Aron took a lift from baekho,,a little bit disappointed since he can't be with minhyun as they had already planned to go out together if the group's plan will postpone..Aron asked minhyun to have dinner together if they weren't going with the others, just to make some time together,,He pouted and blew air occasionally, eyes burried on the window of the car looking outside but blankly in mind, not even know there are lots of cars passing by his side,,his eyes spotted the two, minhyun and ren clinging unto his bestfriend's arm,,aron sighed and maliciously stared at the two,, if he is not a friend of those two, he will definitely think that they are one sweet perfect couple,,,he sighed for the nth possible times, heavy breath and the low sound of the engine is filling the atmosphere, no words to talk, he is lazy to talk, not that he hates talking with baekho,, he just that his lips is hard to be parted to say even a single word,,,

Baekho drives while making an assessment to his friend sitting beside him on the passenger seat,,,glance once every minute and shook hs head,,,,"Yahh~~ he called informally to the blunt guy beside him making the other snapped and goes back to his world...The boy beside just looked at him with brows raised, a sign of asking why...What happen? you have been silent the whole ride..he asked though he knows the answer already,,,aron had told him about his plan,,it has been a while since he had time alone with minhyun, baekho knows it,,baekho shrugged his shoulders and smiled sheepishly,,,it's alright,,minhyun need to comfort his bestfriend,,and ren needs our understanding right now,,the boy who was driving said...

"i know,,aron replied in a saddened tone,,sungjae is the reason,,,he told his mind,,he was thinking maybe if sungjae didnt come. all the things that they have before especially to minhyun had been in good one and in control,,,

"minhyun is a good kid and we all know how he cared for ren even before we knew that he is the childhood fried he was looking for,,,,baekho added, still observing his friend,,,"i know,,the boy responsed with a nod,,,

"don't be jealous hyung,,baekho said in a teasing tone,,suddenly calls him hyung,,,yeah aron is older than them,,he was supposedly 2 years ahead but he just needed stop schooling back then, his father always transferred workplace every 3 months so he needed to stop for a while until his father was settled in one place and finally he got into school again,,that's when he met his friends,,,

"I am not jealous!!!!! who told you i am?!!! aron shouted widening his eyes and suddenly blushed, not expecting to get  tease from the younger, baekho laugh at it, if he wasn't just driving he had rolled on the floor aready..,he always too playful and making pranks everytime the atmosphere become serious, but his friends always had been surprised everytime, they always forgot how playful their friend is..,,

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Minhyun felt sorry for aron making him just hit the hopes for their plan to have dinner but he can't just leave his bestfriend right now,,ren needs him and he needed to comfort the blonde..."where you want to go? anywhere you wish to go?,, he asked the blonde snatching the attention of him from the car that just left..

Ren didn't even heard his bestfriend asking him things...de? you're saying?,, were the only words he just replied while still staring to the car with fury and let his sharp eyes put a dagger on the tires, hoping to have  flat tire,,,until the car disappeared from their sight, nd what he cn was just lowered his head nd slap himself mentally,,,what are you doing ren? he scolded himself in a mumble... "a pat of a palm landed on his head, that's when he turn his attention to his bestfriend.."i'm sorry,,,he said, with a full disappointment in his face, how could jr didn't even tried to insist to drag him home with them,,he thought maybe jr has somthing in mind for sungjae to settle the rucus, jut as he thought of it only,,assuming,,,,

"You want to go somewhere? minhyun asked again, making a small grin to his bestfriend,, he knows ren is jealous, ren is anxious, ren is in pain, that's why the blonde chose to not go with the two,,,

"Anywhere...the bonde answered, shall we take a walk for a while? i haven't had walk with you and i miss it already,,,he added making a smile to the other...

Minhyun just nodded,,making the same grin he gave a while ago but inside of him, he is celebrating that finally his bestfriend turned to him again,,,there was this time that he felt outcasted since the blonde always run to jr if there are problems or if he is in pain because of mj....minhyun waited forever for the blonde to turn to him again  and trust him just like now, just maybe trusting him again,,he also felt a little upset hen ren run to baekho to have comfort,,,just like when they are really close back then when they are just little gradeschooler...he misses the blonde, his bestfriend, his only friend back then, they were almost can't be parted, they were like a gum sticking together, they were always bullied before because of their pretty faces, they were called the two lost twin princesses,ren has a brown hair before just like minhyun and they were almost look identical, most of the time they were asked if they are twins, but they just laugh at it and for them it is fun enjoying the moment that they were twins,,,

Ren clung unto minhyun's arm and lean his face to the other's shoulder,,aqueeing lightly his eyes and shut them making the other be the guide to his direction,,,people around look at them, they can't avoid to look even just a glance at them,,who would say that they are not couple,,a pretty boy walks with a pretty princess with locked arms,,,"Is it ok if i hold you like this? i heard peole whispered how cute we are as couple,,ren said with a little giggle,,,

But i can't hear them saying that....minhyun said shrugging his free shoulder,,,,"But i hear them,, i know what they are thinking just by their stare at us,,their eyes telling me the exact words i told you,,,,,ren said just assuming things,,he was alwys alert about people's stare and gazes, and from that, he will assume this and that,,..

