Ren and Jr arrived home,,,,Jr carried the boy who was now sweating too much,,,he walked rushing inside the big house...carrying him bridal style as the boy's arm wrapped around him.....

"young master what happen to him? do you need some help? a maid came to them and offered,,,

Jr took the stairs and open the door, not to the blonde's room, instead he layed him to his bed in his room,,, taking off of the coat and ruffled the hair revealing the forehead,,,swiping off the sweat with his palm and caress the bruised cheek that makes the poor white boy furrowed his eyebrow and flinched a little,,,..

"Jr~~~ ren called softly with his very low volume of his voice,,,breathing fast,,as he grip his clothing to his chest,,,,

"im here,,just don't move.stay still,ill wipe off your body,,don't talk..you can sleep if you want...jr response

"jonghyun~~~i need to~~~ i need you,,,ren whispered,,,,

"jo~~jonghyun? the boy mumbled in question,,the first time he heard someone calling him that name,,,even his friends doesn't call him like that..he don't like it either being called with his real name because only his late sister is doing that,,,

"jonghyun,,,,stay with me,,,ren keeps mumbling...

"Ren stop calling me that way... jr told the hallucinating blonde on his bed,,he will really think that the boy is possessed by his little sister if he will continue calling him jonghyun,,it is really strange for him hearing his real name mention by someone that is not his little sister, and it is strange now hearing it for the first time after long years ago...no one dare to call his name after the lost of his little sister....except for his nuna and other teachers of course...

"jonghyun..it's hot,,,,ren whispered...but shaking with beads of sweats...

"you're shaking baby,,,you are,,,,jr lean closer and whispered rubbing softly the boy's arm...

"jonghyun...do me  favor please.....ren slightly opened his eyes and look down to the boy who was leaning closer to his face...

"ren,,,jr mentioned,,he wants to ignore the blonde's needs,,,but somewhat feel pity on him,,he hates seeing him like that begging for desperately....

Soon the maid came in with the warm water and the first aid kit,,,,"young master,,if you want i can treat him, you can have your rest, it's already late and you're father called, he wants you to call him back..,the maid informed the boy..

Jr look at the maid and then to ren,,,he stood up and turn around leaving the boy to the concerned maid...

"Jr~~~ jr~~~jonghyun~ please~,,,, ren repeatedly mentioned and called the boy like a whining kid under his nightmare...

Jr looked back, he bit his lower lip,,,he knows what the blonde's need from him this time,,it isn't the first time,,, and this time ren is in need seriously,,,it is a big dilemma that he should think about,,,,

Ren sat up and tried to stand up hanging his feet on the bed and flattened them carefully to the tiles gripping on the the edge of the bed, both hand seeking for support from the bed to stand up properly,,,,but he failed and almost fell on the floor when he step once and been out of balance,,,

Jr run to him,,,catching the boy immediately,,,he sighed when the boy fell to his arms..."it's alright i'll do it myself...he told the maid,,,the maid back off and left,,,,He then turn to the blonde again who just fall flat on his chest as soon as he catches him when he tries to stand up....

Ren chuckled like someone who is drunk, well he is hallucinating because of the drug that mj forcibly fed to him,,,,

"What are you doing? jr asked....

"i need to go shower,,,,ren answered

"jr led him to the shower room, opening the shower and take the blonde under it,,,just call when you're done..he reminded the blonde...

"ren hold unto the wall while his other hand still holding jr's who was avoiding to get wet...he smirked,,,join me,,,,he said with his drunken-like voice,,,

"i can't, i'll just stay at the door,,i need to call abeoji,,jr said but ren pulled him closer to him and got under the shower too,,,,he wrapped his arms around the boy's neck and both of them receive the pouring water,,,he lean his chin to his shoulder,,,ren naughtily nibbled jr's neck that makes the boy shifted and was pushed by him slightly,,,,eyes met, he smirked again, jr look into his eyes,,,,ren planted a soft nibble on the lips....

