I didn't have alot of people in my life....I mean I could count the ones that really cared about me with my own fingers. I didn't come from a rich family or anything, so I knew what it took to earn a living. I started working since I was fourteen. School didn't matter so much to me but to my parents it did. Don't get me wrong, I did go to school but it wasn't my priority. School wasn't going to feed my family...at least not at that time. I finished high school and there is where I met my best friend, Bang Cheol Yong. He became a really important person in my life and he still is. Now that my parents arent here with me, I could only count on Mir. Mir was also alone but his parents weren't dead like mine; his were rich and had other business to attend to. That is no different than having dead parents. They never seemed to have time for Mir...

That why I detest rich people. They don't know what good they have in their lives until they loose it and even then...

Mir is like my older brother. I love him to death! We do everything together...one would think we are a couple. :) Ever since my parents died, he took me in. Took care of me. Protected me. I owe him my life...

Aside from him, I don't really have anyone. I had learned not to trust anyone, the hard way. 

Truth is, back then when my parents died, even though I had Mir I didn't feel like that was enough. I needed to feel loved. I didn't feel loved. Actually I felt like my life meant nothing, useless. That's around the time I met him. Yang Seungho.

He was my first everything....

Seungho made me happy. He gave me all the feelings Mir couldn't. He was also the one that gave me painful memories. So painful that to this day I cry when I remember him. 

He was bipolar. I don't hate Seungho, he didn't know it at the time. The times he me...the times he hit me... It was all part of his illness. Mir never found out about it.

Seungho was the one that dumped me. He felt bad about what he had done to me.

After him, I decided I would never date. To me, all men were the same. Except for Mir ofcourse because he didn't think about me like that...

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Hey Guys :) So here is another chapter, I hope you guys liked it. Even though it's short D: Sorry about that. But now you know alittle bit more about Ha Na. Hehe sorry for making Seungho into a bad guy ^^') Anyway he will be back so yay! haha 

I decided to write today because i feel really sad and depressed -__-) I didn't pass my driver's test...*sigh* so idk there might be more sad chapters ahead....