Chapter 20 - Put Some Courageous

Cherry Blossoming

Yoona woke up when she felt someone was shaking her body, forced her to wake up. She opened her eyes and saw Yuri and Taeyeon. “Waeee~” she asked lazily.

“Yya! For how long do you plan to sleep? Ppali wake up! We have schedule in an hour!” Taeyeon pulled Yoona’s arm to get up.

“Aish... so sleepy, let me sleep five mins more...” she said lazily and back to lie down but Yuri held her body.

“Aish this kid! Ppalli wake up now! Or I’ll call Sooyoung to kick you, ppalli!” Yuri threatened her.

“Arasseoooo...” Yoona finally got up. She rubbed her eyes. “What time is it, unnie?”

“Nine! Aish cincca, it’s your schedule to clean the dishes this morning with me but because you’re sleeping like a lamb, I must do it myself!” Sooyoung suddenly entered the room and grumbled.

“Ah right...” Yoona grinned. “I love you Sooyoung...”

“Heol...” Sooyoung smirked. “Save that words for someone who brought you here last night...”

“What are you talking about?” Yoona asked confusedly but seems like her brain finally worked properly. “BWOH?? How could I ended here last night???”

“This is your home, so that’s why you ended here...” Taeyeon rolled her eyes.

“Anii, unnie! I just remembered that I fell asleep in Jonghyun’s car last night...” Yoona seems panicky. “How come I was ended here right now???”

“Thanks to him that carried you from basement until here...” Yuri replied. “You didnt aware even for a second when he carried you???”

“HE CARRIED ME????” Yoona squealed, made her sisters covered their ears. “MALDO ANDWAE!!! I even didnt feel anything, unnie!!”

“Well, it means he treated you so well. Aish how envy... why he didnt carry me too...” Sooyoung gave Yoona a dorky smile.

“What happened, unnie?” Seohyun suddenly entered, curious about Yoona’s voice from outside.

“HYUNNIE!! Did CN Blue already left Korea???” Yoona bombarded as soon as Seohyun entered.

“I guess so. Yong oppa called me an hour ago and he said that he already at Incheon...”

“AISH!! OTTOKKAJI!!” Yona yelled frustratedly and grabbed her phone. She wanted to call Jonghyun but she noticed that there was a message notif  from Jonghyun in her phone. She opened it in a hurry.

BurningJjong^^ : Have a good sleep? I didnt wake you up that time since you’re in a very good sleeping J See you in five days later.

“BWUOYAAA!!!” Yoona yelled in despair when he read the message and tried to call Jonghyun but useless. He might be already in the flight. I just trifle away the time!!! Why I must fell asleep! Now I couldnt say thank you because he even carried me until here! And even couldnt hear his voice before he left!!!!! “UNNIEE OTTOKKEH!!!” she nagged at her sisters.

“Aish dont nag, little kid!” Yuri patted her head. “It’s only five days. Just wait patiently.”

“Unnie... it’s not like this...” Yoona nagged. “Aish... you dont understand it, unnie...” Yoona pouted and got up to the bathroom. Left her sisters in confused.

“What’s wrong with her? What happened between them last night? She acted like Jonghyun’s girlfriend right now...” Yuri commented.

“Well, I hope it’s not just an act...” Taeyeon grinned happily.

 


London. I’m Sorry Making MV.

“Oh, Jonghie hyung has a new scarf...” Jungshin commented while they were waiting for the staffs to prepare the things for MV making. Jonghyun just finished changed his clothes for the MV.

“Oh, right. It’s cool. Where did you buy it?” Yonghwa asked while approaching Jonghyun. “Tie it good or I’ll take it.” He said. As a good hyung and helped Jonghyun to tie the scarf better. “Oh. It’s so cooool. This scarf, not you. Why you didnt buy me one too?”

“I dont buy it. It’s a gift...” Jonghyun replied. “Gomawo, hyung.” He said when Yonghwa finished to tie the scarf.

“It’s a fan gift? Woah why they didnt give me one too...” Minhyuk said. “The motif is simple but cool...” he praised. “Oh Yonghwa hyung, why you’re doing selca without us?” he asked when he saw Yonghwa was busy doing selca after helped Jonghyun.

“It’s for Hyun, you know.” Yonghwa said after he took one selca. “Aish. I already send it but just realised Jonghie was there. Behind me. And Jungshin’s half head...”  he grumbled. “But at least, I’m dominating the picture...” he said childishly.

“Whatever...” s rolled their eyes, ignored their crazy hyung.

 

 

At the same time.

“What are you smiling for, maknae?” Taeyeon asked while SNSD already at the dorm after they finished their schedule today. It’s already night at Seoul since London and Seoul had eight different hours.

“Her Yong oppa send a selca...” Sooyoung, who was sitting beside Seohyun at the living room, replied Taeyeon, while glancing at Seohyun’s phonescreen. “OH, who’s behind him?”

“Jonghyun oppa... and seems like it’s Jungshin’s head...” Seohyun replied while staring at Yonghwa’s back on photo. “OH UNNIE!” she squealed suddenly and showed her phone clearly to Sooyoung. “Look at this.”

“Even if you dont ask me, I already look at that...” Sooyoung smirked and accepted the phone nonchalantly and looked at the screen. In a second, she squealed too, just like Seohyun.

“Wae???” Sunny who just back from the kitchen while drinking a juice, came closer to Sooyoung and Seohyun. She looked at the phone screen too. “OH? This the one that—“

“DDEH, UNNIE!!” Sooyoung and Seohyun shouted in unison. “YOONG!!!” Sooyoung called Yoona loudly.

