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its so damn valentine day!!!!!!!! >.<

 

yung wala manlang nag aaya sayo na makipagdate damn!! valentine

i hate this life.....

im not ugly , hindi ako mabaho also ang  hiningA ko wala akong pimples and im not a nerd! EEWWW I HATE NERD!!

instad they say im totaly perfect mabait ako mapagbigay "BEAUTIFUL"

pero wala manlang nag iinvite sa akin sh*t damn valentine!! >.<

too many handsome courting me but no one can ask me to date with him

are they scared of me? are they having doubt to ask me ?

but why??

because im popular? and they all know that many boys will ask me? MY GOLLY!!

no one can dare to ask me!! thats bullsh*t!!

i hate this upcoming valentine i think this is my worst and sadly vatentine ever

 

 

because this past valentine im always happy because i have my sweetiest , loviest , cuttiest , hotiest PERFECT boyfriend JACOB REED i call him "jr" for short im so lucky to have him but our destiny is not meant to be..

he died because of the operation may sakit kasi siya sa puso nung una ayaw niya pa mag paopera dahil ayaw daw niya na iwanan ako pero hindi ako pumayag dahil mas gusto ko pang ituloy niya ang operation kesa naman mag suffer ako para lang sa kaselfishan ko ayoko na sa banadang huli na ako ang sisihin ng mga magulang niya sa pagkawala niya we all know that theres only 50% chances pag nagpaopera siya pero sabi ko naman sa kanya na kaya niya na gagawin niya ang operation para sa akin sa sa family niya ......

sa huli ng pagtanggi niya  pumayag nadin siya 2 days bago ang operation wala kaming ginawa kundi ang sulitin ang araw na alam namin na pwedeng ito na ang magiging last memories namen pero we always look at the positive side na God is always with us...

natandaan ko pa ang katagang sinabi niya sa akin...

hon always remember na..

not everything that you wanted and worked hard for is always meant to be yours.

somehow you might gonna lose it.

but when you gonna lose it

there will come a better one that surely deserve more than anything

napaiyak ako sa sinabi niya yung day nayon ay hindi ko na nakayanan na maging matapang pa dahil hindi ganoon kadali ang mawala sa buhay mo ang taong pinaka minamahal mo

at isa pa sa sinabi niya ay

 

lagi mong tatandaan na kung asan ka man  magpunta nandoon lang ako at hinding hindi kita iiwan

wala na akong nagawa kundi ang yakapin nalang siya ng mahigpit

he kissed my forehead and kissed my lips passionately and i kissed him back

and i know that this kiss is our last kiss

 

hay nalulungkot lang talaga ako pag naaalala ko yun parang feeling ko kahapon lang lahat nangyari ang mga iyon..

minsan nga eh kinakausap ko siya at nasasabi  na jr hon kailan ba darating ang sinasabi mo??

i dont care if im look crazy or insane to others..

WHO CARES paki ba nila eeh gusto ko kausapin ang GHOST BOYFIE KO EHH ay no mali ANGLE boyfie KO PALA HAHA ^_______________^v

 

HEY HON PLS,,, favor padatingin mo naman na yung rigth man naiinip nako wala pa akong kadate TT^TT

pls pls pls.. ngayon na din ah??

 

hello princess!-sweet na pag kakasabi

thanks jr salamat kahit kailan yuore the best bd:  ILOVE YOW!!

pagkalingon k

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isang NERD ang nasa harapan ko..

 

oh ikaw pala troy whats with the new??

ah eh wala lang naman may gusto lang naman ako itanong sayo ehh - nahihiyang at sabay kamot sa ulo

sus! ano naman iyon at nahihiya kapa sa kapal ng glasses mo nayan nakuha mo pang mahiya??

ah eh kasi may date kana ba sa valentine??-mabilis miyang pag kakasabi

date sa valentine?? are insulting me??-pataray kong sinabi

bumulong naman siya ng may ngiti na nakaka-asar

ha? ano sinasabi mo?

ah wala wala

so ano ba yung itatanung mo!

ah eh kasi kung p-pwede kabang makadate sa v-valentine??

 

WHAT? date with him no freakin ewww way ayoko mas piliin ko nalang na wala nang makadate kesa naman siya makadate ko

 

 

sorry if i said that im mabait but isaid din naman na I HATE NERD DIBA!

 

hon naman diba sbi ko sayo right man not a right nerd!!

 

no way ayoko nga isang nerd na kagaya mo makakadate ko? wag nalang you know naman na i hate nerd diba??

 

napayuko siya at sabay sabing

 

if i change my self and never be a nerd again are you agree na to be my date?

