Ren is in awe,,ren can't actually believe what is happening right now,,ren can't find the right words to say,,ren can't come to his right senses,,,seeing this people surrounded by him,,is just makes his head aches so much,,it pains a lot,,

"Wha~~~what are you doing here? and ho~~how~~~~,,,, ren tried to talk normally but the moment he spit his first word of question to confront the lady,,his precious tears suddenly wells down his cheeks again and it was more than a while ago,,,

"The old lady came near him trying to touch the boy whom she misses that much,,after such long years, she finally found him,,,the son she had left few years ago,,,she didn't plan to leave him but a sudden situation came and she had no choice but to leave the poor boy with the hands of the rude live in partner,,

"i don't know you...don't touch me,,,,ren said shoving the old lady's hand,,,,he turn to jr and hug him tight like a kid,,"jr,,take me away from here..i don't know them,,i don't know her,,,i'm afraid,,,the poor boy whispered to jr pleading like a little kid,,gasping of enough air to breath,,,his head is in pain but it seems he can't feel it,,he is numb right at the koment,,numb from the situation,,,

"Ren,,she's your mother,,,ren,,try to listen to her first,,,Jr said persuading the boy to face the reality,,the reality that his mother came back for him,,,for some reason and willing to explain everything,,

"I don't want to hear anything,,i'm tired of it,,i'm happy with you alone,,i don't need anybody,,ren said under his sobs,,,

"Listen!!! you have to face it,,,jr pushed lightly the boy to see the face,giving him a gesture to go to the mother and talk,,,,

Ren unclasped his tight grip to jr's shoulder and look at the old lady but the moment he met the lady's eyes, his heart felt sinking and sinking until he is loosing out of breath,,,He unhold his lover looking at the eyes and bit his lips hard,,he blinked and dashed in race  outside,,,,

Ren~~~! wait!!!!jr catch the boy after running away,,,,leaving those people who had shocked him,,,

Let go of me,,,you are a real player,,what is this all about!!!!!! ren confronted the guy not even looking up to the other's eyes,,,

Ren,,im sorry,,i kept it for long,,,they just wanted to~~~~~jr trying to explain again but he failed to do it,,,

"I hate you,,,what is she doing here~~~ i thought~~~ i thought~~~~ ren sniff,,he can't control his sobs again,,, he easily gets into cry,,,,he run for the second time,,,run as fast as he can,,,,

"Wait~~~ jr,,just let him be,,,,sungjae stopped the guy from running again to catch his loving step brother,,,

"Sungjae,,this is not the time,,,ren needs me,,i can't let him roam around with his state,,,he's crying,,he's out of his mind,,,so let go of me,,

''he is just surprised..he'll be fine im sure..so just let him think..he will realize everything soon and he'll come home when his mind is clear..just let him be alone for now...sungjae suggested still not letting go of the guy... 

''maybe he's right jr..the old lady spoke with her head facing the ground..he really grown up a lot...he grown up pretty...the lady smiled....thank you for taking care of him,,i'm happy now that i know he is safe,,, 

"i can't let him go around...he'll be in trouble..that kid always crash into trouble everytime he go alone...jr said still panicking too much...he run leaving the rest without thinking twice...sungjae followed behind...

''you pampered him so much...aren't you too over reacting for worrying that much? or are you just exaggerating everything?...sungjae confronted the guy as soon as they both reach the gate, nleaving the parents inside the house....

Jr looked at sungjae, sungjae who was now tearing into pieces seeing his lover being concerned, not just concerned, but he thinks a concern that is more than just a step brother, a step brother who had just known each other not too long ago, just a step brother, nothing in deep relation,,Sungjae know there is something special to the both...

Jr went closer to the boy, feeling sorry, his heart suddenly fall into pieces when he saw the boy in tears...he never let the boy cried before...why he is still hurting like this seeing him crying...they've been apart too long ago and their relationship became in hiatus, not just months but years,.but why he is still feeling this way?... he loves ren, he is sure of that, is he really sure?,,or is his feeling cut into two now,,his current and his past lover,,how can he choose,,,between his love from the past that he sure still have a bit of love until now or to the current that he promised to protect and started to have a deep feelings for him though he isn't sure if his parents would agreed to their relationship,,?

''don't go..you're ignoring me since i came back..Jr stop illusioning,,he is your step brother now,,i know you're starting to get the feelings for him, that's why i called uncle to come over,,so stop it,,it won't help ren to reunite with his mom,,,he added...