“Wae?” Yoona shouted from inside her room. She just changed into casual clothes and walked out. “Why you were squealing at night like this...” she asked to Seohyun, Sooyoung, Sunny and Taeyeon who gathered in a circle.

“Ppalli come here!!” Sunny dragged her to join. “Look at this selca that Yongseobang sent for Hyunnie.”

“Why you call me unnie? If it’s Yongseobang, then it just for Hyunnie...”

“Aish! Just take a look first at it, unnie.” Seohyun gave Yoona her phone.

Yoona took the phone with furrowed eyebrows. At first she just found a screen that full of Yonghwa’s face, but suddenly she noticed someone and something behind Yonghwa. “OH?????” she yelled in surprise and zoomed in the pic. As soon as she saw clearly the pic of Jonghyun who was wearing the scarf from her, she couldnt help but smiling ear to ear. He brought it to London? And even wore it??? For real?? But seems like they’ll filming MV with warm-weather-concept, due to the other member's styles. Then why he’s the only one wore a scarf? “Hyunnie, tell Yongseobang to send another pic again. Ppalli!”

“He even send a video, unnie.” Seohyun giggled and showed the chat history between her and Yonghwa. There’s a video that was sent after the pic. “Seems like it’s a video while they’re filming the MV clip.” She pressed the play button. And she was right. It’s an one-minute video that was recording the clip that will include on CNBlue’s new MV.

“Oh? Seems like Jonghyun took it off because of filming...” Sooyoung said when she noticed Jonghyun’s bare neck, just like the other members.

Yoona’s smile became wider and wider as she saw the clip. That’s why you wore it when you’re not filming, hm?Your grey tshirt inside your blazer is very very low neck cut... So you remembered my words when I gave you that scarf? Aish cincca... You can make me feel blissful even at long distance like this...

“Why you’re smiling? Seems like you knew the reason why he wore it and took it off...” Taeyeon asked.

“You can see it too unnie. He didnt wear it due to the MV concept...”

“But why he wore it before? While the others are not...”

“Molla...” Yoona shrugged her shoulders and back to her room while still smiling blissfully, ignored her sisters who were looking at her with curiosity.

 


 

London. Jonghyun and Yonghwa’s  Shared Room

“Jonghie...” Yonghwa suddenly called him. They were lying on their own bed after finished the three-day filming MV. Tomorrow they’ll head back to Korea.

“Wae...” Jonghyun answered, half-sleepy.

“Where did you go the night before we went to London?”

Jonghyun rolled his eyes. “If you already knew it from Hyungsoonim, then why you ask me again?’

Yonghwa grinned. “Seems like my Jonghie was missing someone like crazy too when they went to Hongkong...”

Jonghyun glanced irritatedly at Yonghwa. “You’re the one who missing Hyungsoonim like crazy...”

“Then, you’re not??” Yonghwa asked while giving him a teased smile.

“Why I must missed Hyungsoonim too?”

“Aish!” Yonghwa got up and moved to Jonghyun’s bed. “Stop pretending innocent like this!” he patted Jonghyun’s head. “You missed Yoona too that time, right?”

“Hyung, I met her because when we had a chat, she turned into gloomy suddenly and I dont know what happened...”

“Then, you came to see her, right?” Yonghwa grinned more widely. “Jonghie, I know you’re very concerned and kind person, but since when you turned to be like this towards a girl? And it’s not the first time. Want me to recall the history? The phonestrap incident, the ice cream incident, and this. AND, not to mention all of your acts towards her. You bought her a gift. You felt hurt when she turned into a cold person towards you. You looks very concerned about her health, and even with her foods. You even had a dinner together for few times—and it’s a rare for you. You even wore that scarf here—as I know, you’re even didnt pay any attention to your clothes.”

“You know about the scarf???” Jonghyun asked in surprised.

“Well... I just knew it today. Hyun told me..” Yonghwa smirked. “And Jonghie, not to mention the song that you wrote for her. You know, I’m anticipating for the release. Especially at Yoona’s reaction if she heard that song.” He hugged Jonghyun’s shoulder and smiled. “Tell me, the lyric of that song... is your true feeling to her, right?”

“I admit it. But hyung, it’s not a confessing-love-song... So I think it just normal—“

“Even in the lyrics you didnt mention about love, but I can feel it. Oh cmon Jonghie, our dongsaengs and even our staffs said that they can feel the love in that song when they heard it for the first time...” Yonghwa cutted Jonghyun’s words. “Now, answer me truthfully, do you ever miss her?”

Jonghyun scratched his head. How could I lie to hyung... He will know it right away... “Ddeh.” He finally gave up and sighed.

“When?” Yonghwa still asked but his lips already formed a wide smile.

“That time... and this time...” he said and looked away.

Yonghwa laughed happily as he heard Jonghyun’s true feeling. “Oh I’m so happy...”

“Hyung, It just ‘missed’...”

“Missed is just one step before you said Love...” Yonghwa clapped happily. “Jonghie, listen to me. I wont force you to say that you love her. I want you realise it yourself. One thing I want to tell you is you must put more courage into yourself, especially your heart. Try to think all of the moments between you and her. Try to find what’s relationship are you two in. Try to think about it before it’s too late for you...” Yonghwa patted Jonghyun’s shoulder and smiled.

“Now, you’re really giving me heavy headache, hyung...” Jonghyun mumbled. Why people kept telling me this thing. Even when I realised the feeling that I miss her, at first I already thought that it’s too much for us... And to realise ‘love’... I even didnt know if that words consisted or not in our relationship right now...

“And Jonghie, you said that you and Yoona are just friend...” Yonghwa suddenly spoke again. “Then can you explained why you and her turned like this?” He grinned and showed his phone to Jonghyun.

