Special to Me: Fickle Visions

Description

It's been years and we've shown the world

 

That we can raise a child with smiles and laughter

 

But now I feel so alone and he's the one I run to

 

And I'm frightened and confused and guilty for wrecking our ever after.

 

I feel I have messed up what is best for all of us

 

But it wasn't entirely my fault, I was seduced by this beautiful man

 

And he makes me feel something special, I never thought it possible.

 

But the butterflies kick harshly as he takes my hand

 

A deep breath, two, three, four

 

We should just talk this out as a family, perhaps a little calmer

 

But even I know it's asking too much.

 

Baby, I'm sorry I've let you down and I have failed as a father

 

But I love both of you, and him too

 

And I can't think of a better way

 

To keep your mind pure and safe, and  

 

To save your happiness and throw this confession away.

 

 

Foreword

Lu Han's story, set five years in the future after "Special To Me". I will add more towards the middle of October.

 

Thank you BlendedMocha for the amazing poster!

Kironstree
This story will be on a week long hiatus sorry guys if it's any longer come kick my

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helia20
#1
Chapter 10: Omg.. I really love this story specially when it is now about kaihan but here is just 9 chapters.. What should I do?? :(..it's three years and you didn't update it yet.. Please.. Just say you will update it or no??
I Like the story and kai's behavior.. Why luhan can't understand?? After all these years kai still love him but...
I'm a persian and it was really cute when sumi said she wanted persian food
Thanks. Please please update it.. Just don't leave it here :)
mikahina #2
Chapter 10: I really like this story it's very good!! I like get so excited when a new chapter comes out! I can't wait for later this week
Heartonheart
#3
Chapter 10: I like the story, however I feel absolutely horrible for all the characters... Especially Kai and Soomi...
Surovi
#4
I really like the story, please update when possible^^
darksanctuary #5
Chapter 9: PLEASE UPDATE THIS!!!
PLEASE AUTHOR-SSI TT TT
devillish-angel #6
Chapter 9: So they will end up together right? Please say yes ;-;
Bemeandsmile #7
Chapter 9: OMG what would kai think if Luhan said they slept together?!?!!?
attrait
#8
Chapter 9: The very last two lines seem kind of creepy to me, but anyway...

Oh, and what happened to Soomi? (That was her name right?)
yoorachoi
#9
Chapter 9: I love how Kai can understand Sehun and vice versa. They were too cute ;_;
and, Lu, just enjoy your time with Kai :p