[heunji]

College classes are all extremely interesting. I loved my sociology classes most, probably because they were probably the most sane bunch of people in the whole university.

" Today we have a new student. I expect you all to treat him well." My lecturer, Ms Hwang said.

A blonde boy with a tall and thin frama stepped in. There was something familiar about him. But he looked cute, like adorably cute and good looking. Full lips and fair skin and bright eyes. He looked like a cute, big boy.

" Sit with heunji please, taemin. heunji please raise your hand so taemin can sit with you." 

Taemin's eyes fluttered open and stared at me, it was as if he was studying me. Perhaps he's interested. Like always. I smirked to myself and decided to play it cool~ Cute boys were always welcomed.

" Taemin please do a mini introduction."

" Erm hello everyone, my name is Lee Taemin and I'm 21. My interests are dance and some sports like basketball and It's nice to meet you all." Taemin said and smiled.

I raised up my hand so Taemin could "locate" me.

" Oh so you're heunji?" Taemin asked.

I was shocked, huh? what? What does he mean by that? I don't get it....is he one of my creepy admirers?

" My hyung tutors you." He said, smiling.

Oh what? This little dude here is Onew's brother? No wonder he looked familiar, its the family genes. The fair skin, thick lips and beautiful eyes, charming smile, the joy and pure aura he had around him. No wonder. Oh, i never knew Onew's surname was a "Lee" I only knew he was Onew, not Lee Onew or whatever you call it.

But, wow. This is Onew's younger brother. Really, what a coincidence.

" So my Onew hyung tutors you right?" He said smiling. The same charming smile.

" Erm yeah, how did you know?" I asked.

" He talks about you."

I immediately felt the heat rising up to my face. He talks about me? I blushed.

Taemin smirked at the flushed sight of myself. I blushed even more.

" He said you're a good student, and you're a pretty and nice girl." Taemin said.

My insides were screaming. Seriously? Did Onew say all these? He think's im pretty? Oh my god. He think's I'm pretty?

I felt like screaming my lungs out.

Whatever I planned last night was screwed up.

" Do you like my hyung?" Taemin asked teasingly.

I felt a jolt of electricity. whut? No nono, I don't like Onew that way.

" I'm attached, punk." i hissed, making a face at him.

Taemin laughed and rolled his eyes, before he could reply, Ms hwang screamed at us for not paying attention.

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for the next 2 days, I got along fine with Taemin. We really click. He's really funny helpful and light hearted. And we became close soon. he's a nice guy and my new best friend. I honestly attract the guys, but not the girls. I don't prefer to get involved with cat fights, so I'm pretty much a loner at times. Thank god for taemin, no more awkward canteen lunch sessions.  We occassionally talked about onew. It's been only two days, but I feel as if I've known him for a life time.

It's wednesday now, I've tuition with Onew in 2 hours time. I decided to skype Jonghyun.

" Jonghyun~" I coo-ed when I saw that he was online on skype.

I was calling Jonghyun. The first ring, no luck. 

I tried calling again, then the screen changed to his hotel room. But Jonghyun was no where to be found.

That dork, probably left his computer on and ventured off somewhere. I was about to end the video chat when I was Jonghyun with another woman, running out of the bathroom laughing and hugging together.

With eyes full of tears, I slammed my computer desktop and shouted for Key.

I hugged my teddy bear and cried bucketful of tears.

Why why WHY? I already knew he is like this, I already told myself its okay as long I have his heart. I knew he is like this and I continued to let him hurt me. WHY WHY WHY? My older brother ran up, Key stared at me in shock. he gave me a comforting hug and said comforting things to soothe me. But my cries drowned out his voice. I'm so messed up.

I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot for falling for you, Kim Jonghyun.

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do you think heunji will break up with jonghyunnie and jump to onew right away? :P

I dont think so xD

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