The phone showed a pic of Yoona and him when they fell asleep at balcony in SJ’s dorm. Jonghyun almost couldn’t believe his eyes when he saw that they were holding hands so thightly that time. Bwuoya? As I remember I only leaned her head on my shoulder... What’s witht that hands? And why I leaned my head on top of her head too without I realised it?? “How come you got this pic??”

“Thanks to Hyun. She got it from Taeyeon... Well, she said that Kyuhyun sunbaenim took the photo that time...” Yonghwa grinned widely. “What a romantic pic...”

“Hyung, it’s not on purpose!” Jonghyun said frustratedly when Yonghwa back to his bed while still looking at the phone.

“Ah cincca? Then you just naturally acted like this? Ho-oh... it’s more and more romantic...” Yonghwa said happily. “I’ll show it to Minhyuk and Jungshin later. Now, go to sleep, Jonghie. We’ll back to Korea tomorrow.” he pranked and gave Jonghyun a dorky smile before he turned his lamp to sleep.

Jonghyun sighed in despair. I’m going crazy!

 


 

SM Building. SNSD’s Practice Room.

“Oh, CN Blue is performing at SBS Inkigayo right now!” Sooyoung said when she saw Seohyn was turning the SBS TV on. “When were they back to Korea?”

“Last night, unnie.” Seohyun replied while still watching at the TV. “Actually at midnight...”

“Omo... here comes the hot guy in black suit...” Sooyoung praised when camera is filming Jonghyun.

“Actually four of them is in blacksuit, Soo...” Taeyeon rolled her eyes while watching CN Blue’s perform too.

Yoona looked at TV. So, you’re in Korea now and seems like you’re in a very good mood. You even laughed at something with Yongseobang during performance... But how come you didnt even contact me when you were back... She pouted. See how happy were you?? You and Yongseobang even did some moves on the stage while laughing happily. Wondering what makes you feel so happy like that... “Who’s the other guest there?” she asked when CN Blue perform ended.

“SHINee, INFINITE, Lee Hi, B1A4, TEENTOP, Secret, Epik High, KARA, Roh Ji Hoon, Boyfriend, SISTAR, Son Dam Bi, Girl’s Day, Kim Jong Kook, HyunA, Ailee, Kim Sung Kyu, Park Jung Min, Noel, Juniel, TVXQ...” Sooyoung replied while reading the info on her tablet.

Secret... KARA... Girl’s Day... HyunA... There’s so many his ‘fangirls’ there. And now why I feel anxious. Did they flirt with Jonghyun at backstage?? Especially Secret... I bet they did it!! Aish cincca!! Dont tell me that’s why he look so happy, hm?

“Just call him if you feel uneasy...” Yuri said as she saw Yoona was in anxious mode.

“Wae? What happened with me?” Yoona tried to deny it.

“You miss him, dont you?” Fanny asked and smiled.

“Anii.”

“Tsk. Liar.” Hyoyeon smirked. “You even turned into gloomy when you heard that he will go to London right after we back to Korea...”

“It just because... it so sudden that they wil go to London...” Yoona still tried to deny it.

“Ah cincca...?” Taeyeon smirked. “Then how about that night? You must not fell asleep so joyfully like that even with smile on your face if you didnt feel happy after met with him...”

“Bwoh? I smiled while sleeping???”

“Ddeh.” Taeyeon rolled her eyes. “And it’s not the first time.” She said and searched something on her phone. “This one, too. You smiled so blissfully there...” she showed the pic at the balcony.

“UNNIE, HOW COULD YOU TAKE THIS PIC???” Yoona yelled frustratedly.

“Who told you to sleep together there?”

Yoona grimaced. “Unnie, why you’re saying it with that tone... It seems I’ve been doing something bad...”

“Aish it’s not the main topic. The important thing is, how was your feeling when you met with him?” Fanny waved her hands impatiently. “You missed him, right?”

Yoona didnt answer it. She just looked away. Her sisters smiled upon her expression.

“Don’t be a coward Yoong. Why you can’t say that you miss him?”

It’s tiring to hide something from my sisters... They will bombard me with so many questions if I didnt tell them the truth. “He already knew...” Yoona finally gave up.

“BWORAGO??? You already told him??? WHEN???” her sisters asked in surprised.

“That night...” Yoona replied weakly.

“SO YOU TOLD HIM??”

Yoona sighed. “He told me first...”

“CINCCA??? AIGOOO SO SWEEET...” her sisters fainted at each other. “Now, I can feel love in the air...” Seohyun said blissfully.

“Aish. Dont say such thing. It’s too heavy you know...” Yoona grimaced and tried hard t recover from blushing.

“Don’t deny it Yoong. You even still not sure about your feeling, right?” Yuri hugged her and smiled. “You already missed each other, and even confessed it together. How could you say that there’s nothing special between you two? Just think about it, first.”

“But—“

“NO ‘BUT’!” her sisters shouted in unison. “Just think about it!”

Yoona sighed and gave up. What happened with people around me? They kept saying the same thing. They kept saying about love. How can they be so sure when I’m still not... I’m Jonghyun’s friend... But friend is... friend is not enough to describe us... then what?

 

 

SBS Inkigayo’s Backstage.

“Today Jonghie hyung and Yonghwa hyung are in a very good mood...” Minhyuk whispered to Jungshin when they ended their perform and walked to their waiting room. They were walking behind Yonghwa and Jonghyun, who were walking at front and chatted happily.

“Right. They even almost dance at the stage just now. Wondering what happened to them...” Jungshin whispered back.

“Aish. It must be because they finally back to Korea. You know, they have ‘someone’ that waiting for them...”

