoona’s apartment.

“Oh cmon Yoong. You dragged all of us to come here just for helping you to choose which outfit that you will wear for your date with Jonghyun tonight?????” Sooyoung rolled her eyes for uncountable times.

Yoona just giggled of seeing her sisters gathered around in her room. Although they were whining but they really helped her a lot. Maybe they totally understand how’s precious this night for Yoona. “Hyunnie, can you help me? That earrings—OH? Nugu-ya??” their activities suddenly stopped when a doorbell was ringing.

“Is it Jonghyun?” Taeyeon asked.

“But it’s too early. He said that he will arrive in 30 minutes…” Yoona mumbled while walking towards the front door, with the other members followed her curiously. She took a glance on the miniscreen but she couldn’t see anyone. She opened the door curiously but as soon as she opened it, she feels like she’s out of breath.

 

 

 

 

“Where are you going?” Yonghwa asked when he found Jonghyun was walking out from his room while wearing blue jeans and white shirt, seems ready to go out.

“Huh? Dinner.” Jonghyun answered while taking a navy blazer and wear it. “Where’s the dongsaeng?”

“Dinner? With whom?” Yonghwa continued to ask, ignoring Jonghyun’s question.

“Who else, hyung.” Jonghyun still answered shortly as he look at his shoes, choosing which one he’ going to wear. Fortunately his shoes are not so many as Yonghwa’s shoes that’s why he didn’t find any difficulties to choose which one right away. Usually Yonghwa will spend even until an hour just to choose which shoes that he’s going to use.

“Aha! So you already overcome your problem.” Yonghwa smirked.

“Why you’re asking something that you already know the answer, hyung.” Jonghyun rolled his eyes.

“Hooh, how did you know?” Yonghwa looks surprised. “Honestly I asked Seohyun where is she right now and she said that she’s at Yoona’s apartment right now.”

“What is she doing there when Yoona is going to go out?”

“Helping her, not only Seohyun. The other members already there. She said that Yoona is so excited about tonight that’s why she needs the other helps to look perfect in front of his handsome boyfriend.”

“Why she did that when she’s already perfect…” Jonghyun mumbled while searching for his car key. But somehow he feels happy to hear how big Yoona’s effort for tonight. “Then I’m leaving, hyung. Are you going to stay at home?”

“No of course. I have a date too you know. But since we are a warm hearted couple that’s why we help the lovey dovey couple first to have a date.” Yonghwa said with a meaningful smirk on his face.

“Are you saying that right now, you’re helping me too?”

“Yes.”

“Like what?” Jonghyun squinted and just shook his head when he saw Yonghwa just grinned innocently. “See you then, hyung.”

“Drive safely. And don’t be surprised with Yoona’s appearance later. She might be too beautiful for you that can make you passed out…” Yonghwa yelled loudly as Jonghyun closed the door.

 

 

 

 

“Oppa…”

“Oh? Are you planning to go out?” Seunggi asked, as surprised as Yoona, but with different reason. Yoona is so shocked since she didn’t expect that Seunggi will be there while Seunggi was so surprised because of Yoona’s beautiful appearance in semi formal night dress attire.

“Uhm, yeah…” Yoona answered with a bit hesitate. She bites her lower lips anxiously. “Come in then, oppa…”

“Anii, I’m in hurry. I just want to give you this since it’s so happened because I was passing by your apartment…” Seunggi handed her a shopping bag. “I bought it for you when I was in Japan. Please accept it.”

Yoona became more anxious as she faced the situation. What should I do if the situation like that? Honestly if I accepted that gift, wouldn’t it give impact to Seunggi oppa? I mean, I just don’t want him to hope more from me, but if I don’t accept it, I think I’m too rude to him since he already come over here just to give me this… oh God, please tell me what should I do! She sighed quietly and finally extended her hands to accept the shopping bag. “Thank you, oppa.”

Seunggi’s face turned brighter as Yoona accepted the gift. “It’s a pleasure. Well, I gotta go now. Hope you like the gift then.”

“Nee.” Yoona said in low voice. “But oppa, in the future, please don’t waste your money for buying so much things for me…”

“Aniiya. It’s okay.” Seunggi seems didn’t aware of Yoona’s intention. “I’ll go then. By the way, where are you planning to go out at this late night?”

