“Dug! Dug! Dug!” That is the sound of my heart beating so hard as I stand in the middle of the crowd waiting for JYJ to come out. Tonight, I am standing here, not as Dara Park of 2ne1 but as Sandara Park a hardcore Cassie. I stand here with my fellow fans who, like me will be cheering Junsu, Yoochun and Jaejoong, as they perform here in Tokyo Dome once again.

Bonnet..check, scarf..check, mask..check, I mentally check my disguise just to make sure that no one here will recognize me. Durami was laughing so hard with my disguise telling me that I look like a weird and small time robber. I looked at Durami and just like me my little sister can barely contain her excitement. Among the two of us, it was Durami who was really into DBSK first. I'm more of a Shinhwa fangirl. But my sister's convincing power totally converted me to a hardcore Cassie. Spazzing over our biases serves as our bonding moment every time we’re together. Looking at her now, I will never regret my decision of coming here with her.

Silence overtook the whole dome when the light turned off and music started playing. After a moment the spotlight focused in the middle of the stage. My fangirl heart almost exploded when I saw JYJ, my freaking awesome JYJ in the middle of the stage.

Durami and I looked at each other and we simultaneously let out our giddy screams.

“Kyaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!” We we're holding each other’s hand trying to get support from each other to prevent us from dying from too much feels.

“Junsu Oppa!!! Yoochun Oppa!!! Jaejoong Oppa!!!! Saranghaeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! We screamed our hearts out just like every fangirls inside the dome. The fans have surely missed these three so much. They are flowing with charisma and their princely appearance is just so much for our weak fangirl hearts.

After three songs, JYJ started greeting the fans.

“Good evening Tokyo!!!!!We are JYJ.”

“Wow, so many fans came to join us tonight Thank you so much.” Junsu greeted the crowd and bowed in gratitude.

“How are you doing tonight? Are you all having fun?” The crowd screamed their answer to Yoochun.

“You guys just don't realize how happy we are right now. Tonight, let us all forget everything and just have fun.” Jaejoong is very emotional while giving his message.

Every song, every stage, every costume, it’s very obvious that they have prepared so much for this concert. Judging from everyone’s reaction, I can tell that all their efforts have paid off. The fans are singing along with them. Waving their red light sticks enthusiastically in every performances. Jumping up and down in there places. No one dared to sit down the entire concert.

JYJ went backstage after their last song. They have performed non-stop giving all their best. As a performer I can feel the adrenaline rush that they are feeling right now. The joy that every artists feel every time you hear your fans scream your name and cheer for you is indescribable. Fans started chanting “JYJ” and after few minutes we saw the three back on stage for their encore. After that, they give their messages to the fans.

“Thank you so much for joining us here tonight. You've made us so happy.” Yoochun went to the left corner of the stage.

“You've been with us through the good times and the bad times. You've never stop believing in us and your continuous support to us always inspires us to be the best that we can be. Thank you so much.” Junsu walked in the center and stop in front of the fans.  Loud cheers can be heard inside the dome. You can see most of the fans crying now. Jaejoong went to our side, standing only a few meters away from our place.

“On behalf of my other two brothers, thank you so much. We will always be forever grateful to you. Without you we are nothing.” I saw Jaejoong's eyes turned misty after what he said.  Jaejoong didn't mentioned Changmin and Yunho's name but we know that he is referring to them.

My fangirl heart faltered upon hearing what Jaejoong said. My eyes started to get misty as I felt the longing in Jaejoong's voice. I'm having hard time breathing so I lowered my mask for a minute. I bowed my head and wiped my tears. When I looked up, I saw Jaejoong looking directly at me. Our eyes connected for seven seconds and I saw a flash of recognition appeared in his eyes. I think my fangirl heart stop beating during those seven seconds of eye contact. So this is what Daralings and Blackjacks feel every time we have eye contact. The girl beside me looked at me and I heard her whisper “Dara chan”. I quickly put my mask back and move closer to Durami.  Good thing the concert already ended.

It took us a long time before we were able to get out of the venue. Imagine fifty thousand fans going out of the venue all together at the same time. Aside from Jaejoong and the girl beside me, I think nobody recognize me in the concert. Durami and I walk side by side as we keep on talking about how awesome the show was. We talk about our favorite stage, costumes and performances.

Meanwhile, the artists, staff and crew of the recently concluded JYJ concert are all gathered in an exclusive club. JYJ is really a force to reckon with here in Japan. Their popularity is yet to be surpass by any Korean Idols. Their friends and connections ranges from famous Jpop Idols, actors and actresses, directors, designers- the who’s who in entertainment and fashion industry of Japan.

