Little Thing

Description

Composers of big companies mostly well-known to the outside world eventhough they are not the one promoting the song. YG too, the composers are the one that promote the songs they do. Teddy Park, G-Dragon and CL, the big names that composed and promotes their own songs. But still, there's people unable to recognise the crew that involved in producing the music piece because of being overshadowed by the big names at the front.

''June Park!''

Your team leader called out your name from outside, while you are day-dreaming inside the studio alone, trying to calm the massive distress of your heart. You lifted up your and walked out of the studio to meet Teddy Park, your team leader. Teddy Park sighed heavily as he saw you, walking weakly towards him.

''You shouldn't be like this'', he said, worrying, ''it's been a year you are like this, you should go out, you are just making things look worse being like this, you make us feel bad, for Jiyong and all of us''. What does he mean by that?

You are Teddy Park's cousin, a crew involved in producing YG's artists' music, and... G-Dragon's sweetheart. Well, you used to be Jiyong's, but things doesn't always follow what you want it to flow. Due to several matters, both of you are tearing apart. To far apart that it hurts you.

But why you're the only one that feels as such? Why you're the only one but not Jiyong? Whose actually at fault, who actually losses, who's actually the leading player? This little thing that bother you too much...

Foreword

"Let's break up"

That's what he said to you. Your expression changed totally. What does he mean by that? You woke up early today just to pepare yourself perfectly with all make-ups and hairstyles, you spend some money just to buy clothings, you reached the date venue one hour early just to make a cute surprise for him. But what you got now? A break-up confession. It feels like every parts of your body malfunctioned all of the sudden. What on Earth you are expecting those words came out from his mouth?

You didn't say anything, even your tongue was too heavy to say something. You chuckled lightly, but it just making you look pathetic,"why?"

He looked you in your eyes thoroughly, but not even a feeling was there, just a blank stare. "I thought you know why", he answered.

How could you know that? Your mind trying to circulate any mistakes you have done to him. Why? That's the question. You became silent. He sighed and looked away, "one thing that I'm sure right now is, I don't have any single feeling with you anymore", he confessed. Thunderstorms banging around your ears, and heavy rains started to accumulate around your eyes. Why? It stills the question. "Is there anything to do with third person?" you finally voiced out.

He looked back to you, "you are actually the third person". That statement... breaking your heart even more. "Whose the person?" you asked bluntly. It affects him slightly, from your cold tone. "Its none of your business, you should take care of yourself, take a look of yourself in the mirror, look and reflect where you are at wrong", he blasted, and stood up immediately. and left you alone.

You froze yourself. Is it a dream? Am I dreaming? But why my heart ache so much? You thought.

It started to rain, but you still there, unable to move. Letting the rain washing away your heartbreak injuries. You started to feel ashame of yourself. You did realise that he started to change a lot time before today, but your stupidness unable to accept that truth. You should have expect this day to happen, but you still didn't want to even thinking about it. "You are stupid, Park June", you cursed yourself.

*****

A lot of things have changed after that day happened. Your attitude, your lifestyle and your life. Your colors, your tone, your clothing, your taste and your likeness. But one thing that still did not change, your heart. It might become dark, but a little thing inside it is unable to turn off, although it happened about a year ago already.

Teddy Park, a cousin of you, called you to work as his crew in his team. Rather than drowning in the pool of darkness, you accept his invitation. Not until you realised you are working under the same building with him. Teddy Park unable to recognise what happen to you, he used to know you as a bright and cheerful person, but not this cold-hearted you. until he knew the truth between you and one of the other YG's artist, G-Dragon. Even the music you composed are different than before, full of heartbraking vibes. He wanted to pull you out of the team, but YG President loves your music and not even a person able to take you out of the company. You're the bridge of money-making system.

But things gone bad, when you finally met your heartbreaker.

Unable to recognise you, but he could feel your presence nearer. Unable to see you, but he could hear your voice somewhere. Actually... what is he trying to look for? "There's a little thing that bothers me too much.....", he said.