Two weeks passed, and I promoted Welcome To My World with T.O.P. He tied his hair and wore frames more often, so I guess my wish came true. I was hanging out with Beast in my practice room, then I got a call.

"Hello?"
"Ha-Neul, you should get packing now. You're going to start promoting over seas."
"Oh really? When do-"
"We're leaving in two days."
"When are-"
"In a month or two."
"Oh, really? Okay. I'll start after lunch."
"Okay good. Don't tell anyone about it yet."
"Why not?"
"Just keep shut about it." He hung up, and I scoffed.

"Chh. Such a jerk sometimes." I whispered to myself.
"Who was that?" Jun Hyun asked.
"Oh, just my cousin. He told me that I have to make him something, so I'll start after lunch." I replied.
"I thought it was something bad like you were leaving or something." DooJoon smirked.
"We can't see you leave." Hyun Seung said.
"It's too sad." YoSeob said cutely.
"Aish. Will ya let go of your aegyo for one day?" Dong Woon hit his head as if he was older.
"Speaking of aegyo. Even on shows, I've never seen yours." KiKwang slid his index finger down my cheek. I chomped at it, but he pulled his hand back.

"Show us." DooJoon demanded.
"No." I nodded.
"Come on." Hyun Seung poked me.
"Andwe~" I made an x with my fingers.
"Just show us." YoSeob said in a high pitched voice.
"Shiro." I said, making an x with my arms.
"Oh come on, even I didn't see it." Jun Hyung said with a sad voice.

"You didn't show your own boyfriend?" KiKwang gasped.
"Nope. I'm a tough girl that fights. Not a girl that thinks she's so adorable by showing aeygo." I explained.
"Oh c'mon please? Don't make me go over to your house and make your brothers upset." Jun Hyung threatened. I glared at him.
"You wouldn't."
"Oh yes I would."
"You'd never make them upset, even if I said no to you."
"Well, then..."
"DON'T EVEN SAY IT!" I yelled.
"Then you have to show us." Jun Hyung rejoiced. I pouted, then looked up at them.

"Jeez. Just for my sake, I will." I took a deep breath then spoke.

"Oppa~~I'm hungry~~" I said in a high pitched-cute voice and gave them the puppy eyes.
"So cute~~~~~" They all called. Jun Hyung pinched my cheek abit, then gave me a piggy back to the ramen shop. After we ate, he dropped me off at my house.

"Can't I stay?"
"No."
"Oh c'mon. I know you want me to stay anyway."
"Andwe."
"Let me in, please?"
"Shiro."
"Emotionless much?"
"My brothers will kill me."
"Oh no they won't. They're not even-"
"Oppa!!!!!!!!!! JUN HYUNG ME!!!!!!!!" I screamed as if I was in trouble. My two brothers came rushing down the stairs.

"Oh great. See you later." Jun Hyung kissed me then left. I closed the door and sighed.

"Well, at least I learned Digital Bounce and Better Together with sunbae, for free. And I learned it while he did too. And I learned I Need A Girl. It's going to be hard to learn these dances and upload from now on. Until I comeback, but that's in a while...Jeez I feel like Dr.Stein. Hehehe...BWHAHAHAHA~ The madness...isn't even in me." I told myself. I ran upstairs and started packing. I got a text and I checked it. It was from Jun Hyung.

'hey ha-neul...uhm...it's hard to phrase this but i think we shouldn't go out anymore. i still want to be good friends, it's just that, i had a feeling and now i kno that you and t.o.p hyung love each other. i hope u understand....please dont be mad, it's not that i dont love u, but if i want u to be at ur happiest, i think u should be with t.o.p hyung.'

"He......Yong Jun Hyung......" I felt tears rolling down my face. "YONG JUN HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed.

*strange. I feel upset yet happy. I think he's right. Maybe I do love Seung Hyun oppa more. Wait no, don't think that. I know that.*

'it's okay. i understand. remember what i asked u? if u found ur soulmate before we started going out for real? i kno she's out in the world, or here in korea somewhere. u jus need the time to find her. and sadly, it wasn't me. see u later ^^'

"Seung Hyun-sshi. Please say the three words I want to hear soon. I'm leaving." I told myself.