Jaejoong is sitting in the corner sipping his drinks. He opened his twitter account to express his thanks to all the fans. After sending his tweet, he checks his mention and was quite surprise with the number of mentions he has received.  He scanned his phone and his suspicion was right. It was really her whom he saw in the concert. He was not hallucinating after all. He recalled how his breath halted when his eyes meet the beautiful but misty eyes of Sandara Park.

He read his mentions and a giddy smile appeared on his lips. Fan accounts are spreading that Sandara Park went to their concert. Although no one took a photo of her, most fans believe she was really there. Most of the fans are happy about it. They are twitting him how Sandara Park is a Cassie way back in the Philippines before. Some of their shippers are rejoicing telling them how “JAEDARA” is real.  But his brows furrowed when he saw the tweets bashing Sandara. He saw how some of his fans insulted Sandara calling her names. He saw how they call her flirt and attention seeker ever since she followed his twitter account.

To be honest, Jae was really flattered when Dara followed him on twitter and he would have followed back if only he wasn't thinking of Sandara's sake.  He wants to protect Dara from his obsessive fans so he didn't follow her in twitter. He really felt bad when Donghae followed back Dara and he didn't follow her back. But seeing how some of his fans are treating Sandara right now, he has to make a stand now.

He searched for Sandara's twitter profile and clicks the follow button. After following her, he then compose a tweet and send it.

 kimjaejoong@bornfreeonekiss: thank you so much for all your support. I really appreciate all your effort. All fans are special to me but please refrain from hurting someone's feelings.  For all those who can't show respect to others, you are free to unfollow me. Thank you once again and good night.

kimjaejoong@bornfreeonekiss : Thank you for coming in the concert. I hope you made it to your place safely. Take care and goodnight  ^_^V

I know I have shocked the Kpop fans all over the world with what I did but it’s about time I stand for what I believe. For the longest time, I watched these so called fans harass and threat the people I am close with particularly the ladies. It's about time I start fighting for them. I closed my twitter and put my phone in my pocket. A smile curved on my lips as I remember Sandara's beautiful face.

Dara who is still walking in the street of Tokyo together with Durami is clueless to the chaos that is happening in twitter world now. Unknown to her, her name Sandara Park is currently in number one trending topic worldwide, followed by Jaejoong and Jaedara.

After, walking for more than twenty minutes, Dara and Durami finally reach their hotel.  Since it is still quite early, Dara asked Durami if she wants to have some curry. Dara told Durami about her favorite restaurant here in Japan that serves the best sausage curry. Durami has been asking Dara to bring her some every time she came here but Dara's afraid the food might get spoiled when it reached Korea. So she just promised that they'll eat together there someday. And so the sisters decided to have dinner outside.

They called for a taxi and went to Aji IchiBan. Once inside the restaurant, they settled in a secluded table. There are only few customers tonight so Dara decided to remove my mask. The waitress who recognized her, quickly went to their table and ask for their order. Dara remember that this waitress is a 2ne1 fan and she said that she is a Daraling.

“Good evening Dara  Chan, what would you like to have tonight? She smiled at me and Durami while handing us the menu.

“Good evening Yura-chan” I check her name tag and smiled at her. I am always grateful whenever I saw my fans. Their loyalty and dedication towards me never cease to amaze me. My fans also know how to respect our privacy. They never went beyond their limit. Whenever they saw us somewhere, they would politely ask for autographs and take some pictures and after that they will leave us alone. They never resorted to stalking.

“Hmmm, I'll have my usual. How about you Durami?” I asked my sister who seems undecided on what food to order.

“Hello, I'm Durami, Dara's sister. Can you suggest which food I should try? This is my first time here and I really don't know what to order.” Durami smiled at Yura who seems so please that my sister is asking for her advice.

“Ah, it’s nice meeting you Durami Chan. I suggest you try our bestseller. People are always coming back for that one.” She explained to Durami while pointing at the picture in the menu.

“Okay Yura Chan, I will have that one please.” Durami sweetly smiled at her. Yura confirmed our orders then went to the counter after excusing herself. Durami and I continued talking about random things. After ten minutes the brought our orders in our table.. The manager even gave us a complimentary wine. The waiters told us that if we need anything else don't hesitate to ring the bell.

