I Don't Love You Anymore
I need You, Kim Jongin.♠ I need You, Kim Jong In ♠
Your POV
I woke up and realized that I'm in pink-colored room. This is my room.
Wait? My room?!
With Kai beside me. He was asleep while holding my hands. So, you were looking for me last night? You carried me home, Kai?
Last night I was thinking that I'd better if I stay away from him. But I’ll always love him. I want to see him happy with another girl he needs.
"Already woke up?" He said with morning voice
I nodded.
"Don't go anywhere; I'll bring your breakfast here"
I nodded.
I will not go anywhere Kai.
Kai was so nice today. He even stayed with me at class when his friends playing around. He always follows me. He's so warm today, when I decided to stay away. You made me more confused. I don't want to stay away from you. I love you.
"Jongin, Mr. Lee wants to talk with you about yesterday" Suho said
"Yes, I’ll be there. Thank you" He answered
"Yesterday?" I asked
"That accident on Monday. I kicked a ball and broke a glass"
"Oh, OK then"
"Don't go anywhere! I'll be back!!!" he said
I'll always be beside you. If I can.
Kai's POV
I was sitting on a bench and playing with Diana, and then suddenly Kris hyung appeared. He always appeared from nowhere like a ghost, or an angel?
"Where's Stella?" He asked while sitting beside me
"Sleeping like a pig"
"So, you like the pig?"
I'm speechless
"Ok, I'm ready to hear your story. The maid said tha—"
"Hyung, I don't know what I feel. I don't know how to explain this. I'm not sure if I can love her back. I'm comfortable with her but I'm not sure if I had fallen for her. She thought that I never had a girlfriend. But I had. Yejin was my first love and my first kiss. I loved her once but she was cheating on me. I decided to stop loving her since that. Stella never knows that and I never told her. I asked YeJin to never tell her about everything. YeJin said that she'll do that because she loves me. But she hates Stella so much because I'm still with her everyday and every time. Stella thought that YeJin is just one of the girls who always fangirling me at school. She didn't know anything. The reality was Yejin hates her is actually 'hates' her. After her—your mom passed away, I felt like I had to take care of her. But she felt different." I explained everything to him.
He just nodded.
"So? Should I explain to her?" I asked
"Yes, you should, man. My little sister likes you so much" She patted my back and went back inside.
Thank you, hyung. I'll explain it, later.
"Why didn't you tell me?" She suddenly appeared.
Your POV
Enough sleep, my body feels better now. I was about to open the refrigerator and then I saw Kai and Kris oppa sitting on a bench while talking something serious and I'm curious about that.
I'm frozen.
I heard that. All of that.
I quickly hid behind the curtains when Kris oppa went inside.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked
He looked shocked when he saw me.
"Stella? I thought you were sleeping" He said
"Yeah, enough sleep"
He just nodded.
"So you still love her?"
"I don't know"
"Do you love me?" I asked.
Kai's POV
"So you still love her?" She asked
"I don't know"
Why I answered that? Stupid.
"Do you love me?"
Speechless.
"Just kidding, don't take it too serious. Fool" She said while laughing. I know your laugh is fake, Stella.
"I know it, you pig"
"So, about yesterday. I'm not angry. I just need a time for thinking. And I am sure that I don't love you anymore. So you can find a girlfriend or back with YeJin. Luhan oppa made me realized it. I'm more comfortable with him now. And I love him"
. Luhan?
♠ I need You, Kim Jong In ♠
A/N; Hellooooo this is the 6th chapter. I'm sorry for bad story;( My mood's down. Earlier I'm happy because I skipped my school today because there's no I have to do there. But suddenly my Daddy said that my tutoring started again today. No holiday for tutoring? REALLY?;(
thanks for my dear editor xinwo21^^
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