"Mwo? sungjae,,we're over right? the moment you ignore my feelings and left me alone,,,you set aside my feelings...you didn't even dare to call me,,,yes i made apromise but that was so crazy,,i made a promise without knowing your plans why you made me promise like that,,, and i'm not starting to get my feelings for ren, i started already,,the moment i took him from mj,,,the time that you are not around, i found myself falling for him, and now i think i love him more,,,

"what? Jr,,you're joking, you THINK you love him,,you're just thinking that is was but no it's not like that,,i know you love me,,,,you just want to make me jealous aren't you?...sungjae chuckled under his tears and hug the boy,,,you won,,i'm jealous that's why i had to stop your silliness,,huh?,,i love you,,,

"Im not joking,,,i started to love him,,,i want to love him, i want to care for him,,i became so heartless when you left me, almost hating to love again,, but he soften my heart again,,,jr confessed.

"just tell me to leave for good if you just keep doing this to me....sungjae cried,he run outside the gate with his tears.... jr chase after sungjae..he grab the wrist and dragged him inside the car, his car that was parked outside..sungjae still crying with his palm... 

''stop crying,,, you know how much i hate seeing you cry,,,jr said nonchalantly... sungjae look at the man,,,he still can't forget it, he thought while sniffing,,, he get closer to jr and kissed him on the lips and hugged him tight after pulling out... jr just froze in there..how can he refuse to the boy he had loved the most..how can he able to tear the guy that he didn't even let to shed a single tear before,,,he confessed that he loves the other boy but he can't still ignore the boy infront of him, he can't even shoo him away,,he can't even back off everytime the past lover was hugging him and hug him anytime,,,is he really over with sungjae and his heart is with ren already? or he was just taking revenge to sungjae and he felt pity to ren,,he admit,,he pittied the life that ren had but he learned to love him,,is it really love if he knew that his heart still move everytime he is with past?..

''let's get inside huh..you've been tired the whole day..sungjae said in concern... 

''i have to find ren...jr replied...sungjae sighed,,jr stare to the boy for a moment,,,he grab his phone immediately after and dialled the number of his friends... 

''minhyun..is ren with you?..well he ran out of the house and you're the person that i thought he'll go to... 

''no,,, he's not here..what happen to him.? minhyun asked... 

''its a long story...can you call baekho and and i will call aron,,,jr told...

''de arasseo..i'll call you as soon as i called baekho...min said and hang the phone...

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Ren run outside the house,,he can't seems to find a help from jr,,he run out with his tears,,run as fast as he can,,,he was chase by Jr,,,but he saw sungjae chasing behind them and saw him stopped jr from running,,he stop running and walked rather when he saw jr can't let go from sungjae,,,he lowered his head, disappopinted, expecting jr to run over him and accompanied by him but sungjae blocked that thought,,he walked and took a cab,,,nothing in his mind to where he can go,,,he didn't able to bring his phone to him,,he the was afraid to go to his bestfriend, rather he doesn't want his bestfriend to worry that much,,he can't run to aron, surely he will assume that it's because of sungjae why he ran away home,,,the only left person he was thinking is baekho,,his ultimate hater,,,he gets nag maybe but it's ok since baekho wouldn't assume anything and just throw some questions and stopped when he gets tired...He knock to the door,,and there baekho opened the door,, lucky him,,,he smiled and wave as soon as he saw baekho though his tears wanted to escape from his eyes and he manage to hold his cries,,,

"Eo!! ren why are you here? jr? he's not with you?!!! yahhhh!!! you go out alone again?!! what if mj caught you walking alone again!!! haisstt this kid never learn,,,call jr!!! he will mad again if he knew you go out alone!!! baekho as expected scolded the boy,,,

"Aniya...he knows,,baekho,,can you pay for the cab first,,i have no money here i forgot to take my wallet from my bag...

"Aigoo,,,did you ran away? baekho asked,,,and called an ajjuma to borrow some bills to pay the cab,,,,the ajjuma paid it,,,so what's the matter?..he questioned again..