“With Jonghyun oppa.” Yoona said firmly. Although he asked ‘where’ but I know that ‘with whom’ is his intention in that question. And although I sound so rude but I just really want him to realize that I already have a special guy beside me.

“Ah…” the smile on Seunggi’s face gradually erased. “I see… Then, see you, Yoona.”

“Nee, oppa. Thank you so much…” Yoona waved her hands before she closed the door. As soon as she’s back to the living room, her sisters already there with juding’ eyes. “I told him. I mean I already told him firmly that I’m with Jonghyun oppa.” She spoke before the others spoke up.

“And what’s with that gift?”

“Ain’t I too rude if I didn’t accept it?” Yoona asked back.

“Well… I think you choose a right decision.” Taeyeon nodded after thought for a while. “But Yoona, if it continues like this, it will be hard for both of you…”

“Nee, unnie. I know…” Yoona mumbled with low voice. She was about to say something but the doorbell is ringing once again. She suddenly forgot what is she talking about since she already excited to see someone which was standing in front of the door. She rushed off to the door and open it in a hurry with a very bright smile on her face. “Oppa!” she greeted him cheerfully. Oh my!!! It’s not fair, at all.Why he always looks so gorgeous like that???? Did he upgrade his handsome level until it breaks the limit?? Okay, I’m not exaggerating. I really tell the truth!

“Shall we?” Jonghyun asked after clearing his throat. Honestly Yoona is not the one who was in awe because of seeing. It’s the same for Jonghyun. After didn’t see her for such a long time and right now she’s standing in front of him so beautiful like that… What should I say? Seeing a goddess?

 

“Sure!” Yoona nodded in excitement. “Let’s go, then! Oh wait! I almost forgot about my members. They surely will kill me if I just left without saying any goodbye…”

 

*

 

“Oh, you changed your car, oppa?” Yoona asked when they already arrived at the basement. It took almost 30 minutes until they finally managed to go down because a moment ago, her sisters were busily complaining to Jonghyun about Yoona who dragged them all to help her for this date. And the reason why she asked like that because right now she didn’t see Jonghyun’s white Benz as usual, in fact they were heading to the black Porsche.

“No. It’s my friend’s car. My car is at service station right now. Frequently check up.” Jonghyun explained and opened the car door for Yoona before he himself went in and started to drive. “Waeyo? Seems like you’re thinking of something else…” he asked when they’re on their way and he noticed Yoona looks a bit anxious.

“Uhm… I want to tell you something oppa…” Yoona said while biting her lips.

“What is it?”

“But I’m afraid you’ll be angry…”

“What is it?” Jonghyun repeated his question with more firm voice. “You wont know I’ll be angry or not if you didn’t tell me…”

Yoona became more anxious as she noticed Jonghyun’s tone. “Well… please don’t get me wrong, oppa. I’m telling you this because I just don’t want if something like… like before happened to us once again. Uhm… a moment ago before you came… someone has come…”

“And it’s the same person like before?” Jonghyun asked in flat tone while still focused on driving.

“Yes…” Yoona almost didn’t let out any voice. I’m going to die very soon.

 

“What did he come for?” Jonghyun kept asking while still showing no expression.

“He brought some gifts from Japan…” Yoona still answered him although she feels so tense right now. “It’s something that I didn’t expect at all, oppa. He just came without asking me first…”

“What kind of gift?”

Yoona sighed. “I even didn’t take a look yet. I think I need your permission at first oppa. Beside, I accepted it because I think I might become too rude to him if I refused it…”

“What’s your intention to tell me this?”

Yoona stared at her boyfriend for a while, trying to read his expression but she couldn’t. “I wont do the same mistake, oppa…” her voice is getting weaker as she remembered the past days which were very hard for her.

“Aint I sound like a possessive boyfriend if I say that I was jealous last time, Yoona?”

Yoona looked at her boyfriend with a surprise look in her face. She lost of words for a moment until she finally managed to answer. “Stop the car!”

“Huh?” this time, Jonghyun is the one who was surprised with Yoona’s sudden command. “What?”

“Stop the car! Now!” Yoona’s voice is getting firmly.

“Did I say something wrong? Why you told me to stop??” Jonghyun looks puzzled.

