Am I lying to myself?
I only love him as a friend…am I truly just blinded then?
I have someone already, but why do I feel like something is being torned inside of me?
Why am I even feeling this way? Questioning myself like this…
I’m truly insane for thinking this way…
This almost reminds me- No! Don’t think that way!
We’ve worked together for two years already, and I have been always paired up with our stress guy...
But what can I do? My feelings are all jumbled up. Seemingly impossible to get rid of this heart clenching feeling…it almost reminds me of that music video I was in like as if…as if I was…