Maya Lay beside Aiji in the Bus waiting for the sun to rise. Wanting the sun to rise. Aiji was behind him alseep peacefully his dark hair perfect as if not even been sleeping. While Maya's was tussled from turning his head alot trying to sleep.

"Maya"A soft voice whispered.

Maya's eyes opened

"Maya, Do you love me?"the same soft voice whispered

Maya laid still listening to his own memory.

"Maya, I love you. You told me that you loved me, Why are you doing this?"The voice said and finally a face appeared.

"Miyavi"Maya whispered softly.

"Maya, please......Please listen to me, Don't Act like i dont love you"Miyavi stated Grabbing ahold of Maya. Maya pulled out of the Miyav's grasp. "I have a Family now, I love you But. We wouldnt have been able get married have kids. If i was too be with you, we would never be able to live happilie together"Miyavi said.

"I Don't Care, We loved each other that was enough"Maya said

"I Don't Care"Maya repeated the words from his memory.

"Maya-kun please, Please let us be friends please"Miyavi begged. Maya shook his head. "im sorry, i cant i love you if i cant be with you like we always were then i dont want to be near you at all. Im sorry But you broke my heart"Maya said. Miyavi had tears brim in his eyes. "no"Miyavi said grabbing Maya. "You Cant Do this"he said. Maya began to struggle trying to break free.

Tears brimmed in Maya's Eyes looking straight ahead wanting the memory to end

"Maya-Kun I love you with all my heart"Miyavi said Maya Began pushing on Miyavi. Miyavi cried leaning forward and pressing his lips against Maya's Causing the younger to Struggle. "STOP!"Maya said trying to pull away. "No, Let me Love you one last time please"Miyavi said Maya bit Miyavi's lip not wanting to but did. Miyavi pulled back touching his bleeding lip. "GoodBye Miyavi"Maya said tears streaming his cheeks. He his heel not listening to Miyavi's final words.

Maya was crying softly he wished he had spent one last night with Miyavi even though it would have hurt more he wished he had. "I love you Miyavi"Maya whispered His throat hurting from holding back his sobs. "I love you Forever"He said. Crying into the pillow. Aiji lifted up and laid his head on Maya's shoulder circling his arm around his waist. "Its ok Maya"Aiji whispered and kissed his cheek. "its ok"He whipsered letting the younger Cry and telling him it was fine it was ok. When in Maya's mind he knew that it was not He loved a Man who he will never have. And never will get to hear the Words 'I love You Maya-Kun' leave the other mans lips again. But then he smiled alittle atleast he got to spend the time he had with miyavi together but now its all gone for years it has been gone ever since he became part of LM.C it has been gone, he missed it wanted it back. But knew that he will never get it back. He sighed as his crying died down and he started to cough and hick up. "Thank you"maya whispered. "Its ok, Maya if you need me just let me know im here for you always"Aiji said. Maya nodded turning around. He looked up at Aiji.

Now this man infront of him would never hurt him or lie to him. He loved this man also. "Aiji"Maya whispered. Aiji nodded at him. Maya leaned up brushing his lips against Aiji's softly Aiji was suprised but kissed back none-the less. once maya pulled back he looked into Aiji's eyes. "i love you"he whispered. "i love you to Maya-Kun, you dont know how long i have waited for this moment. Maya i have always loved you When he hurt you i wanted to Give you my love but knew i had to wait. Are you ready to truely love me?"Aiji asked. Maya nodded and kissed aiji again before cuddling into his chest. "Dont hurt me Aiji please dont"Maya said. "i wont"aiji said and rubbed Maya's back. Maya smiled in content and fell asleep. He knew that Aiji would never ever Hurt him. "I love you"aiji said and kissed the top of Maya's head. "I love you Forever"He whispered.