Kyuhyun was on the verge of pulling out his hair. His hands grasped his hair tightly and with any second, his gorgeous locks would have been ripped out.

"OPPA! IT'S NOT MY DECISION!!" Juli screamed as she wiped her tears.

Kyuhyun let out a huff of air. "Just go. I don't care anymore." He pointed towards the door,

"Oppa, please don't be mad. I won't go if you're mad." She stood firmly on the ground and crossed her arms.

"I said leave. Go hang out with "Donghae Oppa!!" He imitated a fangirl saying the last part. "It's not like I have a boyfriend or anything and that I can't make up any excuse to avoid going with him!!" He continued imitating a girl's voice. Juli stood there crying, warm salty tears running down her cheek. 

"Oppa, I love you not him. Why can't you just trust me on this?" Juli felt as if she was about to fall to pieces. 

"It's not that I don't trust you, it's just...AISH" He ran his fingers through his hair. "WHY DONGHAE HUH? You know he likes you. That fricken scumbag..." He punched the closest wall to him, almost breaking through. 

Juli played with her fingers as she continued to cry. "It's not my choice. My parents and his parents insist." She continued to avoid all eye contact possible. 

Kyuhyun didn't answer, instead he turned around and headed towards his room. Juli chased after and gave him a hug from behind...having her tears soak the back of his shirt. He stood still for a moment and shook her off. He walked into his room and slammed the door leaving Juli outside crying. She grabbed her purse and left out the door without another word.

I heard my front door slam. I let out a sigh and crawled onto my bed. Tears flowed from my eyes down to my pillow. Why Donghae? Why did her parents have to make her go with him? It's not that I don't trust her...it's just. I don't know. This feeling I have inside of me...it's eating away at my heart. Making me mad at her when I know I shouldn't be. What is it? It makes me mad and scared at the same time. Mad that she has to spend a whole day with some other guy. Scared that she'll leave me. It's the kind of feeling when you see someone else you hate have something you want. People say it turns you into a green monster. 

I dug my face into my pillow. That was one of our biggest fights. We don't fight very often but when we do, I get scared...scared that she'll leave me. I know I can be hard-headed...How is she going to forgive me after this one. I refused to talk to her through out the whole arguement.

I cried until I felt my eyes get heavy. They say the body is made up of 70% water. With all this crying I am amazed I still have any left in me. 

I ran down to my car not minding all the people staring at me. They probably were scared by the fact this random girl, puffy eyed, screaming, red faced was running through the streets of Seoul. I didn't care. I opened my car door and slammed it shut. I was crying hysterically. Why didn't he understand? Does he think I'll cheat on him? Doesn't he realize how much I love him? I start my car and start driving aimlessly around Seoul. I reached my favorite park, so I parked my car and went in. I walked around til I reached the playground. No one was in sight since it was too cold to play outside anyways. I sat down on the rusty swing. My boots dragged along the snow as I swung. Back and forth...back and forth. The snow started to pile up as my feet dragged it into piles back and forth.

"Oppa, we need to talk." I could recall his face...turning pale. He was scared...scared of something.

"My parents wanted me to go with Donghae oppa to Lotte World..." I fumbled with my fingers avoiding eye contact. 

"Wae...?" From the corner of my eye I could tell he was upset...maybe even more than upset. Was he mad..or sad...or both? 

"My parents think him and I should get to know each other more better..."

Kyuhyun scoffed and kicked his coffee table before getting off the couch unwrapping his arm that was around me. I felt cold. I felt bare.

"Always Donghae...