“Ah! Hyungsoonim... and Yoona noona...” Jungshin clapped. “Now, I noticed that you couldnt stop smiling too. It must because you’re feeling more happy than them since we’re sharing waiting room with Junhee, right?” he glanced at Minhyuk with irritated looks.

“Well...” Minhyuk just shrugged his shoulder and gave Jungshin his eye-smiled, made Jungshin just rolled his eyes.

 

“Jonghyun-ah!”

Jonghyun, who were chatting with Yonghwa happily, turned his head. Sunhwa was standing there, in front of CN Blue’s waiting room. Seems like she already waited for Jonghyun.

“Oh. Sunhwa ssi.” Jonghyun bowed politely and smiled. Yonghwa bowed too with curious face.

“Told you to drop the honorific.” Sunhwa said and smiled. “Oh, annyeonghaseyo, Yonghwa ssi. Minhyuk ssi. Jungshin ssi.” She greet the other members and faced Jonghyun again.

“We’ll wait you inside, Jonghie.” Yonghwa said and entered the room, left Jonghyun and Sunhwa at the corridor.

“Ddeh.” Jonghyun replied. “What’s the matter?” he asked mannerly to Sunhwa.

“I want to ask if you have a schedules tonight... I and my members want to ask you for dinner at our dorm...” Sunhwa said. “Since you couldnt accept the invitation last time, so I hope you can come this time.”

“Ah...” Now ottokaji? What must I say? Should I tell her that I feel uneasy to have a dinner with them? And even at their dorm? “I should ask manager hyung first about our schedule. I’ll contact you later...” he still replied in manner and smiled.

“Arasseo... Please come if you didnt have schedules. We’re really anticipating for it.” Sunha said sweetly. “Then, here’s my number. Make sure to contact me about this.” She told her number to Jonghyun and bid a farewell.

After Sunhwa left, Jonghyun entered the room while scratching his head anxiously. Yongha looked at him curiously. “What’s the matter? Dont tell me she’s asking you for a dinner again...”

“You’re right.” Jonghyun replied weakly and sat beside Yonghwa. “Please tell me that we have a schedule until midnight today...” he begged.

Yonghwa giggled. “I’d love to but mianhae to make you disappointed, Jonghie. We just finished our schedules right now. And I’m against if there’s next schedule, since I already planned a date with Hyun before we’re going to Busan tomorrow.”

Jonghyun sighed in despair. “I’m screwed...” he mumbled.

“Hyung, just tell them that you must do your recording-solo-part tonight so you couldnt come...” Jungshin gave a suggestion. “But in case, you couldnt make an appearance in public tonight. They might saw you and called you as a liar...”

“Good idea!” Jonghyun clapped. “I dont mind to stay at home tonight...”

“But the point is, Minhyuk and I will have a date. And Jungshin must go to filming set...” Yonghwa grinned. “So, please bear your home-alone, Jonghie...”

“Bwuoya...” Jonghyun grimaced. “You know I hate for being alone, guys...” he nagged.

“Then, just choose one. Go to Secret’s dorm or stay alone at home...”

Jonghyun sighed in despair. “Arasseo...”

 


CN Blue’s Dorm. Night.

“Hyung, you really want to go right now?” Jonghyun nagged when he saw Yonghwa was about to leave for a date. Minhyuk and Jungshin already succeed escape after they received so many nagged from Jonghyun.

“Ddeh. And stop to nag, little kid!” Yonghwa said while putting on his shoes. “Just call someone else to come...”

“Kyuhyun hyungnim is still in overseas right now. Changmin hyungnim is still doing his schedules. SHINee has a practice tonight. Jonghoon still in Japan...” Jonghyun said in despair. “Seungho is on vacation right now. Woobin, In Guk and Jongsuk even were busy on filming set...”

“You surely have so many friends...” Yonghwa said with a little envy. “Then just bear for few hours more until I or Minhyuk is back...”

“It’s too long, hyung...” Jonghyun still nagged while following Yonghwa until front door. “Just have your date here with Hyungsoonim. I dont care it will such an eyesore or what for me as long as I’m not alone here...”

“Andwaee... I already reserved ice skating place for us to play, you know. Just compose some musics, so it wont be wasteful.”

“Aish... I even couldnt think about music right now.” Jonghyun said childishly.

“Cincca this kid is really make me in mess.” Yonghwa sighed. “Arasseo I’ll promise you wont be alone for too long. An hour, I promise.”

“Ah cincca?” Jonghyun’s face finally brightened up. “You said it, hyung! You promise!”

“Ddeh!” Yonghwa rolled his eyes as he saw Jonghyun’s expression. “So childish. Now, let me go.”

“Arasseo. Remember! You said only an hour!”

Well. I dont say that ‘I will back in an hour’. “Ddeh! I’m going!” Yonghwa said and left the dorm.

Jonghyun back to his room right after Yonghwa left. Now what must I do for this one hour... He sat on the bed cluelessly. Let’s see if Kyu hyungnim is playing Modoo Marble right now... He his phone and started to play.

 

 

SNSD’s Dorm.

“Hyunnie, it’s Yongseobang!” Jessica shouted from living room while letting Yonghwa to enter.

“Oh, Yongseobang, annyeong.” Yuri, who just walked out from Seohyun’s room, greet Yonghwa happily. “Hyunnie is still on preparing right now. Please wait few more minutes...” she giggled.

“Ah yes I’ll wait patiently.” Yonghwa said and grinned. “By the way, where’s the others? Is it only you three here?”

“Actually six.” Jessica answered. “Yoona and Sooyoung are experiencing something at the kitchen and Hyoyeon is helping the maknae in the room. The others still on their schedules outside.”

