They say "The first person who teaches you the meaning of the word 'LOVE' will be the first person who teaches you the meaning of the word 'PAIN'." 

Jiyong may not be my first boyfriend but when he made me fall in love with him, my heart decided that he will be my one true love. He got me with his sweet words and actions that leave me with no choice but to fall deeply and hardly in love with him. Have you watched that interview where Seungri said that  Jiyong is the best lover among Bigbang members? Well, I can personally vouched for that . Remember that "Best Boyfriend trophy" I posted in my mitu? He was the recepient of that trophy. A faint smile painted on my lips as I remember  our good times together. 

Today is my birthday but I don't even have time to celebrate it with my loved ones. This year will definitely be my least favorite birthday ever. Only my family, 2ne1 girls and some of my YG family has greeted me today. My boyfriend who is  promoting in Japan only greeted me through SNS this morning. No rest day for the birthday girl as me and the girls will be busy shooting our new music video. We were supposed to have a little party after shooting but all of us were so tired that the girls even declined to stay with me in our dorm.

It was already 9:00 PM when I reached our place. I opened the door and I almost had a heart attack when I was greeted by familair faces yelling "SURPRISE!". Standing in the middle of our living room are my Mom, Durami, Sanghyun, my 2ne1 girls and my YG family. One by one, they approached me and greeted me Happy Birthday. Everything would have been perfect if only Ji is with us right now. It was already midnight when my surprise party ended. I bid my family and visitors goodbye and call it a night.

I never thought that another surprise is waiting for me when I step inside my room. There in the middle of my room with a cake on his hand is my beloved boyfriend Jiyong. He was singing happy birthday to me and I can't help but shed tears of joy as I watched him come near me.

''Happy Birthday Baby Girl, make a wish before you blow the candles." Jiyong said and I obliged. With eyes close, i put my heart in that one birthday wish hoping that it will come true.

"I wish the love I have right now will never change and leave me behind''.

After blowing the candles, he set the cake on the side table. He then turned to me and reach for hand. He cupped my face and gently kissed me on my forehead, eyelids, my cheeks, the tip of my nose and lastly on my lips. We shared a very passionate kiss expressing the love that we have for each other. He give my lips few pecks before setting his eyes on me.

"Baby girl, thank you for coming into my life' he uttered those words sincerely which cause my heart to skip erratically. He hold my hands and place it on top of his chest. I felt his heart thumping so hard.

''Can you feel that Baby? Can you feel how my heart beat Dara? You have my heart Dara, only you have the power to make it beat that fast and only you can break it. I love you Baby..soo much! I'm not perfect and I know that there are better guys out there who are more deserving of you but I'm selfish and I am not going to ever let you go. You're my happiness Dara, and  I intend to keep what we have forever.''   we kissed again after that.  I noticed that Jiyong is kinda teary eyed after rendering those sweet words.

"Ji, I'm yours  and I will always be here for you, for us, until you say otherwise. This heart is not mine anymore, this are yours baby. And just the thought of you not loving me one day brings an unbearable pain to me babe. If you will leave me, I'm not sure if I can ever make it. You and family is my everything now Ji, I love you - mahal kita sobra sobra!" we just stood there looking in each others eyes.

We lie on my bed together cuddling each other,kissing,  murmuring sweet nothings until we drifted to dreamland. The following morning,  I woke up  only to find Jiyong gone. I saw a box, a bouquet of assorted flowers and a letter. On the other side is my breakfast which consists of my favorite food.  I took the letter and read it

My Jagiya,

I was tempted to wake you up so I can kiss you mindlessly before going back to Japan. But you just look so beautiful even in your sleep that I don't have the heart to ruin it.  Please take a rest today. Try to relax and enjoy this day. I've prepared all your favorites  baby, I want you to gain weight cause I've noticed that you're losing weight. I want my Dara with  chubby cheeks back. Please check our new couple items inside the box. I can't wait to see you wearing those stuffs.  We may not be able to tell the whole world now that we are together but through those items I hope they'll realize that we are one. I want them to see me everytime they see you. I want them to think of me everytime they see you and vice versa.

I love you Baby, 'til next time .

Your Jiyong

Good times.

Yes, those were our good times. Maybe, I didn't wished so hard during my birthday, for just a few months later our good times was replaced by BAD TIMES.

(A/N) Wow! I can't believe I am finally writing my very first story. Thank you so much for reading this and leaving comments. I'll try my best to update as much as I can. Tenchu ^_______________^