The most priceless thing in the world are tears.

Someone told me that once when I was real little.

That when you cry, you're waisting gold.

But as many times as I've cried, well I should be rich by now.

You can't cry over silly things.

Like the thing I cry over.

I'll already tell you that I'm gay.

Always have been and always will.

And that's why I and my younger brother live with grandma.

Our parents kicked us out when I was 10 and he was 5, because they didn't like me.

My brother could have stayed.

But we're too close to be apart.

But don't start to judge. I'm just as normal as anyone out there.

And just as those girls fangirl over those kpop groups.

...... (well. I do too)....

I have things to fanboy over.

Like the "Golden Boy" of the K-Pop world.

Kim Jonghyun.

His voice is like honey and silk, gliding together as one.

He has dark, amber filled eyes, with rivers of chocolate flowing through them.

Perfectly tan skin and blonde tips.

God, is he ever the epitome of perfection.

And I plan on marrying him someday.

Who says a gay boy can't have dreams?

Super Junior has their ELF's

NU'EST has Love

and Boyfriend has their Bestfriends.

And I have my Jonghyun.