Lee Jung - Wish It Was You (Flower Boy Next Door OST)

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I can’t control my feelings for her already. It’s like a beast who wants to get out of its cage and it just did. Eun Joo pushed me away and I saw how shock she is when I kissed her. The elevator doors opened and she hurriedly ran away from me.

The pain… hurts so much.

I’m a fool. I curled my fists so hard I want to make more painful than the pain I’m feeling inside my chest but it’s impossible. The pain is unbearable. She will hate me for sure. I stepped out and my chest feels so heavy I can’t even open the door of the apartment.

I can’t read Eun Joo’s mind right now. Is it because she’s trying herself not to think of anything?

I entered in and all their eyes were on me. Suho met eyes with me and he shook his head. “Joo noona looks so mad and confused right now.” Sehun chortled, lying at the couch while lazily switching the channels.

I sat down between Chanyeol and Kyungsoo. “I’m proud of you.” Kyungsoo said. But it didn’t make me feel better. I glanced at the veranda of the apartment and saw Eun Joo sitting at the cold floor while ducking her head onto his arms. Isn’t she feeling cold out there? She hates cold.

I run my fingers through my hair in frustration. I shut my eyes close and can’t think straight. There is only her in my mind.

Hours had passed and Eun Joo is still outside. Is she sleeping? She didn’t even move an inch. Although it hurts, I just watched Suho walked towards her and crouched down. Suho asked her to get up and rest inside but she shook her head.

Suho nodded his head, he even tried threatening her but it’s not going to work. I know Eun Joo. She’s tougher than any typical girls. Our leader went back inside and left a small space open behind her.

Kyungsoo brought her something hot but she didn’t even touch it. I heavily sighed, watching her from afar like this hurts me so much and right now, I’m mad at myself if I could just take back the time.

I should’ve remembered that she’s very sensiti