They didn’t give us permission being together, I thought I’m going crazy and my world being devastated by that. Because of our parents didn’t get along with that our wedding dates. They will separate us. Why they are so selfish? Those us who will go through with our life, isn’t it? Why they ruined our good relationship? Are they happy if the sorrow feeling bite us slowly? Are they happy if we had silly thought and had suicide together? I think we are mature enough to decide our life would be… why they didn’t trust us? We will take the responsibility to our life. I’m 25^th and you 28^th years old… we are mature enough, aren’t we?

We became a lover almost four years. In the beginning, I didn’t think our relationship will trough that long. He is my first official boyfriend in my parents’ eyes. I admitted that I had a lot of teenage crush back then.