I followed with my gaze Jungsoo oppa until he closes the bathroom door, then my knees so weak gave in so I had to sit on the couch.  That was so close. Why did I even do that? But it was not intentional at all, I didn’t mean to kiss him, it’s just that, aishhh! What have gotten into me last night?

Oh Dear God! I was just thirsty and I just want to have a glass of water last night.  Of course when I passed by I couldn’t help but notice that the blanket had fallen.  If it wasn’t for that, I wouldn’t have to put it on him and then I wouldn’t notice his handsome face and his lips. I couldn’t take away my eyes from his lips, next thing I knew I was too close to move away. I couldn’t help it so I did kiss him. It was just suppose to be a peck if he didn’t move. But he kissed back and then… I heard him mumble… “yeobong, saranghae” and that broke the magic.  He was unaware and he must be dreaming of his girlfriend.  He must be dreaming of kissing her and he had mistaken me as her.  And that makes me what?  I should stop this delusion that he has at least might have felt something for me too. Even just tiny bit. This will be the last that of it.  I won’t fall for his charm again.  

Alright, Sora, just go on and pretend that nothing has happened.  Then you wouldn’t have to explain anything to him.  And you wouldn’t be this pitiful girl who is trying to steal another woman’s man.  You aren’t that type and definitely you are worth someone who