The only thing that could be heard inside Soras´ car was her breathing. She was trying to calm herself down; it wasn’t wise to drive being overwhelmed. She thought about everything she wanted to say to the Super Junior leader. She gathered sentences in her mind and words that she thought were the right ones. Then she asked herself

Why am I making this hour trip?

It wasn’t because she was just so used to Leeteuk... It was something more. She knew it. She knew it all along and finally she was ready to admit it.

She once told herself she would never fall for him, after all she was pretty sure he was dating someone, but then again she didn’t care at all, life played many tricks on people and here she was on her way to Gyeonggido  just to see him.

She had finally acknowledged her feelings towards him. She was scared, and it wasn’t fear of everything being one-sided or anything related.

She was scared because maybe it was already too late

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“Maybe it would have been a good idea to go out with the guys”… Leeteuk said out loud to himself. He had this weird habit of taking to himself when he was alone.

“Hyung, why aren’t you coming?”- Donghae barged into his room without even knocking.

“I’m not hungry, I think Ill just stay behind. There’s still stuff I need to do”

“But hyung…” DongHae whined. He was having the hardest time with Leeteuk going off, and he was deeply worried about him.

“You haven’t eaten properly the past two days, don’t you think I haven’t noticed. Go of”  The leader realized that the younger just wanted to spend as much time as possible with him

“Besides well have lunch tomorrow” He then added

“Tell me why you’re staying”

Leeteuk ended up telling the Fish who he though was coming over, since he wouldn’t leave unless he did so. It had been about 30 minutes since that happened, and he felt dumb and hungry. He wasn’t even sure Sora what were Soras intentions when she asked for the address.

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According to her much trusted GPS she was 15 minutes away from Leeteuk, Sora was calm now but she had forgotten everything she wanted to say. When she pulled up to what the device indicated was the address she took a deep breath, suddenly all the activities of the day and her lack of sleep taking a toll on her body. She was exhausted not only physically but mentally. Who knew that figuring out feeling would be this hard? At this point she didn’t care who the hell he was dating she just wanted to tell him how she felt.

She ignored the exaggerated thumping of her heart and those knots in her tummy. As she stepped in front of the door and without thinking rang the bell. She didn’t know who to expect, the whole band was staying at the dorm but as soon as her ex-husband revealed himself her mind when blank and she threw her arms around him, She was there to get her feelings revealed and she was going straight to the point.
 

She took his face on her hands and pressed their lips together. That minimum interaction made her heart race. She wanted more so she started to move her lips asking for permission to explore Leeteuks mouth but when she got no response whatsoever her eyes open a bit and was met by a blank glare. Embarrassed and crushed she stopped the kiss, or the attempt of it, though she didn’t step away from him, instead she rested her forehead on his shoulder, inhaling his manly scent. When tears threatened to spill out, that’s when she pulled away. She was tired of crying and didn’t want him to look at her in that estate. Sora had just made a fool out of herself and with that she gave up and was ready to walk back to her car, but tight grip on her wrist stopped her and in a fierce movement from Leeteuks part her chest collided with his. A hand found the back of her neck and when their lips where only a breath away he whispered

“Don’t go”

 And with that their lips met once again but this time in a whole different way. Even though the kiss was slow it didn’t lack passion, Soras hands traveled from Leeteuks chest to his broad shoulders, she loved the feeling of his muscles underneath her fingertips while his hands grabbed on to her waist. Without breaking the kiss he started walking backwards, Sora helped a bit by closing the door with her foot, eyes shut and completely unaware of her surroundings. Leeteuk wasn’t all too familiar with that dorm yet, there wasn’t the need to. He was just going to spend a single night there. Either way he managed to get to the couch. Sora straddling his hips as soon as the back of his knees hit the piece of furniture. Things were starting to heat up and by this time their lungs demanded oxygen. The actress pulled away, her breathing unsteady, she climbed off of him and positioned herself in the other side of the couch, this action looked remorseful to Leeteuks eyes and he wondered if he did anything wrong.

Her lips were red and swollen from the kissing, adding sensuality to her face.

“We need to talk”- Her voice barely audible and avoiding his eyes. 

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