Durami and I enjoyed our meal together. She keeps on complimenting how delicious the food is. She's already planning to bring her friends here the next time they visit Japan. We talk about her volunteer work in an orphanage. Durami graduated in University as a teacher. She's working on her Master's degree but since its school break she decided to make it worthwhile by volunteering. Her achievements really make me proud.

“Oh, I will visit the kids this Tuesday. You can come along with me if you want. I'm sure they will adore you.” A tender smile appeared in her face as she mentions the kids.

“I would love to. I can watch you as you teach them.” I suddenly feel excited with the idea.

“One of my students will be celebrating her birthday on Tuesday.. I am planning to ask Omma to cook something so we can eat it together.” An idea suddenly pops out of my head.

“Uhmmm, Durami how many kids does the Orphanage have and how many staff are working there. If it is okay, I would like to throw a children's party for them. Just a simple act of thanksgiving for all the blessings that we have received.” I have always wanted to get involve in charities and I think this is the best time to start it.

“Unnie, that's a wonderful idea. I'm sure the kids will love it. Thank you Unnie!” Durami was teary eyed after saying that. She really love working in the orphanage and she treats her students like her own kids.

“I guess we should iron out all the details tonight neh. Sunday, we'll be back in Seoul so we still have plenty of time for the event. I'm so excited for this Durami. I just hope they have Jollibee in Korea so we can just ask Jollibee to cater. The kids will surely enjoy the games.”

“More like you would have enjoyed Jollibee more!” Durami teased. I've always been known as a fan of Jollibee and my friends are always teasing me about that.

“Yah....don't laugh at your Unnie! Don't you love chicken joy, jolly spaghetti and yumburger? Don't you want to be “BEE Happy”? I playfully defend my Jollibee. We laugh some more at our crazy banters. After paying our bills and signing autographs for my fans, we finally decided to stroll around Tokyo. The weather is good and there are only few people in the streets since it's already late at night.

We went from different shops checking for clothes and accessories. We went inside this shop that sells anime costumes and other things. Durami had fun trying out those costumes. I just sit in the waiting area as she tried all the costumes that she like and showed it to me. From Sailormoon to Sakura to Doraemon and finally Rilakumma. I was clutching my stomach as I laugh non-stop at her. Fans always tell me I'm crazy and weird. I wonder what they will say once they discovered this other side of Durami.

“Hey Durami, I'll just go check for party hats for the kids on Tuesday. I think I saw something over there.” I pointed at the area where I thought I saw those cute little hats.

“Okay Unnie, I will just check for other items also. I'll follow you once I'm done here.” Durami continued checking the clothes in the racks.

I went to the other side of the shop where the kids items are located. Shops here in Japan are really huge. You may get lost to it if you're not familiar, okay I'm exaggerating hehehe.  Each shop offers items that are hard to find in other countries. I was so engrossed looking at each item totally oblivious to what is happening to my surroundings.

Durami on the other hand is in the pet section looking for Dadoong's clothes. She was scanning the items when she notices this girl speaking loudly in English over her phone. The girl was leaning in the wall with her back facing her.

“Darling, don't you have faith in me? Didn't I tell you that I will break them apart? Look what happened to that Ahjumma now hahahaha? Darling, that girl has nothing on me. I'm beautiful, y and smoking hot. No one can resist my charm, bwahahaha.” The insensitive and conceited girl continues her talk with someone over the phone.

You know the feeling hate at first sight? Well, that is exactly what Durami is feeling right now. She doesn't want to be judgmental but this girl is so insensitive. And based on what I have heard, I can say that the girl is a relationship wrecker.

“Darling don't you have faith in me?” Durami was making faces while trying to imitate the girl's voice. She really can't explain the irritation that she is feeling toward the girl.

“Of course not! I'll try to invite him for the opening ceromony. Of course, of course. Imagine all the media coverage we will get once they learned that he will be there. That's what you call connection Darling. Who cares about those stupid fans, they can say whatever they want, as if I give them a . Being with him means more recognition for me. More recognition means more projects. Life is like that Darling..it’s about using people...FAMOUS people.” Wow so that girl just admitted that she is indeed a user.

“Hmp, such a user!” Durami exclaimed while she continue scanning the clothes.

“Well, I really like him you know. And the boy is loaded, girl he got black card. Totally my type Darling, bwahahahaha. Imagine if we'll end up together, my life is secured. Who told you that? Just watch me girl. Last time I check that ahjumma went home crying her eyes out. I'll make sure they'll never get back together Darling. What you don't believe me? Watch and learn Darling. Oh I have to go now. I have to look for him. Yes he's with me right now. Okay sayonara!!!”

