Getting complicated
My Sweet Lovely BastardYour POV
I wake up earlier than usual. I prepare myself in front mirror. I still can't believe, I'm being a nerd like this. And the most unexpected thing is, Kai likes this nerd. Double wow! I feel excited for school.
"Daehyun!!!!!!!" I see Daehyun in parking.
"Daehyunniee~!!!!!!" eh? Is he deaf? How can he not hear me? I think I screaming really loud. I ran to him, but he is still walk and pretend not see me.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he still not answering and keep walking.
"Jung Daehyun! Are you hear me?" I scream at him and finally he turn arounnd.
"What??!!! Go away! I dont wanna see you again!" he screaming back. Now everyone look at me, look at us.
"What's wrong with you?" I softened my voice.
"I said I dont wanna see you! Dont you hear me?!" he raise his voice. Now I'm really shock with that. Is he trying to humilated me? My eyes now watering. I really got heart attack.
"What the hell is this?! You screaming at her?!" suddenly Kai came and scream at him back.
"This is not your bussiness. Now go, and dont forget take your girlfriend too"
What's wrong with him? He even dont look at me. Kai who feel angry, take me to rooftop. My mind full of Daehyun. What's wrong with him? Why is he change so sudden like this? It make my heart sank.
"Are you okay? ! you are crying"
He look so panic with that. Without I realize, I crying. When thinking about Daehyun, mu tears keep fall from my eyes. I just dont know why.....
"Ssshhh dont cry. It's ok, you still have me"
I feel touch with his word. His eyes......make me feel warm. But I still confused with my heart. Then he is going to hug me. As much my heart want it, but my body say no.
"Kai what am I for you? I ask him slowly, he look little shock.
"I....dont know" he answer me and look down.
"Why you said that I was your girl?"
"I.....dont know. I think I love you"
"I'm so sorry for say that. I know you are almighty Kai. You can get anything you want, but not me. You can't get me by just saying you love me. I am a girl, I have a feeling too. Please respect that. And thankyou for save me from those , twice. But by saying I was your girl, it's not right. I hope you understand this"
I dont know why I saying this thing. I admit it I like him, but why my mouth being like this? When I was going to leave, I see Daehyun standing there. So he listen everything we said?
"Daehyun......"
"I'm sorry. I thought you and him were dating. I was so jealous that time. I feel so upset. That's why I being so harsh to you. I'm really sorry because I love you...."
He loves me too? Why is getting complicated. I like them, both. I can't pick between them. God......please help me.........
Hello ! Update again from me ^^
Btw, why aff so quiet these day? No more comment, subscribers, and people rarely update their story.
Well, I feel a little bit sad about this....
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