"Where do you want to eat? we have to roam faster because jr will possibly be angry with me if i won't take you home ea~~ minhyun was about to remind the friend but was cut off...

"Can i sleep at your house? i don't want to go home yet,,,just for tonight,,,ren suddenly asked his beloved bestfriend...Minyun had to stopped from walking and look at the boy,,,

"You can't,,,he answered looking at the boy who is still on his shoulder, he was glad that his bestfriend is somehow making time for him but this is not how he wanted to comfort the boy,,escaping from home is not on his list to tolerate his friend, many people around him will get worried especially jr which minhyun doesn't want to make him angry, not that he is afraid or scared or what,, he just wanted this problem to be settled though he knows ren can't do something about sungjae,,as what he knows from aron's and baekho's story, sungjae is the first ever that jr had loved and the only one just until ren came,,there are less than 50 percent that he was hoping jr will chose renover his long years of boyfriend who didn't had an official break up..

"just for tonight,,cant you help me? i really dont want to go home and i want to have time for you and i think this is the best time since jr and sungjae needed to settle something for their own,,,ren said trying to persuade the boy to allow him to stay at his house,,,the reason the boy had given is not the real one, he knows it too,, he knows when his friend is lying or not,, he knows when his bestfriend is in good mood or not,,,Ren you are lying,,you're hurt,,why don' you tell me? he confronted through his mind,,

"alright...i just don't want to see them together, and besides,  jonghyun won't come to my room, im sure of that,,sungjae won't let him do come to my room,,the blonde, just like  a telepathic message from minhyun, he kinda sense what the boy was thinking, through the crumpled eyebrows and a weary look to him,,,he confessed to make it sensefull and reasonable and make the other persuaded by his, excuse,,,

Minhyun sighed as he cup the face of the blonde, making a sigh, and suddenly shifted his palm from the cheeks to the forehead,"Ren are you sick? did you stressed out yourself again? he questioned after questions, suddenly those crumpled brows wrinkled more making a worried face on it,,,as friend of his, he always had been sensitive about ren's health just like jonghyun do...

Ren step aback to let his face parted from the boy's palms,,i am not,,it was just too hot right now,,and i am sweating like hell...he said as he wiped his imaginary liquids on is neck and smiled awkwardly...Ren cleared his throat and turn away his eyes from the other,,,avoiding the other to notice some more,,,he unlock the clasped unto minhyun's arm and went inside the noodle shop that they were infront to...minhyun followed inside still worried a bit..he is not sure about if the boy is sick or not,,

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Jr drove the car with sungjae beside him,,he sped his steps as son as he came out from the car, making a check on his phone, expecting some important calls or something, or maybe expecting ren to calls him and tell him he is on minhyun's place already, safe and all jus fine, the moment ren refused to go home with them, he notice the blonde's eyes were teary and breth was controlled, nd he saw the blonde looking so helpless to them when he drives the car through the side mirror,,but he just slid his phone back to his pocket whenhe didn't saw any on his screen but just the picture of his sister shinae with the digital clock on it,,

"Jr!!! his appa called, he didn't notice the father and his step mother sitting on the couch on the living room because his eyes were busy on his way up, actually blankly walking towards his room, his mind file with the blonde's helpless expression on the face, as if asking him to insist and persuade him to go home together which he didn't do but leave  him immediately,,

"What happen to him?? the father asked sungjae who just gets in with his slow steps towards inside and he greeted the elders,,,he didn't answered, he just glance at the boy who is making a quick run on the stairs...