"Ren~~~wait!!! what are you doing? jr talked as soon s he pulled out,,,

"i need you,,,,ren answered,,i can't take it anymore, i know you respect me but it is my choice and it is my need,,i need it,,just now,,just whenever i am like this,,can't you give me that ing ,,,i just need you,,do you hate it? you don't really like me, are you?~~ren said in his tears but those tears can't be seen due to the running shower on top of them... he flatted his lips again lusciously...

"Stop it ren~~you're delusional now, you were just out of mind,,~~jr said holding the shoulder of him....

"tell me if you really don't want me,,,,you like this too,,but what makes you not able to do this,,,,,ren seriously asked the boy, body straightened, eyes locked to his.... jr paused and look straight to the blonde's eyes too

"i just~~~just not the right time,,,i told you there is~~~....jr try to explain again...

"when is that time jonghyun,,when? i need it now,,i know i am completely insane right now but will you just grant it,,,ren said in very low tone as he fell sat on the tiles of the shower room...

"ren~~~jr bent down and stood the boy from the floor,,,finished your shower,,you will be sick if you stay longer under the water..

Ren hugged him, staying like that for a minute,,jr finally spoke and finally asked,,are you sure with this? i can control myself  for you,,,i can hold it because i don't want to disrespect you,,,jr added....

Ren nodded,,i want to be yours completely,,,i want to give myself to you jonghyun,,,i want you to touch me, kiss me, caress me, i want your soft touch,,,he said cupping the other's face, both still dripping in water,,,,

Jr lean closer, taking off of the blonde's palms from his face and put them on his neck, he cup the face in return and lean more closer until their nose touches,,,Ren smiled and e remained in his serious expression,,he tilted his head as he glance at the wet heart-shape lips on the boy infront of him, touches them to tease, ren closed his eyes, sign that he is waiting for the next move parting his lips slightly to make a hole,,,Jr  captured the lips and slid his tongue to that hole making the other moan at the same time,,,pushing it more finding the other's inside to meet and battle for their pleasure,,,he pulled out after few breaths and needed to gain more,,,

"i love you jonghyun,,ren uttered, the other remain silent,,,his mind asking, what exactly he was doing right now? did he just gave the start of the other's needs? but he likes it, he likes it ever since he met him in the classroom,,,he imagined it ever since the boy fell in his arms  at the time in the canteen,,,he always make glances to those lips,,he always shivered and get goose bumps whenever the boy gaze at him with those fierce eyes..all this things comes back in his mind, this things reminded his self at how he fantasized being with the blonde, just until the command from his father came and he needed to get the blonde from mj and take good care of him, from then on, those lustful desire to the blonde faded but without much expectations, he got more interests to the boy and his desire grew wild, but he promised to himself that he can't do that even if he was considered as the boy's master in the first place...he promised to his self that he will respect and take good care of him, until when? there is no exact time for it...now this promises ended,did he ended it and came back to his desire?

Both get wild under the warm shower, the glass covering the shower became blurred,,,,jr continued inspite of his thinking,,,he likes it now, what's wrong with that, as if the other will get pregnant or whatever,,,what they feel right now is the important...

"Jr took off his shirt as he took off the other's shirt too following the rest of their clothing,,Ren looking y with his stare to his man,,,Jr look at his partner's petite white body...Ren gasp as he felt a pair of hand runs slide down to his waist down to his pelvis,,Jr peck his lips, kissed him passionately and pulled out,,,,

Ren ducked his head when the other pulled out,,"don't tease~~~he said shutting off his eyes,,,

"just calm yourself an i'll make it to you,,,Jr spoke back,,,ren chuckled,"i just cant wait it" he responded,,,,Jr, without words to reply, he took him, lifting him up and let the other wrapped his long legs around the other's hips...continuing on nibbling both of their sweet lips, jr trails kisses to the boy's neck the line of his jaw,,, resting for a while as they give each other's  heavy breaths,,

"Ready? jr asked the boy,,,ren nodded, jr put him down and lift the right leg of the blonde to wrapped it on his hip while ren did,,,both smiled and gave each other's luscious eyes and peck on each other's lips before jr do his job,,,

Ren pant, receiving the pleasure he asked from jr,,,jr pant giving the pleasure the other's needs as well his long time desire finally satisfied,,,, they moan in pleasure, their voices echoed the whole room, two voices recording inside that closed shower room, two voices filled with lustful sounds..Until both fell to each other's shoulder and chest thumping too hard, feeling their own beats in their heart,,they both laughed at it,,,

"Don't get any drug from mj again even he will going to force you again,,,Jr reminded the boy,,

"As if i want it,,,ren mumbled,,,jr grin...