 

O______________________O

 

okay speechless wala masabi hindi ko alam kung papayag ba ako oh hindi eh pero i think he will  be failed  and im pretty sure with that!!

sige i agree but i have a request that dapat wala ni isang nerdy thingy ang makikita ko sayo ..

humarap naman siya ng napaka laki ngiti as in ganto

 

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sige promise ko sayo yan and promoise me that in that day i will ask you again and you only gonna say is yes or no

 

okay fine fine what ever,, -______-

 

umuwi na ako sa amin dahil uwian na wala naman akong pag gagalaan..

 

 

 

DAY FASTFOWARD.....

 

ITS VALENTINE'S DAY NA!!!!!

HINDI DAPAT ako pupunta pero naisip ko yung ms. and mr .valentine eh i know naman na ako ang mapipili dun haha (kapal ng face ko)

so tumayo na ako sa bed ko nag ayos nag paganda

siyempre kahit wala akong kadate kailangan maganda ako diba??

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grabe ang ganda ng ayos ng school as in GANDAaaaaaaa OuO

maya maya nag simula nadin ang party ng may nagtilian

KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

bakit may sunog may sumabog or what??-tanong ko sa katabi ko

oa te chilax may GWAPO KASING PAAKYAT NG STAGE KYAHHHH!!!!

ay kausap ako sabay tumili din adik lang?? -______________________-

 

at pag kalingon ko sa stage ay isang gwapong nilalang nga ang nandoon at mukhang kakanta

ladies ang gentle men here's troy to sing for her love ones

 

nang marinig ko ang pangalang troy parang hindi ako makagalaw na naistock ako sa pwesto ko impossible naman na si troy yon tama hindi maraming pangalan na ganoon tama tama

i dedicated this for for my favorite girl you should be happy this song is for you

 

swerte naman nung girl na yun - sambit ng katabi ko

at nagsimula na siyang mag strum

I always knew you were the best
The coolest girl I know
So prettier than all the rest
The star of my show

ganda ng boses niya masiyadong nakakainlove <3

So many times I wished
You'd be the one for me
But never knew it'd get like this
Girl, what you do to me

sana ito nalang ang makadate ko this valentine

jr siya ang gusto ko makadate pwede gawan mo paraan?? ha thank you ^_____^

 

kahit papaano pala swerte parin ako dahil may guardian anghel ako na kagaya niya

You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl, you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one

My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you

My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl

You're used to goin' out your way
To impress these Mr. Wrongs
But you can be yourself with me
I'll take you as you are

I know they said believe in love
It's a dream that can't be real
So girl let's write a fairytale
And show 'em how we feel

You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one

My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you

My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you

My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl

You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby, my baby, oh

My miss don't play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve
'Cause you're the girl of my dreams

My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you

My prize possession, one and only
 

at nung natapos na siya kumanta pinagkaguluhan na siya ako ito padin out of nowhere boring wala padin nag aaya sa akin makipag date buti pa yung nerd na yun nagkalas ng loob para yayain ako kahit na alam niyang irereject ko siya at least sinubukan niya padin nakakainspired din ah gwapo naman siya eh N.E.R.D lang talaga ..

napayuko nalang ako at nlilalaro yung cellphone ko

you know yung pinapaikot-ikot lang ng dalawang daliri..

basta yun na yun xD..

habang nakayuko ako may shadow na papalpit sa akin napa harap naman ako sa tao nayun.

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s-si troy yung gwapong kumanta kanina kaharap ko??

pwede na ako sumunud sayo hon ! promise

so ano yes or no pwede naba kita maging kadate?? -biglaang tanung niya sakin

huh?? ano daw naguguluhan ako..

oh ano na!? yes or no??

ah eh wait ah??

ano ba kasi naguguluhan talaga ako Niyaya niya ba talaga ako??

are you kidding me? youre so handsome cute etc.. at pinagaagawan ng mga girls

ask me to be you're date??

 

ayaw mo talaga maniwal?

ayaw talaga! nahihiwagaan ako dito sa lalaking ito his weird!

sige just wait there I'll come back.

okay sure..^__^

pumunta siya sa cr ng boys

bat ba ang tanga ko kanina hanap ako ng hanap ng pwede makadate hiniling ko pa kay jr na yung gwapo nayun ang makadate ko tas inayawan ko pa

hay!! princess why are you so tanga noh! ano ba kasi iniisip mo >.<

hmmpf! sabi naman niya babalik siya kaya hintayin ko nalanhg siya at papayag na ako

at maya maya may dumating

SPEAKING OF THE NERD !!

ayan nandito na siya at tama ako hindi niya magagawa pero bakit parang may mali eh.. parang nakita ko na yung suot na yan kanina lang,,

ano payag kanaba?

haha are you joking?? ako papayag eh hindi mo nga nagawa ang deal natin..

haha ayaw mo padin nagpakanerd nanga ako ^__^

huh??

ayaw ko parin bakit inaya niya na ba ako kanika at nag paka nerd daw ulit siya bakit bagbago na basiya?

