When you have a problem like some people, you would want to see a professional psychic.  Most of these professional psychics don’t have the power to tell you everything. That’s what I thought before realizing that I have seen the future through the power of touch.

My friends always asked me, “Can you see what my future is like.” And mostly I would tell them, but later they would not talk to me.

“I wish that I was normal, to never see the future or the past.” I thought.

“You can say that after you have given up touching people.” That’s my friend, Stefanie, the foriegn exchange student.

Oh, how crazy of me, my name is __________, people thought it’s a made up name but is really a translated name from the original. I have been reading peoples future and some of their past, but they don’t want to see their past because of some horrible things that had happen to them.

“So, when is the next time you are going to read people’s future?”

Maybe never, I thought. “When the opportunity presents itself.” I don’t like to do it often but she is persistent. I thought maybe I should start charging them when I have a customer, and mostly it has come around to $25. Later on it started to get annoying, having to read so many but getting so little cash. So, I just started to stay away from people, and to not let others touch me.

“You need to see someone, or you are going to be ignored for the rest of your life.” Stefanie said.

“It’s not like I can ask someone to help me get rid of it, so I thought I should not say anything about it and get through life, day after day. And for your information I can’t read my own fortune to find someone right.”

“Why can’t you read your own fortune?” I knew her thoughts are always about my future but I just heard that it is very taboo to read your future, especially about yourself.

“I think it’s for the best to not read about myself, because I think it might lead me in the direction of something darker.” It’s not like I have tried it before, but I just couldn’t read anything. I thought that meant something like, death but I found out that you shouldn’t try even for a second.

I felt trapped in the bubble called life, but that never gave me the chance to find love. I wanted to see a medium about this, but how do I know that the person I’m waiting for ends up being the person I should avoid. After thinking that I felt that love is never going to be in my life, until I meet him.