The annoying girl finally ended her call and left the place. She went upstairs where the designer items are located.  I move further when I saw this cute Kirroitorri pet clothes. Dara Unnie will totally buy this one for Dadoongie. She just love Kirroitori so much. I reach for it when another hand grabs it. I look up to see the owner of the hand only to be shock when I recognized who he was. Known Jiyong is looking at me like he has seen a ghost. His face turned very pale and his eyes look so shock.

I almost didn't recognize the Kwon Jiyong who is standing in front of me right now. He still has that swag aura- the aura screaming how cool he is and how everything about him is expensive. But there's something about him that has definitely changed I just can't exactly pinpoint what it is.

“Kwon Jiyong shi annyeong!” I bowed at him slightly. If only he is not under the same Company with Dara Unnie and not her Sunbae, I would have ignored him. With all the pain that he has brought to my Unnie, I would have slap his face and curse him non-stop. But no, we are better than that. Our Mom never raised us to become a disrespectful individual. We were never raised to seek revenge to the people who have wronged us.

“Anneyeong Durami” He finally got his tongue back. He looks like he wants to say something but he was kind of hesitant. He was about to say something when I cut him off. I don't want to hear anything from him

“I have to go now Jiyong shi” I bowed to him and walks pass him when he hold my left arm and stop me. I look at his hand on my arm and he finally let go of me.

“Durami, I'm sorry!” He softly whispered while looking at me. I looked at him intently and he lowered his eyes.

“Jiyong shi, I think I am not the one who you should be telling that. I have to go now.” I start to move when a felt a hand slightly push.”

“Hey get away from him. Jiyong are you okay?” the girl started to check Jiyong. I look at the girl who pushed me and my blood started to boil.  No wonder I hate her so much. So the insensitive, conceited and user girl is Kiko Mizuhara.

“Can't you give Jiyong some privacy? My gosh fans this days. Why are you stalking him.” Her voice is very irritating. How dare this girl lecture me in front of other people? My temper is reaching its boiling point.

“Excuse me! No offense meant Jiyong shi, but Miss, I'm not a fan of Mr. G Dragon. And for your information my bias in BigBang is T.O.P. And miss I am a very busy person and stalking is never my cup of tea. How about you, are you Mr. G-Dragon's stalker? I saw how their face flushed from embarrassment. Hmmpp take that people. Nobody goes messing around with Durami Park  unscathed.

“I got to go now. Bye.” I walk pass them with all the dignity that I have. I stop when I heard Kiko asked me something.

“Excuse me Miss but have we meet before? Your face is kind of familiar.”

I suddenly remember my Dara Unnie. No, she must not see them together now. She's trying to move on and seeing them again will only break he heart again. I turned around and answered Kiko.

“No, I don't think we've meet before.”

“Mr. Kwon Jiyong, thank you for letting go of my sister.” I told Jiyong in Busan dialect. I quickly walk away from them and search for Dara Unnie. I looked at where I left Jiyong and I saw him still looking at me. There are various emotions playing in his eyes and it looks like he was about to follow. I was starting to panic when I can't find unnie anywhere in the shop.

“Where are you Ate?” I was silently asking myself as I continue to look for her. Cold sweat drips my forehead as different scenarios play on my mind. “Please be okay Unnie, please be okay.”

Dara was having a lot of fun checking on the toys in the display counter. There is this doll that imitates everything that you say but in a totally adorable tone.

“Kumusta ka?” ( How are you?)

I laugh when I heard the doll's weird voice. It's so cute. She sounds like a dorky alien.

“Ang ganda ganda mo.” (You are very beautiful)

I laugh some more when I heard her again. I was totally oblivious to my surroundings. I failed to notice the pair of brown eyes looking intently at me. Different emotions flashing into it. The owner of the eyes can't help but smile when Dara laugh at the toy.

Dara finally realized that someone was watching her. She turned around and she dropped the toy on the floor when she saw who was looking at her. Her face turned pale and she felt her heart stop beating.

“Dara...” she heard the person uttered her name.

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Done with chapter nine. I’m not really sure what DBSK stans are called. (sorry L). As of writing, this story has 87 subscribers, 8 upvotes and 70 comments. Thank you so much to all my readers and subscribers. Shout out to all who have left their comments, you just don’t know how grateful I am. Please don’t hesitate to give your feedbacks and suggestions.

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