“Oh. Yoona is here. Can I talk to her?”

“Wae oppa? What’s the matter?” Seohyun, who just walked out from her room, look curious with Yonghwa’s sudden ask.

“Oh, Hyun~ You’re so beautiful...” Yonghwa couldnt help but praised the beautiful goddess in front of him. Seohyun just blushed and pinched Yonghwa’s arm shyly.

“Aigoo... what’s this? What an eyesore for a single girl like me...” Sooyoung, who just walked out from the kitchen, along with Yoona, commented to YongSeo’s act. “Sorry Yongseobang. Annyeong...” she and Yoona just greet Yonghwa after left out a comment like that.

“And he even didnt look another person except Hyunnie...” Hyoyeon, who just stand there since a while ago joined. “Seems like you didnt saw I was walking out from the room with Seohyun...”

“Ah. Sorry guys...” Yonghwa grinned.

“Oh, oppa, you asked before that you want to talk with Yoong unnie.” Seohyun just remembered Yonghwa’s words before.

“Me?” Yoona asked while pointing at herself.

“Ah yes.” Yonghwa nodded. “Are you in the middle of doing something right now?”

“Me? I just cooking some foods with Soo. Wae?” Yoona asked bluntly.

“Actually, it’s experimenting.” Sooyoung continued. “Why you asked Yoona? Dont tell me you’re going to invite her on your date with Hyunnie...”

“Aniiyo, guys.” Yonghwa laughed. “Actually, I want to ask a favor for you, Yoona. If you don’t mind...”

“No. Please tell me...”

Yonghwa scratched his head. “Well... It maybe seems a bit... But, can you go to our dorm right now?”

“YOUR DORM????” Yoona asked in surprise. Even the others looks surprised with Yonghwa’s sudden ask.

“Ddeh. Sorry it’s so sudden. Actually there’s one of my dongsaeng are alone at home right now. He couldn’t go out due to some reasons. And he really hate being alone at dorm. I almost couldnt go out at first. But I promise that I will back soon that’s why he released me. The problem right now is, I’m not sure I can go back in an hour...” Yonghwa explained while exchanging a smile with others, who just realised who was the person that Yonghwa talked about.

Yoona noticed who was the person that Yonghwa was talking about. It’s him, right? Why he couldnt go out? And... why Yongseobang asked me to go there? Why me? “Uhm... Me?” she asked, still not sure.

“Ddeh. I beg on you. But it still depends on you, if you dont mind...” Yonghwa looked at her with puppy eyes. “We’ll send you until there, first.”

“Yoong unnie, can you? Please... an hour is not enough, unnie. We just arrived at our destination only with that time...” Seohyun joined to beg Yoona too, along with Yonghwa.

“Just go, Yoong. How could you made their date is being disturb...” Jessica stand on YongSeo’s side.

“Ddeh. Since we didnt have much things to do too. It’s better for you to go...” Hyoyeon said and exchanged smile with Yonghwa. “How if something bad happened to him?” she added when she saw Yoona still want to talk back.

“But... I’m cooking with Sooyoung now...” Yoona said a lame reason. Aish cincca... Why I keep deny it although I really want to go... But if I just said Yes straightly, it will be too obvious...

“Aish. You even can’t say that it’s cooking.” Sooyoung shook her hands impatiently. “Just go change your clothes now! If you still reject it, then I’ll go.”

Yoona glanced at Sooyoung. Aish. How could she will go there. “Arasseo. I’ll go get change.” She finally gave up and entered her room. Sooyoung jerk! She really know how to make me give up just by her words... She opened her wardrobe. Now, what should I wear...?

Yonghwa and her sisters chuckled when Yoona closed the door. “You can see that she want, but she still keep her own pride. But since I said that I’ll go there, she couldnt stand it but give up...” Sooyoung clapped happily. “So innocent... aigoo...”

“Does Jonghyun know about this?” Hyoyeon asked curiously.

“No.” Yonghwa replied and smirked. “Well, he thought that I’ll go home soon. He might be in surprise later...” he said and exchanged a wide smile with the others.

Yoona walked towards CN Blue’s dorm after she’s being dropped by Yonghwa and Seohyun. She stood up in front of door anxiously. Ottokaji? Why I’m feeling nervous right now? Aish. Just act casually, Yoong. Don’t be nervous. She took a deep breath and ring the bell.

 

 

 

Jonghyun put his phone back beside him. Oh, it so bored. My marbles is getting high but I couldnt continue because Kyuhyun hyungnim couldnt play anymore due to his next schedule there. And the room is all full right now. How can I enter the team match... He got up and turned his laptop on. Seems like I should compose a new song. He thought, but suddenly the doorbell is ringing. Oh? Dugu? He walked out and approached the miniscreen. Aish I forgot that this screen is having some troubles. Wondering who is it... He then opened the door.

“BWOH?? YOONA???” he couldnt believe his eyes when he saw Yoona was standing there. In front of him.

“Oppa, annyeong...” Yoona greet him happily. I already met him for so many times but why my heart is always beating so fast everytime we met again and again?

Is she real? In front of me? It must be real. Because I suddenly feel so warm right now... “Ottokk—“ he shook his head. “Let’s enter first.” He opened the door, still in surprised and let Yoona to enter. “How could you’re here so sudden?” he asked after Yoona entered the dorm.

“Please ask Yongseobang. That’s why I’m here. He said that one of his dongsaeng was nagging so much because he’s alone at dorm...”

“So you came here because of me?” he asked in amazed. “Gomawo, Yoona...” he smiled blissfully.

