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선생님, 사랑해요 ( Teacher, I love you)

There was a long silence.

I felt his presence outside, and I'm pretty sure he felt mine. I leaned against the door. Right now I wanted nothing more than to feel the warmth behind the door.

Hours pass, and it was almost dawn. The night of terror would be over soon, I hope.

"onew-ah..." I said softly. Since when the tone of my voice became so intimate? 

" I'm still here...don't be afraid." Came this sure answer.

I wanted to burst into tears again. The warmth of my heart crept up. I banged the door again.

I wanted to see him, to hug him.

" Heunji..heunji? What's wrong?" A worried voice called from behind the door.

"I'm fine...." I said.

" Onew?" I said again,

" Thank you." I said firmly, weakly.

There was no reply, and I'm guessing Onew was as confused as I was. I was confused about what I was feeling, confused with my heart. Jonghyun would be coming back 2 days later. I needed to end this, I needed to end this quick.

I laid my head onto the door. My eyes were worn and swollen from my tears. I was tired. my lids were heavy.

And then, I drifted off to dreamland.

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"OUCH." 

I shrieked. What had happened?

I was asleep, then my heart suddenly raced, I dreamt that I fell. But the pain in my lower back...it feels so real, so....I opened my eyes to see in both joy and disdain that it WAS real.

The door opened. I was leaning against it, fast asleep.

This was a miracle.

Onew was a standing infront of me, in absolute shock.

" Heunji...oh my god..." He said.

I looked up at him, despite being sore from the fall, I scrambled up and pulled him into a hug.

" Onew..." I said, crying. I hugged him even tighter. The feeling when hugging him, it was different. It was magical.

He was shocked at first, but slowly, and surely, he hugged back.

I broke away from the hug, and looked into his eyes. He looked into mine, and whatever I felt was mirrored back to me. I just needed to confirm one more thing.

I did something bold, something unbelivable. 

I kissed him, full on the lips.

It was warm, and it felt right. The feeling completed me more than any other boys, or men I've kissed. It felt like a fantasy, where rainbows appeared and fairy dusts sprinkled all over. He kissed me back. I felt secure, and I was certain, that I've fallen in love with him. 

We're in love, we can be together, I don't have a boyf-

wait. . I do have one.

I pulled away.

onew looked at me, panting. He knows. He knows me too well.

He knows too well that I was attached, taken. 

"I'm sorry." Onew said.

" It's not your fault." I said, I hugged Onew and with tears flowing from my eyes, I told him this heart breaking thing.

" This is the end, yeah? No more, lets end this now. I love you, but we have to stop. I'm sorry." I said.

Onew remained silent. The one I loved was clearly onew, why was I breaking his heart? Letting him know I love him yet I chose someone else.

I was lost, I was confused, and I spent the next few hours crying in his arms, while he stoned, his expression cold.

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isis99 #1
Chapter 15: is it going to be a continue?? :)
little_tokki
#2
Chapter 14: your fic is so good and i read all 13 chapters in one day, pls continue it
VIPrimShAplus #3
Chapter 13: finally you're thinking about it..

well, how about we make deal. since i dont want my baby onew hurt.. you can have him. and i'll have jjong. agree? good! hahahaa

well forget that. kekeke

jjong ah~ i wonder how's your reaction next time :(
you love her right? jjong jjong ┓(´_`)┏
seasme
#4
Chapter 13: Finally she started thinking :/
update soon ..
ghouled
#5
Chapter 13: What a great timing to be back Jjong? Just in time for me to get Onew out for a date ^^ *creeper smile* #ignore this comment
seasme
#6
Chapter 12: :O
onew <3 :'((( sorry jonghyun i love you but they were meant to be ,, live with it :P
update soon :)
VIPrimShAplus #7
Chapter 12: omg how can?! huhu why? why? why?

poor baby onew.. :(

let me kiss him too >.< #ignorethiscomment hahahaha

yay jjong will come back soon.. ヽ(´▽`) ノ
ghouled
#8
Chapter 12: Poor onew~ If u dn wan him. I wan him ._.
VIPrimShAplus #9
Chapter 11: woa onew ssi~ i envy with her.. :/ kekeke

btw where's jjong? i miss him hehe
ghouled
#10
Chapter 11: So sweet... if a guy wud do tht for me... u havent updated in a long time >~<