"I'll come up first,,he told and bowed once again before leaving and headed upstairs,,,he stood up infront of jr's room and twisted the knob after few heavy breaths,,,how could it be hard for them both to get back what was wasted back then,,he remembered how jr be the one always pleading for forgiveness to him, how jr makes some event to settle their fights and simple arguments, how jr makes him feel the special boyfriend of all, he misses how sweet the guy is, he misses how the guy always tells him he loves him and will not get well if he will leave him, the smile of the guy keps flashing his mind,,that's why he came back immediately when jr's father told him that his son was a hopeless kid now and always been cold since he left him,,he felt guilty that's why he decided to comeback, he doeasnt have face for the guy to face him with confident because it was his fault to think of it, he still loves the guy so why not come back and resume the days that had been gone for them, BUT all those were like just dreams, he was having this hard times to please the guy,,the guy was too cold already,, too cold that he can't even feel the warm since he came back..or maybe because there is someone that jr's into,,,

The door swung open, jr didn't look at the door, he knows who it was, he just look at the window where he is currently standing, looking down the gate,,,

"Jr,,,sungjae called softly,,,but the boy didn't bother to response or even look back at him,,He walked towards the boy slid his slender arms under the waist, leaning his chin to the shoulder, he had to bent a little since he was taller than him, burrying the nose on the other's neck,,,

Jonghyun felt the warm breath coming from the boy,, he didn't refuse nor resist the boy, again, it wasn't the first time but he never tells the boy to step back and not to touch him,,he doesn't know why, but he felt some electric running through his vein everytime sungjae making skinship on him, hert palpitates even more, did he misses the boy's touch, did he misses the boy's warm temperture everytime they hugged each other before?, his heart was settled to ren and promise to take care and love him, protect him from mj who gave a life to the blonde, until sungjae, his first ever loved appeared again make his heart in roller coaster again, he was puzzled with his broken heart from sungjae and a fixed heart because of ren,,,sungjae broke his heart into tiny pieces but ren fixed it and  remolded it again into a whole,,it wasnt a year since sungjae came but it was like a whole decade that he can't even determined when his heart starts to be in trouble like this, an when does the debate occured,,

Who would he choose? sungjae who was in favored to his father because his father knows how this two loved each other before or the blonde who just came in some reason for taking care of him and promised to just take care of him since it is just a favor from his step mother who happened to be the blonde's mother, and he isn't sure if their reationship as lovers will be accepted by the family? all in  mess since he fell from the beauty of the blonde, the moment he saw him, his heart beaten too fast and he knew how dangerous it would be to continue but he needed to get the boy and put him in safe place like his place, it was hard to leave with the blonde, he tried not to fall but his heart never been in control.. he kept the boy to his house to make sure he is safe but unknowingly, because of his duty to mke the blonde safe, he already place the blonde in his heart, unexpectedly just until one day he felt warm whenever he was with the boy...

"i love you,,sungjae spoke again after seconds of silence,,,you just don't know how hard for me to face you,,i didn't had enough confident to face my guilty,,,i've been longing for you the whole time,, misses you that much,,there is no seconds that i've never misses you,i always do,,think of you,,he told,,,,

"I'm tired,, it's too exhausting, everything's enough for today,,,go to your room and rest,, i want to rest too,,,jr coldly response and let the boy parted slowly from his and headed to his bathroom leaving the boy still standing to his spot,,,sungjae was stunned, was ignored once again,, tear fell on his cheek and slowly took his steps outside the room..

Jr looked at the mirror, staring at his own eyes for a couple of minutes,,,until the face of a blonde appear on the mirror,,,he chuckled awkwardly to himself,,,suddenly wanting to see the boy,,,remembering the first smile of the boy infront of him,,quickly in mind, he dashed off, out the bathroom and took his key, he run down and sped his car once again, in just few minutes he reach the blocks he decided to head off,slowing down while reaching the exact gate, he saw the two walking slowly with arms lock with each other and happily laughing together, he felt a little jealous since he hadn't do things out from the blonde, he stop the engine as he passed by them exactly infront of the house he was in mind...watching the two with the side mirror, focus on what the two were doing, the other pused and stop laughing and the other lean unto the other and gave a quick peck on the cheeks,, he felt really jealous, that was still a kiss for goodness sake,, he face palm himself..is he that far from ren now,,he just remmbered, when did he last gave a kiss to the boy?,,yeah it's just this morning at the convenience store,,,he told himself answering his own question to divert his mind to something so jealousy will banished like a winn,,,

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Ren and minhyun ate at the noodle shop ren had gets in to avoid minhyun aasking questions like if he was sick or not,,he never wanted to worry everyone so most of the time as much as possible he doesn't showed off anything to them especially to jr but he always failed to keep to the boy what he feels to his body,,,both happily ate the noddles, flat noodles with some toppings on top, beef for ren and pork for minhyun,,,both share each other's bowl just like what they usualy do when they are just a little kid,,,

