PROLOGUE

AUTHOR's POV

With all her strength, she walked to the house. She asked his dad permission to enter her best friend's room. She lays on the bed and smell the scent of her best friend's pillow.

' I miss you' She mumbled.

A tear rolled down on her flush cheeks. She pick up her best friend's photo on the table.

'You will never know how much I love you, Am' She said while looking at her bestfriend's photo

She hug the photo and kiss it. She saw a box written ' Don't dare to open it as long I'm alive ' on it at the edge of the room.

'What's is in this box?' She muttered.

*crack, door opened*

'It's his diary since he was a kid, Krystal. There a tones of it and you can have it if you want. I..I.. don't have enough strength to read it' His dad told the girl.

'Thank you, uncle' She said as kept staring at the box.

'Your welcome' He replied as he closed the door. Later, she took the box home with her. She opened the box and took a diary. '2006' it was written on the front page. She flip through the diary and read.

12/2/2006

Today, my mother left me forever.

Last time I meet her, she told me 'Since Umma is not here anymore, whenever you sad or happy. Write it in diary. Maybe I can read it from up there. Promised?'

'Yes Umma' I hug her and never knew that was the last hug that I got from her.

This morning, my dad pick me up early from school and he hug me immediately when he saw me

I knew what happened and I can feel it.

When we arrived at the hospital, I saw my mother's lifeless body.

I cried all day long. 

But now I feel better. At least I know you can read my feelings written on this diary.

Dad told me that we are going to move to Korea since it's your home town and he want me to learn those Korean Culture.

I'm going to miss your hand cooks, your love and everything.

I LOVE YOU, UMMA

She closed the diary and cried again.

'I never knew you had this fragile heart'