When I was your man

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"I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but he's dancing with another man.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man!"

 

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I know I have so many stories to finish, but I'm very much lacking inspiration for them right now.

However I did get inspired by this song by Bruno Mars so here I am, writing a new one-shot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apSySRoMB3M

 

 

Foreword

 

 

 

The mornings are never the same anymore… nothing is the same anymore.
But the mornings are the worst. One might think that the nights would be lonely, and they are, but opening my eyes as the sunlight floods my bedroom and realizing time and time again that you are not by my side, that it wasn’t a dream, is the most piercing pain I have ever had to endure.
It’s still as strong as that very first day, when I jumped out of bed, frantically searching for you in all the cold rooms, stumbling forwards crying your name, trying to tell myself that you hadn’t left me.
That small fleeting moment of peace while waking up, followed by the panic, the realization, and the always present feeling of having something ripped out of my chest, it hurts. 

 

 

 

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SingMelodyyy
#1
Chapter 1: This is sad and breathtakingly beautiful 😭 thank you for sharing this with us
OdetteSwan
909 streak #2
Chapter 1: They can't go back to what it was because that past had been hurtful. But they can start anew from scratch!
Thanks for a hopeful end. It is beautiful.
ReapJewelfish
#3
Chapter 1: Oh my God... This... This feels so bare, raw, and like a persistent wounds being torn again and again with salt poured on top of it. The scar remain and will always remind them, only if they choose to let go and be true to themselves will the scar stop hurting...
Yumikocchi #4
Chapter 1: That was breathtaking. I felt like a part of me died after every paragraph. And I love it.
Amaaya
#5
Chapter 1: I'm finally starting reading your fanfics as i promised myself.
And as i feel really gloomy and in an angsty mode, i'm starting with this one and, oh god.
The unfinished sentences, the unspoken words, the quiet but raw emotions really got to me.
Their worlds are revolving around each other yet they keep pushing and pulling, they only need each other, they know each other too well.
Heartbreaking but beyond beatiful. Thank you so much for this ♥
de_m00n
#6
Chapter 1: i think i read it twice... nice story.. :P
cj041586
#7
Chapter 1: Beautiful ,Sweet,and Heartbreaking ..This was awesome and so real when you realize that you were an idiot to let the one you love go and see you them everywhere you go and the memories you two had shared and you breakdown and cry for the one you lost..then you see them with someone else but you want to say just one thing I'm Sorry and you let them know even when they have moved on that they will always be a part of you and then that one moment you realize that you might have a second chance with them forgot the past and just start over and this time try not to screw up...Awesome Story Thank You <3333333333333