*burp**

Both laugh at it as they both burp together as soon as they exited the shop,,they both took their steps and walk continuously, eating random street foods, just like what baekho had treated him just few days ago, but it's a different feeling,,,he was happy with baekho time laughing together too enjoying the moment they ate,, he felt like he had a new found good friend through baekho which is he felt glad into it, finally baekho and him were friends now, while with the case of minhyun, he felt relieved that he finally had his bestfriend back to him,,or either way finally he had opened to his besfriend again,, he felt happy with it,, reminiscing the past, remembering how close they are, it seems it looks really exactly the same back then and now,, their laugh together, how they talk comfortably, how they eat without hesitation etc,,

Somebody had bumped unto ren's shoulder tht makes the oy turn to his side,,"Owh im sorry miss,, a boy apologize to him,,,

"It's ok,,but i am not  miss,,ren coldly told the guy with a pursed on his heart shape lips..the boy looked up to check,,,

"De,, mianhe,, i thought, you,,are,,,the boy made a forced grin on his face shyly scratched his head that makes his some strands messed up and go to other side,,

"Watch your way,,you don't own the way,,,minhyun spoke, ren come on, he called and held ren's waist towards him,,,

Ren look at the boy again, a taller boy with a blonde short hair and a cute smirk, the boy waved to him as he step twice backward and gave a smile again before turning around and run away..

"shall we continue? minhyun talked offering his arm again, ren took that arm and clasped his against the other and resume wih their walk and bonding,,,

Two happy moments without jr, but he misses jr that much,,how is he doing now? did he and sungjae fighting again, arguing again? where are they right now? are they at jr's room or are they with sungjae's room, what are they doing then? are they yelling, shouting, screaming and confronting each other nonstop,,,or,,,,,,he paused and pout, smile faded for a while,, he breathed thinking what the two possibly doing right now,,,

"Thank you,,,,minhyun broke the other's mind as he cupped the face again,,and made a quick peck on the cheeks,,i miss this,,i hope we could stay like this forever,,i can't afford to see a cold choi minki again,,i miss my bestfriend,,,he added running his fingers to the blonde's strands fixing the fringe of him,,smiling widely to the boy,he poke the nose that makes the other blink,,,

"I must be the one thanking you,,,ren uttered and hugge the taller,,,he squeezed his eyes again, resting is chin to the other's shoulder for a while..he felt strange,, he felt he needed some pills already but his bag is not with him,, he forgot to bring it to him,,,he lft it at jr's car,,,

Minhyun tried to pull out but ren tightened his hug,,,"are you alright? he asked when he heard a small whimper from the boy,,,,

"Yes iam,,i jut want to hug you like this,,it has been a decade since you pampere me with your hug...he answered making his voice at normal tone...

"I should send you home now,,,you didn't even had your bag with you,, your medicine,, what if you suddenly feel like having those,,,let's go home huh? minhyun sid s if he knows that rn is not really feeling well,, well as ort of maybe,,,he lightly pushed the oy to be rted but he saw a smile on the boy a brighter face,,,no signs of being sick or what,,,

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Jr just watch, he doesn't know why his feet were heavy to make some few steps out of the car and few steps towards the gate,,it was just two steps down the car and 15  steps from his car to the gate but he can't,,,

Minhyun and ren seems didn't notice the car as they were busy to each other,,,"are you sure you don't want to go home? jr will be more worried,,,he'll be waiting or you,,he reminded the blonde as they reach his own room...

Ren shook his head.i sent a message to him already, i just want to take a good sleep now, and im tired already,,just~~~just~~~~ ren paused and took a grip on his coat,,,i want to sleep now,,he said,,,controlling his breath,,, minhyun who was busy searching clothes on his closet didn't notice the boy,,,,want to go have shower first? he asked,,

"Go ahead,, ren said gesturing the other to go first,,,the boy went to have his shower while he, he layed on the bed after removing his shoes and shut his eyes,,, holding out tightly with his head and massaging it ocassionally until he fell doze off in just few minutes,,,,

Minhyun came out from shower and saw his betfriend already sleeping soundly,,he smiled, nearing to th blonde and tuck carefully te blanket to him ut hearing him with some gron hile sleeping makes himelf worried,,the boy didn't admitted he was sick but he knows he was,,,,he just can't let the boy break the happy moments of him,,it wasn't that he didn't care for the boy's health, he surely do but seeing ren denying it, he needed to understand the boy..he doesn't want him to be worried so he pretended he doesn't have any idea about him being sick the whole tour...He took out his phone and dialled jr's number,,,quickly the call was answered...

"You were still outside right? minhyun said while looking out the window and the car was still there,, he knows it was jr's,, he just didn't tell ren so that the boy won't feel uneasy...

"de...jr answerd simply..

