To Think I'd Thought

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Donghae could handle it before. But now, everywhere he looks, people know. They know it's over, they known he's alone. And now he has to face it, on his own, while the world watches.

Eunhyuk isn't with him. Hyukjae isn't with him. Donghae is a singular man living a singular life, watching his past shatter, becoming harder to fix as every day goes by.

 

 

a/n: BASICALLY with the IU/Eunhyuk scandal I've created a oneshot just to....not calm my mind, but shoot some Eunhae in. Because I love this couple and even if they were never real, they are still so fun to write! I won't comment on the photo, but if all involved parties and moderetly involved parties are happy, it's fine! My shipper heart is breaking, of course, but that's the pain of being a shipper! Still, hope you enjoy this fic! Not happy (then again, are any of my fics super happy fun times?)

Foreword

I could feel Siwon's eyes on me. He had been watching my every move for the past ten minutes. He kept typing furiously, but he was watching.

He wanted to see if I was okay.

We had broken up a while ago. Almost a year. And we never fixed it. I tried, god can't fault me, I tried. But nothing, it couldn't be fixed.

And now the whole world knew it too.

Author's Thoughts
riceyricey
that was VERY hard to write! but it's done, that's my coping mechanism over...
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CraZyDreamer_lord #1
Chapter 1: When I first heard about it,I thought that Donghae's heart must have been broken to pieces but I just still want to keep believing Eunhae.
Kuehki #2
Chapter 1: This is so sad, when I first heard about the scandal I thought what about Donghae. Nice story, but my heart really hurts right now :(
I agree with you too, I do respect IU and Suju but I just can't stop thinking about Eunhae.
Kyungsadistic #3
Chapter 1: You know what ? With the whole scandal and all, I thought about making a story where Hyuk and Hae would have broken up and all. Did you read my mind ? Because that's exactly what I wanted to write XD
fishy_haehae91 #4
Chapter 1: this is really sad T.T
and i really agree 101% with @AllHailMochi
u need to make a sequel for this
AllHailMochi #5
Chapter 1: I wish you make a sequel after this, like Hyukjae's POV or something. I really find this very nice :)
aznbudies #6
I've been looking for something about the scandal .-. Not a hardcore eunhae shipper but I still love them and eunhyuk is my 2ed bias in super junior :o the scandal made me sad and all confused but you know if he's happy I'm happy :D sorta kind of you know lol I still love IU to death but honestly I never expected this to happen o_o
blossomerry #7
me too, even though I knew they were never real and wouldn't be, I just can't let it go, I'm too deep in love with them, I'm 100% percent sure I'll be happy if hyuk had something with IU (or anyone else).. if that makes him happy who am I to judge him, right
but yesterday my heart broke into pieces and I want to scream "NO!", I'm an eunhae shipper, I'm a delusional fans I know, silly me but I felt hurts.. what if this make hyuk changes? what if this affects SJ? but the most I scared, what if this makes no more eunhae moment, no more touchy touchy eunhae, no mare silly eunhae, no more adorkable eunhae?? I know it's just fanservice or at least it doesn't mean they're really a couple or something.. but it's made my day, it's made me happy..

"my shipper heart is breaking, of course, but that's the pain of being a shipper" agree with you!!
"even if they were never real, they are still so fun to write" this line, aaaaaaaww you made me want to cry~ I hope there're still so much eunhae story in the future, because I can't bear my day without reading ones.. :(

now, excuse me, I want to cry at the corner :''(
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