“Ah... ddeh...” Yoona said and looked away. Why it feels so embarassing when he smiled so blissful at me like that. Don’t get blushed, jebal Yoong! She cleared . “Uhm, oppa, just like Yongseobang said, you didnt like alone that much?” she tried to change the topic.

Jonghyun scratched his head. “Uhm... ddeh. I dont like feel alone...” he replied. “Oh, do you want some drinks?” he asked while going to the kitchen

“Let me take a look.” Yoona stood up and followed Jonghyun. “As expected, your fridge is always filled by instant foods, oppa...” she said as she examined the fridge. “Have you eaten?”

“Actually not yet. We just back from Inkigayo before. Let just call some food delivery services...” he’s about to take his phone but Yoona stopped him.

“Yongseobang already told me about this. That’s why we bought it first before they dropped me here.” Yoona said and walked to take the foods that she brought.

“Oh! It’s Dak Galbi!” Jonghyun clapped happily when Yoona took out the foods. “I’m really craving for Korean food since we couldnt find any of them these days...” he exclaimed and helped Yoona to prepare the food uttensils. “Now, let’s eat.” He said when they finally sat on the chair and ready to eat.

“Ddeh...” Yoona replied happily and started to eat.

 

 

 

 

“By the way oppa...” Yoona said after they finished to eat and sat on the couch at living room. “I saw Yongseobang’s selca at London...”

“Oh? He sent one for you too?” Jonghyun asked innocently.

Yoona laughed. “Aniiya. It’s for Hyunnie. Well... I saw you were behind him that time. And I saw that scarf...”

“Aah...” Jonghyun finally understand. “Well... my brothers were envying me that time. They wanted the same scarf too...”

“Cincca??”

“Ddeh. Because it looks so cool. Thanks to you...” he smiled warmly to Yoona. “But mianhae, I couldnt wear it when we’re filming the MV...”

“Ara...” Yoona smiled back. “It’s not the concept, right? But I admit that you kept your promise, oppa. Well, I saw your low neck tshirt during MV’s filming...”

“Seems like hyung sent too many pic for Hyungsoonim...” Jonghyun smirked.

“Ddeh. He even sent a video. And... OH oppa... I watched Inkigayo today...” she suddenly spoke out of topic.

“Oh you saw us performed?”

“Ddeh. I saw you... That time you looks so happy...” Yoona mumbled. “Wondering who’s the person that makes you looks like that...” Aish I couldnt help but ask. Actually I really want to ask this since beginning...

Jonghyun raised his eyebrows and stared at Yoona. Did I notice a jealous tone on her voice or I’m just being delusional? “Why you suddenly curious?”

“Anii. Just ask you randomly...” Yoona looked away. THEN WHAT??? Just say it! Must I ask again? Aish it so embarrassing! “Then why you dont want to go to Secret’s dorm tonight?”

“Seems like Hyung already told you... Well, it just awkward to come to their dorm...”

“Then, if she asked you to have a dinner at other place, you’ll think about it???”

“But she didnt ask me to have a dinner except at their dorm. What this sudden topic? We even didnt finish the topic before...” Jonghyun asked bluntly and turned his body to face Yoona.

Then you’ll think about it, hm? “Told you I just curious...”

Jonghyun stared at Yoona and finally laughed a little. “You know, we always faced situation like this...” he Yoona’s hair gently, while Yoona still looked away. “When you had something on your mind but you didnt say it out...”

Yoona didnt reply him. She just kept stared straightly while feeling Jonghyun’s hand still her hairs gently, and she always like that moment when Jonghyun touched his hairs so gently. It feels so relaxed...

“Fine. Let me tell you something. Speaking of how if Sunhwa asked me to have a dinner outside her dorm. Well... I think I still couldnt fulfill her request. I usually rare to have a dinner with only me and girl. Especially when I’m not too close with her.” He said and kept stared at Yoona. Until now, I only had dinner with two girls. One of them is you...”

TWO? Who’s the one??? Yoona wanted to ask but she kept quiet and looked away.

“And that time at Inkigayo... Didnt you notice that Yonghwa hyung is in a very good mood too? Even Minhyuk smiled alot...” Jonghyun asked but Yoona still ignored him. He laughed upon Yoona’s act. “Well, Minhyuk smiled alot because we’re at the same stage and even at the same waiting room with Junhee... For Yonghwa hyung and me... well, you must saw us doing some moves on the stage. It just expression of happiness. We’re already back to Korea. Hyung feel so happy that he’ll meet with Hyungsoonim soon after the show ended. And I was feeling happy too...” Jonghyun paused his words and sighed. “You know, five days without seeing you is driving me in a mess...” he said with soft voice. “That’s why we feel so happy that we’re back. We even couldnt hide our happiness even at the stage... So, if you just asked me before that who’s the person that made me looks so happy like that, then the answer is you, Im Yoona...”

Why he always made me feel gloomy at first but always made me speechless at the end... It’s my fault, isnt it? I always have a bad thought and turned gloomy so sudden even before he told me the truth. Yoong ppabo! She finally looked at Jonghyun and pouted. “You should just tell me right away before...”

“See! I was right, hm? Everytime you had something in your mind and it’s an untold, we’ll always turned like this...” Jonghyun laughed. “Jasshik...” he pinched Yoona’s cheek gently. “So, are you happy now?”

“What for?”

Jonghyun just glanced at Yoona and sighed. His smile was disappeared from his face. “Anii..” he said, a bit upset that Yoona didnt respond to his answer. Am I the only one who feels excited about this? She didnt feel the same?

