"we're here" Onew declared.

I sighed, like finally, the end of a painfully awkward and silent car ride. Finally I could feel myself breathing. The tightness of my chest before that was unbearable. It felt as if everything was heaving down on me.

Jonghyun comes back in 3 days, and I've not thought how to face him again, I don't know if I even want to see him again.

Lies, I still do.

I still want to see whether he is happy or not, or his venture went well. Taemin has been very helpful, helping me get my mind off Jonghyun. I'm greatful for that blonde bob for his silliness and humour. 

" Heunji?"

" huh oh what?" I asked, looking at onew.

And thankful for being able to keep my heart occupied as well, I thought as I looked at Onew.

Thank you.

"You look kinda distracted, we're here. Lets go...ha..haha" Onew said, laughing nervously, gulping.

" are YOU okay?" I asked, Onew was being extra jittery today.

"Yeah I'm fine." Onew said hastily, before grabbing my wrist and dragging me up to the dance studio.

Why do I feel weird? Why is he grabbing my wrist? He isn't touching my hand, but something changed here.

Onew didn't look back to smile and talk, he just charged ahead.

Finally after climbing some stairs, we reached the place. Upon reaching the door, Onew promptly let go of my wrist. 

Hmm...that was baffling.

Taemin opened the door and smiled at us. Onew hastily squeezed into the door.

" whats wrong with him?" Taemin whispered

" I don't freaking Know!" I screeched, somehow softly.

Taemin smirked at me.

" what did you do to him?" Taemin asked.

I made a face, " nothing. Taemin dear, I don't hit on teachers."

" You hit on hot guys though." Taemin smirked.

" but not teachers." I scoffed.

' But hyung is hot."

" that I know."

" see? you hit on him." Taemin said accusingly.

" I did not!" I protested.

" whats the commotion?" Onew walked over, asking.

" nothing." I mumbled

" she thinks you're hot."

Onew's eyes widened and looked at me.

fuc* you, Taemin. 

" Talk to the wall you ." I hissed.

" I meant you were hot, as in the temperature, because you are sweating like I mad!" I said as I played innocent girl.

" Taemin! Your words are misleading." An annoyed Onew shot at Taemin.

" hyung...I didn't mean that either!" Taemin played innocent boy, beating out my act. Even I nearly melted into this innocence.

Onew raised an eyebrow.

" Taemin...I'm used to that..." Onew said flatly.

"hyung....sorry I didn't mean it..." Taemin's puppy eyes made me wanna jump into his defense, but if I defend him, who would defend me?!

" Anyway, erm forget about it hahaha...no need to get so worked up over it?" I said meekly

Onew seemed relax his tense shoulders abit.

" You're right! Lets get on to practice. Taeminnn you areee sooo dead." Onew laughed, poking Taemin.

"and a minute ago you were about to kill me!" Taemin whined.

" sorry!" Onew said, sticking out his tongue at Taemin.

Finally the Onew I know is back, I sighed.

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[taemin]

Onew's annoyance shocked me. I didn't know he would have such a huge reaction. I reorganized my thoughts, why was he having such a huge reaction, why is he so jittery and nervous with Heunji around?

I'm not stupid, I'm his younger brother. Something is definitely wrong...or should I say right? I think I slowly begin to understand what's wrong with him.

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hohoho, merry christmas (eve) xDD

What do you think is wrong with Onew? :O Why do you think he gets so scared? hehe.