"finish your shower and i'll prepare your medication,,,Jr said, concerning about what will happen next to ren,,a severe headache that last for more than a half hour,,,he clearly remember the time he took the boy in the hospital because of that headache, they he started to spotted the boy's sweet lips and the scent that he never forgets how sweet it was and it remained to his uniform the whole day,,,

Ren nodded as he unclasped his locked arms around jonghyun's neck...Jr left him after  few nibble on the blonde's addicting lips...exiting the bathroom with his only wrapped towel around his under body..ily grin to the other before closing back the door...he sat down to the bed looking at the large mirror facing the bed, he look at his own body and face palm himself after, frowning,,,what did you do kim jonghyun,,,,,he asked himself,,JONGHYUN,, he repeats remembering this time how ren just called him jonghyun in between his hallucination,,,,

"Why did he called me that way? jr asked again,,,not bad either,,,the other as he formed a small grin in his face..

Ren finished his shower,,he step out from the bathroom with his half body,,,he shook his head as he closed his eyes and lean on the door frame,,,,

"feeling unwell? jr went to him and asked bending a little to see the face,,he look pale, he carried him once again and laid him on the bed,, he took the medication he prepared especially the medicine for his headache that was especially prescribed by the doctor before, and he kept it if in case the medicine will run out of stock,,,he sat the boy a little a fed him the tablet..

Ren, without a doubt of the other's concern, gratefully accept it and swallowed immediately as his head starts to tickle in pain,,,he layed his back again,,,,Jr took the first aid kit an starts to treat the bruises and some scratches on the arm and especially in the cheek,,

"Thank you,,,jonghyun,,,ren muttered,,,

"why are you calling me jonghyun? jr had the chance to question it without looking to the boy, focusing on the bruises he was treating,,,,

"because i never heard someone calls you that,,,nuna did but you got mad when she calls you like that,,,will you be mad at me if i do call you that? ren questioned back...waiting for the answer...

"it's done,,jr utter and smiled, finally he look up to the blonde's eyes,,,,i won't be mad,,,he answered,,,it's just that, it's really strange,there is just only one person who likes to call me e jonghyun and she told everyone not to call me jonghyun...that everyone granted so since then,they call me with my nickname Jr,,,

"and who is she? seems special to you...ren asked pouting...

"don't be jealous,,it's my little princess,,,,jr answered and joked...

"ahhh your sister in that frame? ren said pointing to the frame on the side table, it is the same picture on his room...

"Jr nodded,,,sleep well  minki? jr laughed and peck the boy's lips once again, tucking the blanket neatly around them after he laid beside him....

Ren cuddled and rested his head on jr's shoulder just the other wrapped the arm on the boy's head...both shut their eyes, minki fell in his sleep sooner because of the medicine,,,following jr after he turned the lights off using the remote control..

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Ok!!!! this is the full update...i'll make the other tomorrow night...i'll make a date for them,,,but i'll insert a new character,,, you can suggest  male character:

chapt 14: a date with me

---------->its on the title itself, an insertion of a new character (undecided, still thinking about it)+ a viit to a place that is very important to jr..

chapt 15: an old accomplice

---------->insertion of new character ( sorry for this i need new charater every now and then to make the story long,,do you like the idea?) and i will asked you who will be your new male bet whenever i need it,,,

chapt 16: the duty of me to you

---------->reason for jr for taking ren from mj, revealing the true intention,,,

so far this are the toics i will update for this three next chappies..