Yoona put her poker face but actually she hardly held her laughter while seeing Jonghyun’s facial expression turned gloomy. Ppabo! Of course I’m happy! I even feels so blissful, you know! But let me give you a little prank... It’s cute seeing you like this... “Should I happy, oppa? What for?” she asked, pretend to be unaware.

Jonghyun sighed. “I said no. I just ask randomly...” Jonghyun replied while looking away.

Omo look at him... He started to nag... “What are you doing before I came?” Yoona started to talk out of the topic before.

She even didnt pay any attention towards my words just now. “Composing.” Jonghyun replied shortly.

“Ah cincca? Let me see it.” Yoona still acted nonchalantly and entered Jonghyun’s room.

Jonghyun just followed her the second after. He sat on the chair while Yoona was sitting on his bed behind him. “What do you want to see? It even didnt has any main chord...” he said with no interest.

Why he’s so cute when he nagged like that... “What’s wrong with you, oppa?”

“What’s wrong with me?” Jonghyun asked back but didnt turn his body to Yoona.

“You just suddenly turned a bit cold...”

“Anii.”

Yoona smiled from Jonghyun’s back. Your nag style looks similar to me. Jasshik... now,who’s the childish person here... “Seems like you have something grudge on your mind. Is it because of me?”

“There’s nothing.” Jonghyun still replied shortly while staring profoundly at his laptop, avoided Yoona, who was sitting behind him.

“Or is it because I was asking you why I should feel happy?” Yoona kept asked.

“Im Yoona, I told you there’s nothing. Whatever you want to feel, it’s up to you.”

Yoona smiled. Aish... I couldnt hold anymore. She stood up and huggedback Jonghyun, who still sitting on the chair. “Lee Jonghyun ppabo... Of course I’m happy with your words. It’s even not happy, it’s blissful...” she said while hugging Jonghyun from back so tightly. Her face was facing Jonghyun’s face.

Jonghyun still looks surprised towards Yoona’s sudden act. He suddenly startled when he feels something warm on his back and in a second he realise that it was Yoona backhugging him with her arms wrapped around Jonghyun’s shoulder. “You’re making fun of me, hm?” he asked when he finally realised Yoona’s act.

“Mianhae...” Yoona smiled cutely. “But you’re very cute when you nagged oppa...”

“Cincca...” Jonghyun sighed and released his body from Yoona. But in a second, he stood up and hugged her. “I almost nag because of you...”

“Well... you already nagged a little...” Yoona giggled and hugged him tightly. “OH! There’s a falling star!” she squealed suddenly and rush off closer to the window in Jonghyun’s room.

“Falling star?” Jonghyun furrowed his eyebrows. “You like it?”

“So much!” Yoona replied while still looking outside the window, at the night sky. She startled when she feels something approached her back and a pair of arms wrapped her shoulder tightly. It was Jonghyun backhugged her. Yoona can felt Jonghyun’s cheek was leaning on her head. My heart is going to retire soon, I guess... But how can I deny this. I even mentioned many times that my favorite position if I have a boyfriend is backhugging... But... although he’s not my boyfriend, I dont know why but I just feel that it’s the right thing to do... for me and him...

How come you released you broke the hug in a second when I’m still missing you like crazy. And... I dont know where did I find this courage to backhug you... This is one thing that I always want to do if I have a girlfriend. I mentioned it at Sukira and some articles... You’re not my girlfriend... but why my heart just told me to do this... even my brain couldnt against it...

“Oh? You’re humming, oppa? What’s that song? I never heard it...” Yoona asked as she realised Jonghyun was humming some tones from her back. She tilted and turned her head to see Jonghyun’s face.

“Ah... that’s our new song in Robot Album...”

“Oh seems like it’s a good ballad song. By the way, when will that album released? I want to preorder it with my unnies yesterday but it’s still not open yet...”

“Oh, you want to pre order it??” Jonghyun looks surprised.

“We always did pre-order for CN Blue’s Album, you know...”

“Ah cincca...?” Jonghyun looks amazed. “But for this album, I think you shouldnt pre-order it...”

“Wae??”

“Because I’m planning to give you one.”

“FOR ME??”

“Ddeh.” Jonghyun nodded. “I’ll give you before it released for public...”

“Ah cincca???” Yoona clapped happily. “You know we always envy to Hyunnie because she’s the only one who could get a limited version even before it released... But why so sudden? Isn’t it good if I buy your album by my own?”

“Well... It because... I have something to show you in that album...”

“And now you made me curious, what’s that???”

“You’ll see it later...” Jonghyun laughed and Yoona’s hair from behind. It’s awkward to talk with this position if we’re not a couple... but seems like no one of us want to broke this hug...

“Arasseo. Since I’ll get a limited one, I think I can hold my curiosity first...” Yoona smiled. Why I’m enjoying that we’re talking each other so naturally while you’re backhugging me... “Now, what should we do until Yongseobang came?”

“What do you want to do?” Jonghyun asked back.

Just stay still like this. “Maybe you have some games... or movie or what...”

“Let’s play some games... later...”

“Later? Then what should we do now?’ Yoona asked bluntly.

“This.” Jonghyun replied with soft voice and smiled at Yoona. “You cannot pay five days only with five minutes of hugging you...”

The way he say it... why it makes me feel so so so blushed... fortunately he couldnt see my face from behind... She startled when she felt something touched her hairs. Is he kissing my hairs? Or is it just his cheek? Why I feel that his lip was touching my hairs... but I couldnt turned my head. My heart is beating too fast right now and I’m not sure if I can stand anylonger if I saw him right now and looked at his eyes... I’m being too addicted to him... Yoona took a deep breath. Maybe it just his cheek. Why you expected so much, Yoong... ppabo... She sighed and leaned her backhead to Jonghyun’s chest comfortably. How come I expected that thing when I already feel so blissful even just with this condition...