 

 

think cess think!!

 

 

processing..

 

 

 

loading..

 

 

*LIGTH BULB!*

 

 

O.O wag mong sabihing?

 

si at siya ay iisa??

hey brainy are you kidding me pero pano paano bakit??

wag mong sabihing...

oo ako yung kanina yung kinanta ko para sayo yun hindi mo ba nagustuhan sayang effort naman.. :(

 

WHAT IKAW TROY THE ULTIMATE NERD AT SI TROY NA SUPER GWAPO AYIISA??

omg Jacob help me TT^TT

EXACTLY! tama ka! haha so ano are we shall go??

huh eh??

tara na!

hinila niya ako ng walang anu-ano

hindi ko din alam kung bakit ehh pero isa lang masasabi ko hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko! ^O^

pls.. hon give me a sign a 3 signs..

then pag nangyari yung 3 signs nayun it means siya ang tinutukoy mo!

hello mic test ayan okay attention everyone exuse attention for all we will announce the ms. and mr. valentine..

lahat ay napahinto sa kanilang ginagawa dahil ito ang kanila ring inaantay

kahit ako ay napukaw ang attention napatigil kami ni troy

ewan wala padin ako sa earth lutang padin ako naguguluhan ako eh

and the ms. and mr. valentine is...

[drum sound]

our miss unnnnnnnn...

MS. PRINCESS DIAMZON!

and

MR. TROY MANZANO!

palakpakan natin sila ..

 

 

O______________________O

 

 

no freakin way..

lalo ako naguluhan at at ewan!

hinila nalng ako ni troy paakyat ng stage

hey princess are you out of space??

I think it because of you!

but why what I do wrong i-im sorry

no don't sorry nawiwindang lang ako sa mga pangyayari..

ah haha sorry padin may fault..

napaka gentle naman nito buti at hindi agad lumaki ang ulo magkaugali sila ni Jacob nakakainis

pwede ba kayong mag sayaw sa gitna??-ma'am jasmine

osure pwedeng pwede po ewan ko lang po dito kay princess-troy

bakit hindi mo siya tanungin-ma'am jasmine

good idea ma'am haha sige-troy

uhhm princess princess (snap)

ay! bakit??

ay said can we dance at the center of school ground??

ah eh sure sige tara

ewan parang kanina nalulungkot ako ngayon wala ako sa sarili ko ewan ko ba bakit

at pumunta na kami sa gitna at nag start narin yung song

[can I have this dance]

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

nagulat naman ako ng bigla siyang nagsalita

nagustuhan mo ba??

huh??

itong song ako pumili nito! *smirked*

ikaw??

Won't you promise me?
(Now won't you promise me?)
(That you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing
(To keep dancing)
Wherever we go next

oo dahil gusto ko sabihin ang nararamdaman ko para sayo kahit dito manlang sa kanta nato

at sabay kumanta naman siya..

It's like catching lightening, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

hindi ko maipliwanag ang nararamdaman ko nawala na yung inis ko sa kanya na parang wala lang ang lahat ..

na  ito na kame ngayon nagsasayaw sa gitna habang pinanonood ng lahat..

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart
(Even a thousand miles can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is wherever you are

It's like catching lightening, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Oh, no mountain's too high and no ocean's too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour, what we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe that we were meant to be! Oh!

It's like catching lightening, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
 

at ng natapos na ang kanta naupo nadin kami

uhmm princess what do you like to eat??-troy

kahit ano nilang

sige wait mo lang ako jan bibili lang ako

ah hindi na sama na ako ayaw ko magi sa dito..

diyan ka lang I'm your date right now I want to treat you like a princess imagine this is your castle and I'm your prince

0________0

not again hindi na tlaga ito co accident..

iba na ang nararamdaman ko my heart beat fast and I dunno why ?? Jacob siya na ba?

siya naba ang sinasabi mong right man sa akin hindi siguro ewan basta pag yun nangyari siya nanga ..

maya maya dumating na siya at kumain na kami tahimik kaming kumakain may time na napapatingin ako sa kanya ang gwapo pala talaga niya at hindi ko akalaing mag-iiba talaga ang itsura niya