"Get ren with you,, he is already seeping,,i think he has a slight fever,, he didn't showed me but i know he was,,,

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Jr received a call, from minhyun,,he answred quickly and look up the window, he saw minhyun standing there,,,suddenly the boy asked him to get ren,,his eyes widened as he heard him saying that the blonde is maybe sick,,,he looked behind the car and saw the bag was there still,,he remembered, ren put that bag there before they all parted,, realizing just now, going to minhyun's company is just a sudden decision, because if its not, ren wouldn't put that bag in the car immediately,,but because of sungjae, that maybe the reason,,,his beloved princess had to decide all of a sudden,,,

He quickly step down the car as he opened the door,,"i'll be there, were the last words he uttered before hanging up the call...

He sprinted his feet towards the house,,, minhyun had opened the main door already, waiting for him,,,"He's up to the room,,,minhyun instructed the guy...Jr took a glance to minhyun and received a smile before heading up to see the boy,,he bent down on the side bed and run his finger to the blonde's hair,,,and lift him up, carrying him  bridal style,,,the blonde whimper as he moved,,

"Shhhhh, we will go home now,,,he whispered to the boy who was sleeping in beauty aside from the occasionally groan and wrinkling between the brows......

Jonghyun took him and without any words and just some random stare to each other, minhyun smiled to him and opened the door for the two, leading them outside the gate up to the car...jr cautiously settled the boy to the front seat, buckling the seatbelt and put the small pillow on the back head of the boy to make him feel comfortable with the position,,,...

He bowed slightly to minhyun and thank him before heading to the driver's seat..he waved once more after minhyun gave a kiss to ren's forehead and close the door again...jr just stare at that minhyun's action but then he had to shrug it off,,he is ren's bestfriend,, the hell why you keep getting jelous,, he then scolded and slap himself mentally for the second time..

They reach the house and carefully carried him again towards inside....the parents are still on the living room, it was 9 in the evening already...

"Oh my saint..what happen to my son? jr? what hppen to him? the mother asked as she approach jr who was carrying the sleeping beauty,,,

"He was just sleeping,,jr answered coldly,,,nothing to worry,,,he said..the boy is still making groans and whimper, eyes squeezed though they were closed already...

"But why,,,is he in pain? the mother asked again making a look to jr' eyes...

"Maybe,,,don't worry i'll feed his medicine later,,,,jr said,,

"I'll take care of him,,can i? the mother asked,,hoping it would be fine...

"I will,, don't worry,, i will take care of it,,,,jr said refusing to give the responsibilty to the biological mother of his beloved princess who wanted to take care of her son.he was thinking that ren would startled again if he saw his mother beside him...

Jr continued walking and put down the boy on his bed,,loosening his still wearing uniform and open up the few buttons to make him feel better and breath comfortably,,,ren's mouth parted a bit and make breathing on it,,,he looked so tired and exhausted,,

jr took the medicines spared on the closet of the boy and took a glass of water that was already prepared on the side table,, there is always water prepared on that room since ren needed it any time his head attacks him,,,it has been a while since he last made a check up and until now he is cautious on the doctor's advice,,,jr too can't make the boy do whatever the doctor wanted him to do...he ended up giving up to argue to the boy's refusal,,,He mashed the tablet and turn it into powder, he slightly lift the boy's head and let those powder gets in the opened mouth,,he mde him sip for water and help him to swallowed everything in his mouth,,,the blonde frowned,,it maybe the bitter taste of the medicine..but he didn't even woke up,,,he straightened his face and became calm again,,,

Jr felt relieved,,he caress the boy's face, leaning closer to him and kissed him softly to the lips,, i missed you,he whispered, squeezing lightly to the hand that was on the side,,,he pulled out and ready to go when he felt the hand of the other tightened into his,,,

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He's pretty,, the tall with blonde short hair said, with his phone into his ear and talking to someone,,,he's hot,,i mean it was the first time i admired a guy like him,,i never thought that kind of beauty exists nowadays,,,i was like what? i thought i bumped into a pretty lady but i was all wrong and yeahh i'll just admit it,,i like her,,i mean him,,,the hell....his name is ren? yeah i heard his friend calling him that,,,jut like a lotus flower,,,this guy keeps telling stories to the one behind the call...feeling so mezmerize, yeah maybe attracted to the princess,,,,

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...updated,, finally,,so sorry but i think i can do one story update since im avoiding to have my head ache, one story every day off so it means it will take 6 days before posting the next chapter,,,,it pain i mean it distracted me...but as much as possible i will update it when hve time,,,owh and by the way,,i had to put new character since ive lost idea for mj...