Sooyoung laid on the bed and stared at her swollen stomach, she silently cursed. She cursed at Kyuhyun for not being home that night, she cursed at her back for giving her so much pain, and finally she cursed at herself as she felt the tears run down her cheeks. She slowly wiped them away, as new ones took the place of the fallen ones. She cried in silent thinking of her life, how not even one year ago she was on stage with her eight wonderful sister, how one year ago people wanted to be her, and how now a year later she wanted to be anybody but herself. As the weeks got nearer her due date, she could feel the weight of her unborn child in her, pressing against her back. She felt swollen everywhere, she felt everything but attractive and she still couldn't understand why Kyuhyun stayed with her, when everyday we worked with attractive idols, while she was home and feeling like a whale. As she heard the front door open, she couldn't control the tears anymore and she managed to shout his name, while chocking a few sobs. Before she knew it, Kyuhyun was in their room embracing her, her hair, and slowly whispering "It's okay baby, I am here now"