Tiffany POV

“Fany-yah. Don’t think too much about it okay. I’m sure everything’s doing well with Yuri now. That’s just a random choice of song, do not worry.” Taeyeon said as he looked at me with worried eyes.

“Huh? Why would I worry about it? C’mon. I know Yuri won’t do something like that.” I said and faked him a smile.

To be honest, I am really worried. Who wouldn’t? Wasn't that a freaking song for suicide? I know that’s just a song but still, this really isn’t something to shrug off easily. I’ve known about what Jessica did in the past and it’s something I never thought she would do to herself. Now, I’m seeing it all with Yuri. I’m seeing it right now how he’s badly anguished and it’s all because of me. This is really all my fault...

“Oh. I think its emo-girl’s turn now.” Taeyeon snapped. I looked at the stage again and noticed Yuri and Sica both exchanged places. She positioned her mic stand, "This next song... this is for you.”

For who?

    "Now I will tell you what I've done for you

     Fifty thousand tears I've cried

     Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you

     And you still won't hear me.”

"Taeyeon... I dated him a long time ago. It just didn't work out the way we wanted."

For Taeyeon?

    “Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself

     Maybe I'll wake up for once

     Not tormented daily defeated by you

     Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

     I'm dying again

     I'm going under,

     Drowning in you,

     I'm falling forever,

     I've got to break through, I'm going under"

I looked at Taeyeon and he looked like he's badly affected on Jessica's choice of song. This is freaking Evanescence! Aigoo- It’s so much of a dark song too.

    "Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

     So I don't know what's real and what's not

     Always confusing the thoughts in my head

     So I can't trust myself anymore

     I'm dying again

     I'm going under,

     Drowning in you,

     I'm falling forever,

     I've got to break through, I'm

     So go on and scream

     Scream at me I'm so far away

     I won't be broken again

     I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

     I'm dying again

     I'm going under,

     Drowning in you,

     I'm falling forever,

     I've got to break through,

     I'm going under"

Just when I thought I’m the one that was stabbed in the heart the most in this concert, it turned out Taeyeon got even worse than I had. Is this really the effect of embracing the darkness?

"That guy! I swear I'm gonna kick his for hurting Jessica!" Yoong said. Taeyeon looked down as if guilty over what Yoong said. I then reached for his hand and held it tight assuring him that it's not entirely his fault.

“I think I’ll just go out.” Tae said. I tightened my grip on his hand, “Wait. Don’t go.”

“I... I need some fresh air, Fany-yah. I’ll just wait for you guys outside.” He let go of my hand and disappeared from the crowd. “Yoong, I think I’ll just wait for you outside too.”

“Oh- I’m coming with you. It looks like their band’s done anyway.”

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And here we are...

All the three of us, sitting on a bench far from the concert venue while just waiting for nothing. None of us even dared to ta