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'I've always hated the rain... But you gave me a reason to love it.'  


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I was always so selfish, never understanding and always so possessive towards you. I didn't know what came over me when I said, "Let's break up."



Maybe I wasn't thinking and that I thought you won't be hurt. Maybe I thought, just like your exterior, you'd be strong enough to live on without me... But that's not what I saw in the end. I saw someone I thought I'd never see in you. Someone whom I fear seeing.


I couldn't help it- being possessive. 


I couldn't help all of it; being insecure, jealous, possessive over you. I just didn't know that I would love you that much. That's why I had to do it. I had to let you go, be free and let you find someone who'd be more understanding and not hurt you all the time. 


I hated seeing you smile and talk happily to those girls. You'd look so happy and always enjoying yourself. Something I could never do. I could never make you smile the same way you smiled at them. Or even make you laugh the same way you'd laugh when you hear them talk. I just couldn't do it. 


Maybe you should find someone different. 


Someone different from me. Just not me. 


I'm not the one for you. 


I looked out of my window and stared up at the grey clouds forming slowly in the sky. I cursed under my breath, because I've always hated the rain. I've always hated the feeling it gave off- gloomy, dull and sad. I hated all the negative feelings that it would give off. 


I hate the rain. 


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Here's a new fic up for all of you. It's either a one-shot or a really short story. I have an ongoing story I know but this idea has been creepin into my head for so long. Please sub and comment ^_^