"ahmm,,there are lots of visitors at home which i hate,,you know,,so i told jr that i will go out for a while,,ren said,,obviously denying the truth,,,pouting like a kid,,

"You're lying princess,,,that pout is not enough to make me believe,,,what happen? did you both fought? did sungjae bullied you? baekho said and added some questions,,,,alright come in,,,he said gesturing the boy to come in without even waiting for the answers,,,

"Ahmmm can you take me out? i want to eat ice cream,,,treat me,,i didn't brought my wallet,,i don't have phone too,,treat me,,please?!!!! ren said begging with his puffy eyes and rubbing his palms infront of baekho,,,he just wanted to play outside and make fun, that's the other reason why he chose baekho to run to,,,

Baekho laughed,,,his adorable and loudest laugh,,ahhh so cute!!!! i know now why Jr falls for you,,,you do like cute things too,,,he really like someone with cuteness,,,,baekho added with his big grin,,,

"You mean sungjae too? that's why he loves sungjae? ren suddenly spat out,,,

"Of course!!! beakho answered without wondering,,,ahmmm,wait,,,how did you know they were in a relationship before?  he asked when he notice his answer,,,,

"eo!!i caught you,,i didn't say they did had past realationship,,so as just my instinct, they did had before,,,ren said looking away,,,,he look at baekho again and said, will you treat me or you will treat me...i want ice cream,,,ren whined as he pursed his lips...

"Aigoo, what a choice,,,just the same,,,wait,,i'll get my wallet,,,baekho said and sprinted to his room in speed,,just a minute later he came back,,,he waved his wallet infront of ren's face and smiled,,let's eat everything you want,,he said and put his arm on the blonde's shoulder,,,ren smiled back,,,,

Both of them went to the nearest night market,,and dig every stick foods they passed by until they reach the stall of an icecream stand,,both ordered,,,choco vanilla flavor for baekho and cookies&cream for ren,,,They enjoyed their own icecream and walked heading out the market,it's pretty late already when they arrived at baekho's place,,,

"Thank you,,,ren said as he kissed the other on the cheeks all of a sudden,,,

Baekho flustered,,he patted the blonde's head and smiled,,,you shouldn't cry always,,,it ruins your eyes you know that,,,? he added 

"How'd you know i cried? ren asked in surprised,,he didn't even got a comment like that the whole time they were together,,,he's not expecting baekho to notice him,,,

"Because we're friends,,we are together the whole day ever,yday and every weekends,,well most of the weekends,,so i know how your eyes looks like when you are happy and i know when you're eyes is swollen because of tears,,aigoo,,,im not idiot as you know ok?

"Tshhh,,,you are,,,,anyway,,ahmmm,,,why is time too fast..it's even dark already,,,,ren said looking around...he thought it is the time to go home, but he doesn't want to, "what if jr's parents still on the living room? he murmured,,,,

"go home now,,,i'm sure jr is waiting for you...he doesn't have a long patience so go home and settled what wasn't finish to both of you,,baekho said and took a cab,,pushing the boy inside without waiting him to say no and refuse to go home,,,

Ren had no choice,,it's not that baekho doesn't want him to stay over night at his place but the thing is, baekho just wanted him to settle the whatever problem he has to jr,,,he pouted and think before he told the driver where he is heading to,,he patted his head,,still have a sting of pain in it,,why he ignored and didn't felt so much pain on it though some of the moment on their stroll, his head is making a poke of pain in it,,he endure it and enjoyed the time with baekho,,,,but now that he thought and his mind calmed down and nothing to do but listen to the sounds of engine of the car, he seems feeling it,,,,,

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"Baekho stood outside their gate until ren disappeared from his sight,,he shook his head and went in,,he felt a little tired but he enjoyed being with ren,,at least he had been a help to his new found friend,,,his phone rang,,,he search for it and answered immediately when he saw the caller i.d...

"Yahhhh!!!! im calling you for the thousandth times already,,where have you been?!!!! the voice behind the call yelled as soon as he slide the screen to answer,,

"Yahhh!!! i'm not deaf!! why are you yelling at me? and why are you calling anyway? i've been out,,,,baekho answered,,,

"Did you happen saw ren? he ran away home,,jr called me,,,he's worried a lot,,and me too,,did you saw him? minhyun who is on te other line calmly asked now,,

"Eoo!! de,,we're together a while ago but he's heading home now,,,he looks so upset and his eyes were swollen so i told him to go home and talk to jr, whatever their problem is,,,baekho answered..

"Owhh nice huh,,,you should have informed me,,,minhyun said,,

"Wae? why would i? i didn't brought my phone, he asked me to treat him so i took him out,,baekho said sticking out his tongue as if minhyun will see it,,,

"haisstttt,,arasseo,,!!!! just wish ren will go home huh,,if not,,i will throw you to the sea....minhyun said giving a warning to baekho,,,

"He will, im sure he will,,baekho assured the other and hang the phone immediately,,,,

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Jr is walking back and forth to the gate waiting for his friend's call and waiting patiently to the blonde,he wished to see the face sooner,if not,,he will not be at ease the whole night..and he will definitely rummage mj's place, he was thinking about mj the whole time,,what if mj caught him again,,what if he took him and drug him again,,"haisstttt..he stomp his feet and messed his hair...