(nagayos ulit kasi siya pagkatapos niyang ipakita na siya talaga yung kanina)

and ang galing kasi hindi siya nagfailed talagang ang tatag niya ang brave niya kasi hindi siya sumuko sa akin pogi points big check / xD

oh? bakit may dumi ba sa mukha ko?

ah wala wala napatingin lang hehe

ah haha sige princess kain ka lang diyan..

haha salamat bago ako kumain uminom muna ako ng tubig

 

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

 

 

naibuga ko naman yung tubig dahil dun sa sinabi ng dumaan buti nilang at walang tao sa harapan ko,,

lumapt naman sakin si troy nakakahiya naman -_____-

are you okay?

yes yes im fine thank you

at natawa naman siya..

oh? what the problem??

haha wala haha

-______- wala daw tawa ng tawa

ehhh.. wala daw eh tawa kanga ng tawa diyan!

haha s-sorry di ko lang mapigilan..

hay akakainis na ah may pagka evilness din pala tong nerd nato!

ewan ko sayo!

s-sorry na natawa lang naman kasi ako ehh ang cute mo kasi kanina..

 

 

????????

 

ano daw ang cute ko feeling ko nag blush ako promise nakaka ewan kasi naman tong si troy marunong pala ng ganito

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

HAYY ayan nanaman bakit ba kasi may dumadaan pa ehh

Jr ikaw may pakana nito noh??

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

 

napatayo na si troy at hinawakan ang kamay ko

tara!

san tayo?

sayaw..

s-sayaw??

oo tara

hindi naman ako makahindi parang hindi to si troy na nakilala ko na mahiyain parang siya ngayon si hon ko magkaugali sila tlaga

at nung naglalakad kami ay umulit nanaman

 

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

 

WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! -napadaan

 

wow sunod sunod ahh

 

jr ano ba talaga ha last bigyan mo pako ng isang sign pls.. thanks

at nagsayaw nanga kami pang bar ang tugtugin magaganda pero maya maya nagging sweet song ang kanta..

can we dance??-troy

sure why not apat jk

tumawa naman siya pero maya maya nagging seryoso nasiya

humawak siya sa risk ko at pinatong ko naman ang kamay ko sa shoulder niya..

you know princess I'll never expected that makakasama kita dahil you know naman shytype ako

at hindi ko nga alam kung paano lumakas ang loob ko para ayain kang maging kadate ko

dahil lama kong irereject mo lang ako pero natuwa ako dahil nang pumayag kang maging kadate ko basta mag babago ako talagang pinilit kong gawin yun

I don't know how that I change my self within 2days I think its magic pero alam mo naman na noon palang gusto na kita

kaya ginawa ko yun para sayo because your so damn beautiful inside and out I know that you don't want to hear it from me but I don't care

 

 

 

because princess diamzon I don't like you anymore..

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O__________________O- huh? h-hindi na niya ako gusto?

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instead I love you now and forever..

can you be my princess??

 

 

0_________0 <-me

 

ewan hindi ko malamn ang nararamdaman ko parang ang daming di maipaliwanag na feelings? ambilis ng tibok ng puso ko na parang gusto na kumawala sa katawan ko

 

jr ito na bayun yung last sign na hinihingi ko sayo??

 

1.ako at siya ang magiging ms. and mr. valentine at mag sasayaw kame sa gitna at ang tugtog ay ang fave. namin ni Jacob na can I have this dance

2.itrato ako na parang princess tlaga ngayong araw

3. may mag sabi sa amin na WOW CUTE COUPLE BAGAY TALAGA SILA! na 5 beses at pare parehas..

at ang huli is hindi ko alam I think yung sinabi at ginawa ni troy ang last dahil sign lang ang hinihingi ko siya na nga siguro ang right man para sa akin jacob hon ko thanks dahil alam ko na right talaga siya at alam kong katulad ka mo siya magpapasaya sa akin at magaalaga hanggang sa akoy tumanda..

if I yes what would you do??

he kissed me I think 15 second yun

and I'm pretty sure that this my nerd valentine date will be no longer be nerd he is now my prince that 'llnever let go and never gonna be lose.

he will be my protector of my castle  and a part of my life 

tama nga si Jacob

not everything that you wanted and worked hard for is always meant to be yours.

somehow you might gonna lose it.

but when you gonna lose it

there will come a better one that surely deserve more than anything

 

 

 

I love you troy manzano

 

 

I love you princess daimzon

 

 

I am wrong that i jugde my valentine will be worst and sad instead this valentine is unforgettable moment in life.. and the happiest in all valentine that passed me by

 

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