Jonghyun tightened his arms around Yoona’s shoulder while smiling. Seems like you didnt aware when I couldnt help but kissed your hairs. You know, your body must have a strong magnet inside. Everytime I hugged you, the hardest part for me is to release you. Just like now. I even dont want to think when will I broke the hug and started to do something else...

 

 

 

 

“I think unnies already slept...” Yoona said when she opened the door at her dorm, along with Jonghyun. It already midnight and Jonghyun just sent her home after Yonghwa already back.

“Just go and sleep too.” Jonghyun said in low voice, tried not to disturb the others. “Then, I have to go now...”

“Ddeh, oppa... Have a safe drive, please. Thanks for sent me home...”

“Thanks to you who came to my dorm...” Jonghyum smiled. “Arasseo. Then, see you later...” he’s about to left the dorm when Yoona suddenly called him. “Wae?” he stopped and ce again to Yoona.

You just go like that? “Anii...” she shook her head. “See you later too...” she said with a bit disappointed.

Should I do it? How if she didnt like it... How if—aish molla! Just do it first! Jonghyun came closer to Yoona and finally leaned a kiss on Yoona’s forehead so gently.

Yoona almost couldnt believe that Jonghyun was kissing her forehead so sudden. And athough it just a very light kiss, but she still couldnt breath properly. She just frozen there.

“Have a goodnight...” Jonghyun said before he left.

“Ddeh, oppa. You too...” Fortunately she finally got a hold on herself and replied Jonghyun. She smiled and waved until Jonghyun left the dorm. OMO! HE KISSED ME!!! HE REALLY KISSED ME!!!! I’M NOT DAYDREAMING, RIGHT??? It’s real!! I still can feel when his lips touched my forehead!! Why it feels so soft?? Why it feels so good?? Yoona walked in a hurry and entered her room. She sat on her bed while still in amazed. He kissed me for real... For real... “KYAAAAAAA!!!” she couldnt help but squealed happily. Made Yuri suddenly awake by her acts.

“AH WAE?? Why are you squealing??????” she asked irritatedly while still half-sleeping.

“ANII!” Yoona immediately lied down on her bed and faced back Yuri. She burried her face in her teddy bear while still smiling happily and blushed at the same time. Lee Jong Hyun... you succeed make me crazy right now! She was about to squeal again when suddenly her phone vibrated.

BurningJjong ^^ : Forgot to ask. Do you have any schedules tomorrow?

WAE??? What’s this suddenly??

SNSD Im Yoona : I dont think so. Tomorrow is Taeng and Sica unnie’s recording time for our song. Wae oppa?

BurningJjong ^^ : Want to go somewhere together?

HE’S ASKING ME TO GO??? CINCCA???

SNSD Im Yoona : Where?

BurningJjong ^^ : Well... you’ll see later. How?

SNSD Im Yoona : Fine. ^^

BurningJjong : Arasseo. I’ll pick you up next morning. Now, go to sleep.

SNSD Im Yoona : Arasseo, oppa. :)

Now I couldn’t sleep. Where will we go tomorrow? Why I just feel excited right now??? Ottokeh. What should I bring? What should I wear? What should I—

“YYA! IM YOONA! CAN YOU BE QUIET??” Yuri threw a pillow for her because Yoona moved so anxiously on her bed and made too much noise. Yoona just grimaced and calmed herself, afraid if Yuri threw another thing again.

 


 

ok. it's a long chapt again. mianhae guys heghegheg...

i'm kinda worried about this chapt. i edited for... more than six times... it's because i'm in the middle of preparing my graduation ke ke ke~ but i'm not toooo busy. well, it finally the last exam for my thesis ke ke...

 

anw, how's this chapt guys? bored? mianhae.

oh, for my lovely readers who asked me to make them into a couple.... please wait a little more~~~ you know, i already plotted when, where, and how they will be a couple ke ke ke~ mianhae mianhae

as usual, if you dont mind please tell me your opinions, your feedback, your critics, your suggestion, anything ^^

and THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR MY LOVELY SUBSCRIBERS ^^ MY LOVELY READERS ^^ THE DAEBAK COMMENTS ^^ AND WHO UPVOTED MY STORY ... SERIOUSLY THANK YOU VERY MUUUUUUUUCH >.<

oh... and heard that our Jonghyun is a bit unwell thesedays... he even spotted at hospital. hopefully he'll get well soon. he must healthy enough for CN Blue's Zepp Tour and Summer Sonic... and even for the next Bluemoon.

anw, see you next chapt ^^ soon

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iamMRsimple
#1
Chapter 2: Rereading again and I still can feel the feels... Awwww.
Fidiyoong #2
Chapter 44: Please complete this story too authornim. I always re read your story
Shin_HaYoung
#3
Chapter 7: I really like your writing style how you mix Korean with English. I write like that too on AO3 but I get a lot of negative reviews for it
iamMRsimple
#4
Chapter 44: Lol. I thought this fic already ended when I reread it. Hope you'll update soon :)
pchanel
#5
Chapter 44: AAHHHHHHHH UPDATE PLEASE!
jjjong
#6
Miss deerburning story
Firacardosh #7
Aauthor-nim please update this story! I really want to know what will happen to JongYoon relationship! *puppy eyes*
CNBDania
#8
Chapter 44: Omg, i love this story, keep writing. I will always wait for your update.
Tracer1 #9
Chapter 4: Someone recommended this fanfic and it's good! ^_^
durebak_eve10 #10
Authornimmmmmm.....updatee pleaseeeee ~~ this is the best jongyoon fanfic ever !!!