No one's POV: 

"And he just snapped at you?" asked Xiumin and Luha nodded his head
"I don't know what's wrong with him lately she was moody all yesterday as well" he replied whilst Chen looked on worried
'Do I tell him?' he thought and opened his mouth to say something before Jongin came running in 
"You... you're thingy's... roomate... right?" he asked Luhan in between breaths 
"Sehun?" replied Luhan and Jongin nodded
"What about him?" he asked
"He's hurt" Jongin replied and Luhan frowned
"What do you mean hurt?" he asked and Jongin paused looking at the others... reluctant to say... 

"You just need to get back to your room now!" he said and Luhan was quick to make his way back
"Sehun" he called 
"In here" came a voice from the bathroom... a voice that wasn't Sehun's and when Luhan walked in... he wished he hadn't, all around there was blood all over the floor and walls and Sehun unconscious on the floor with a towell wrapped around his wrist... a few centimetres away from him a knife..

40 minutes earlier

Sehun had finally stopped crying, correction, he wanted to cry some more but he just couldn't form any tears to fall down his cheeks... instead he just sat there on the floor with his back to the door concluding that this was the worst week of his life so far: 

1) He had an argument... his first argument with his boyfriend

2) His boyfriend had been so blunt and not able to work out why Sehun was angry at him and 

3) He saw his boyfriend kissing Hyuna....

*flashback* 

'I need to stop falling asleep in the library' Sehun thought to himself, yawning as he made his way back to the dorm and when he checked the time on his watch he groaned
"I seriously need to sleep earlier" he muttered to himself and paused when he saw Tao whip past him
"What are you running for?" he called
"I'm paranoid I've lost a Gucci bag" Tao called back and Sehun stood there laughing 
"That boy" he muttered and continued making his way down the hall. As he rounded the corner he could hear Luhan laugh and then he looked up... and saw him kissing Hyuna... 

*end of flashback* 

"No one cares about me" he muttered to himself and slowly picked himself up from the floor, walking straight to the bathroom, once in there he shut the door and looked at himself in the mirror. His cheeks were stained with tears, his nose was bright red and his eyes were swollen... really attractive... that was when he pulled open a drawer and pushed some stuff aside. That was when he came across the blade... the one Luhan told him to chuck away... yet he couldn't bring himself to as he rolled up his sleeve to reveal his almost perfectly healed arm...

Lispy

Ugly

Useless

Worthless

You're acting like a child!

A child... was that all Luhan viewed him as? A child? Well he must have seeing as he kissed Hyuna... And with that thought, tears stung Sehun's eyes again and he dug the blade into his arm and began cutting himself, again and again he dug the blade into his arm and scraped it through his arm until he finally stopped. As he looked around he could see his blood on the floor and frowned as he looked at his arm, usually the bleeding would have stopped by now... then his eyes widened when he realised that he had gone to deep and over his wrist. 

"" he whispered and clamped his hand over his arm to try and stop the bleeding and hissed at the pain, that was when he felt faint and left go of his arm to try and steady himself before he lost consciousness....

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"Sehun open up" Kyungsoo said as he knocked on the door 
"If he's not answering he's not in" Jongin said as he walked past
"I would've heard him leave whilst I was with Baekhyun" Kyungsoo replied frowning 
"Well just walk in" Jongin said and Kyungsoo's eyes widened
"What if he's in the shower or something?" he asked and Jongin rolled his eyes
"Fine I'll do it" he said and opened the door as the two of them stepped in. As Jongin walked further into the room, Kyungsoo walked into the bathroom and when he saw the sight in front of him he began to panic
"JONGIN"

Present

"He's a very lucky boy" 

"We'll have to bring someone in for Periodic Suicide Watch" 

"My son is not suicidal!" 

"You're acting like a child!"

'This is all my fault' Luhan thought as he walked back into the bathroom and got to cleaning up the mess. Once he was finished he noticed the blade again and felt tears form in his eyes
"I thought I said to throw it away" he shouted and broke down crying...