I have cried,

I have hurt,

I have bled,

I have died,

And I have forgotten...

Or at least...that’s what I kept telling myself...

I repeatedly told myself that I have forgotten everything about you. I have forgotten how you used to smile and laugh and jump when you’re happy or the way you would pout and sulk when you’re sad or the times your diva attitude would surface when you’re annoyed and challenged. So why? Why do you have to appear now after all those years of suffering I had to go through just to make myself think that I have forgotten you? Why do you have to bring back all the memories of the past (that I have so bravely locked away) along with your appearance? Why do you have to pull back all the moments I have failed to forget no matter how hard I tried – our laughter, our kisses, our caresses, our fights, our tears and our break ups – every moment of the best parts of my life with you?

If only I could say I hate you but I know I can’t. I have lied to myself all these years and I can’t bring myself to lie about this...never about this because no matter how much I try to convince myself that ‘we’ never happened, the fact that you are my life’s essence is undeniable.

Key...I need you...

Author's note:

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I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the plot is purely a figment of my imagination. I have not plagiarized this from anywhere and so I hope nobody would attempt plagiarism here too. Thank you~