Life As I Know It

Description

Hyosung had one major goal -  she would kill herself. There's one person who she can go to in order to forget about it all, and go back to the cheerful girl she used to be. But the question is: Can he get to her in time?

Foreword

 

Jun Hyosung - An 18 year old girl who lives with her mother and father. She used to be a very happy girl who loved life - until she visited her grandmother in a nursing home. Now, her only goal in life is to do whatever she wanted until her twentieth birthday. She still has a few close friends, most of whom do not really enjoy her company that much. Right now, she's just trying to get by, regardless of her negative personality.

Lee Kikwang - An 18 year old boy who is struggling to provide for his family. Though very bright, he has to make many sacrifices for his family. He can be loving and humorous, but often times the thought of missing out on a regular teenage life gets to him, and he turns into a pretty cold character. 

Lee Joon - He is Kikwang's closest friend. He may possibly be the total opposite of Kikwang, as he loves to slack off in school and hang out with friends. He tends to be materialistic, and lives a carefree life.

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I don’t look like anything out of the ordinary. If you looked at me, you would have assumed that I was enjoying a typical, wild and care-free teenage life. Most people I know believe that I have one of the brightest smiles they had ever seen – and in fact, I used to really be a bright teenager. I still am pretty happy, and you can consider yourself right, I guess. I mean, I know that for the next few years, I’m going to try to enjoy all that life has to offer, that is, until I turn twenty in two years. Here is my plan: after my twentieth birthday,

I plan on dying.

Now you’re probably wondering, what the hell is this girl thinking? What if she has everything going for her? Is she going to throw it all away? My parents actually think I have a lot of potential to go far in life, and trust me, I am not emotionally unstable or have a mental illness, but here is how I see it: who wants to have an amazing teenage life, and then suddenly throw it all away and live the rest of one’s life struggling to survive in the working world, and then spend one’s last few years waiting for death, being able to do nothing but watch the days go by in a nursing home, if you’re family is “nice” enough to put you in one? I, for one, would rather end life while it’s good.

This is basically how I see life.

But before going straight to that day, I might as well take you through the journey before that. Right now, I’m in my last year of high school...

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So this is my first fanfic on this site :) I was pretty nervous about posting a HyosungxKikwang fanfic because I'm aware of how many antis Hyosung has :( BUT I just love this couple and had to write my first story on them. Enjoy~

Just as a heads up: I don't intend on making this story all romantic and mushy in every chapter, and not every scene will involve Hyosung and Kikwang..just in case you start to wonder why it's not as cute and romantic as you hoped :p

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Winterice
#1
eh? they have antis? >:|
gotta start reading this soon.
b2styandthebeast
#2
WOW, this is literally all I can say.
This is an amazing story!!
I had a great time reading everything:)
chabsKHULET
#3
Chapter 22: Goosebumps. O had goosebumps while reading the ending. This is art! Daebak. Thank you for sharing an awesome ff. Hope you'll keep on making ff. Especially KiSung one. Hahaha. Shipper here. Again, kamsa~
iwannaBangMir #4
My feelings towards reading this fic is beyond words. I can't even bring myself to tell you that I love it because it's an understatement. I cannot find the words to tell you how much this story captured my heart but I know I can say THANK YOU for sharing such a beyond-perfection piece of literature. I loved every moment, every sarcasm, every cliches that's in it. I do hope you keep on making stories like this. Especially with Kisung. Cause you know..... no one can resist their force of attraction. I know thatsomeday I might end up reading this again and tell you what.... I wouldn't love it any less. <3
Miramiutz #5
Raging Hormones was sooooooooooooooooo amazing ><<br />
LOVE IT >w<
linita-chan
#6
T^T I love it!!! I'm going to subscribe to all your fics!! :)
SourTangerine #7
Okay, didn't see that one coming. That it's the last chapter I mean. But oh man, you nailed it with kikwang's reaction towards hyosung's to-do list, so realistic :D so sad that the grandmother didn't get to live through hyosung's wedding but it was still a beautiful ending nevertheless ^^ but I am curious abt what happened to joon...haha :P <br />
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But I AM SUPER EXCITED abt your new fic, though it's not certain who she'll end up with, the kisung shipper in me demand for kisung, but I'll be happy with anything cause I know you'll still write amazingly regardless of the pairings :) so see ya on your new story :P