“Please stop the car!!” Yoona’s voice is getting more serious and made Jonghyun didn’t have any choice. He just sighed and finally stop the car on the road side of Banpo Bridge, which was acrossed the Han River. As soon as he stopped the car, he turned at Yoona. “What—“ he wanted to ask about what’s wrong with Yoona’s strange act but once again, he became very surprised when Yoona suddenly throw herself into his embrace and hugged him tightly. “W—waeyo?” he stuttered. “I thought you were angry…”

“Ppabo! How could you say that I was angry!” Yoona muttered while still burying her face on Jonghyun’s chest. “I am extremely happy right now!”

“Why…?” Jonghyun still didn’t get the point.

“Because I know that you still love me…”

“Huh?” Jonghyun quickly released himself and stared at Yoona. “Look who’s the ppabo one here!” he patted Yoona’s head gently. “Of course. Who told you to have that thought, hm?”

Yoona grimaced. “I’m just afraid, oppa… Afraid if I hurted you too much and made your feeling for me has changed… That’s why I’m so blissful when I heard that you’re jealous over him… because it means, you’re still in love with me, right? Right, oppa, right?”

“You really don’t need to ask that, ppabo girl!” Jonghyun ruffled Yoona’s hairs and finally smiled. Really… those past days without her were seriously worst… “And next time, don’t say something like ‘stop the car’ with a very serious face. I really thought that you’re going to leave me!”

Yoona chuckled. “What can I do? I really want to hug you and I don’t want to disturb your driving…”

Jonghyun couldn’t help but let out a little chuckle. “Now, should we find something for our dinner, then? What do you want to eat?”

“Hmm… can we eat some crabs oppa? I really want it right now…”

“Huh? Crabs? Where?”

“How about at your favorite restaurant near Myundong?” Yoona suggested with full of excitement. The place that I want to visit if I’m only with you, not with anyone. The beautiful place that had many beautiful memories about us…

“Myundong? Ah… but don’t you think your dress will fit the atmosphere?” Jonghyun asked while looking at Yoona’s semi formal short dress. “Aint I suppose to bring you to a luxury restaurant?”

“Ssireo… I’m dying to eat the crabs at that restaurant now. And about my dress…” Yoona paused for a moment, thinking how to overcome her problem. “Ah, do you bring any leather jacket oppa?”

“Fortunately I remember to bring it. Usually I put it in my own car.” Jonghyun turned and took a black leather jacket. “But I don’t think you’ll fit the size…”

“Well, it doesn’t matter. Beside, when people looked at me, they must be know already that I wore your jacket. At least, I finally managed to fit the crab restaurant atmosphere right now…” Yoona grinned. “Let’s go then, oppa. I’m so hungry already…” she pleaded in cute expression, and it makes Jonghyun chuckled again.

“Arasseo. Let’s go then…”

“And by the way oppa…” Yoona started to speak again.

“Hm?”

“I’ll return the gift from him.”

Jonghyun glanced without changing his expression. “Why? I didn’t say something like you shouldn’t accept the gift, right?”

“Of course you didn’t. But I think I should do that. And I want to make the situation clear between me and him. Can I, oppa?”

Jonghyun didn’t respond right away. He was silent for a while until he finally spoke out. “It’s up to you, Yoona. If you think that it’s the right way then just do it. But I think you should tell him carefully. I mean, we don’t want to ruin our friendship to him right?”

Yoona nodded. “I understand, oppa.” Hopefully he will finally understand… I really don’t want the same situation happened once again…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Annyeong. L

 

I’m very sorry for my delayed promise T_T

 

Actually I was sick last two weeks and couldn’t do any update.

 

And then when I finally recovery, I have to face a very hectic week of work and it makes me couldn’t write the chapter again.

 

And finally I managed to do an update right now.

 

Honestly this CB already done since yesterday but I didn’t update it since I want to update TF at the same time too so I need to finish TF first. Mianhae.

 

I’m very very thankful to all of you who’r still waiting and mind to read this story.

 

For all of your feedbacks, pls don’t hesitate to tell me.

 

Hopefully you still want to read this story.

 

Thank you very very much. See ya next chapt

 

 

 

since I didnt update this story for so long, so I did some time-adjustment between story and the real life so it wont feel too old to bring it up as a story. I'll do the time-adjustment starting for next chapt. thnk you. :)