"Jr..come on in,,,sungjae called for the nth time already but jr just ignore the calls,,,,

"Just go in,,i'll be waiting for him,,,jr answered and then walk again,,,sungjae gave up,,he stomp his feet and went up to his own room,,,he's not staying at jr's room already,,,ajjuma prepared one for him the time he transferred his luggage to the house...

Jr just glare at the boy and his heart skip a beat when he heard a screech stopped infront of him,,,there he saw the blonde coming out from the cab,,,He run towards the boy and hug him,,,"do you know how much you worry me?,,,,he said instantly as soon as he caught the boy...

"Jr,,can you pay for the taxi first? i didn't brought my own,,,ren said nonchalantly facing the guy...

"Eo!! jr nodded and paid the bill,,,,

"Thank you,,ren simply said,,,

"Are you alright? you look pale again,,something is hurting? are you in pain? your headache,didn't bothered you? jr questions like a doctor,,,

Ren lowered his head,,,i'm sorry for running away,,,,he apologize...Jr pulled him slowly putting ren's hand around his waist and hug him tight,,,"it's ok...i swear,,i didn't planned this,,i don't know that she is your mom,,all i know is that,,she is just your auntie,,,that's why i was wondering when sungjae told me that you are my step brother, i thought sungjae just considered it as step brother since your auntie is my appa's wife now,,...i promise, i swaer,,,appa explained to me already,,they have the reason,,auntie has the reason why she left you,,,try to listen to her ok? jr console the boy..

"But...still you didn't told me about it even if she is my auntie, my mom or just a concern friend you should have told me,,i trusted you,,,ren confronted the guy and cried even more...

"they instructed me not to tell you the reason why i bought you from mj,,it is their plan,,they just used me,,i was tricked too,,they even told me not to touch you,,jr explained,,,all i need to do is bring you home and watch you,,,he added,,wiping the boy's tears...

"i'm not ready for it,,,ren said,,,admitting he is not ready to face his mother after an obstacle of his life without his own mother,,,he is not yet ready to forgive the person who had caused him a  lot of pain,,more painful than being a slave of someone,,being left by your own mother is much painful than anything else...

"cheer up,,,time could wait,,she can wait,,i'll make them wait until you feel so,,,aigoo,,you know what,,they even told me that you are an ugly duckling, so i am expecting an ugly duckling choi minki,,,jr tried to cheer the boy,,,

"And? am i? ren asked waiting forthe answer wiping his own tears,,,Jr thought for a while,,i think no,,at first,, but i think, now,,,ahmmm jr said assessing the boy's face and figure...i think they are right,,becuae you look like one when crying, you're so ugly when you cried,,,jr said laughing...

"Mwo? i thought you said i'm cute even when i cry, am i not pretty? so you don't like me now? you don't love me now....ren hissed..

"When did i say anything like that?,,you are ugly,,,look,,swollen eyes and cheeks,,, messy hair,,,,and look how dirty your clothes,,where did you go anyway? jr said pinpointing every parts he mention,,

"to baekho,,we ate lots of foods,,the sauce of the teokbokki spilled on my shirt,,that's why,,,ren asnwered,,

"go have your shower now...and sleep....jr said,,,

''But,,ren cut the boy and peek inside to see,,,

"don't worry they are in their room now,,,you can go up and washed yourself properly,,,jr instructed and pushed the boy...

"But,,wait,,,,ren stiffened and face jr again,,,sleep to my room,,,i will not going fall asleep i think,,,he demanded..

"Jr thought for a while,,,until he had no choice but to nod...he doesn't mind now if the parents will suspect anything from them,,the most important thing now is ren finally settled down and calmed,,he can't just let him sulk again,,,,for now,,that shocking news is enough and time to prepare for the next,,,

Both headed to ren's room and slowly led the blonde to the bathroom,,,"don't go!!! ren said as he pointed the other's nose,,,

"Yes princess,,i won't, so quick,,,,take your shower now, i don't like an ugly duckling,,i want to see the princess i have,,,jr said as he kissed him on the lips..."too sticky,,you better get wash now,,he said his lips and turn around,,,

Ren grab him back and kissed him sticking his lips more,,pressing it tight to jr's,,jr can't let go,,ren pulled out and laughed as he closed the door,,,Jr chuckled,,,and shook his head,,he sighed deeply and bit his lips,,he look at the door,,he thought of sungjae who was annoyed,,,"is he sleeping already? he mumbled and sighed again,,,

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