"I don't think i can do this anymore"

"What?"

"I've just been so busy lately."

"We can work through this."

"It's not gonna work."

Those were the final words you heard him say. The words that cut through your heart. You wish it was all a dream. If only you could turn back the clock. The man you fell in love with at first site just tore you into pieces. You've been sulking in your bed for weeks.  You haven't eaten in days, you haven't answered your phone calls, you haven't even showered. You figured there was no point because the only man you loved wasn't there anymore. Suddenly, you hear your phone ring for the billionth time. You send it straight to voicemail.

"__________!!! I know you're there! Answer your phone right now! I'm coming over!!!" 

That was the fifth call you've gotten this morning from your best friend Krystal. She's been your best friend since birth. You hated ignoring her but right now you didn't want to hear a word from anybody. About ten minutes later you hear a door slam and your name being called.

"_________!!!!"

Suddenly, you regret giving Krystal a key to your apartment. She storms into your room without even knocking.

"_________! Get your up! You can't stay in bed forever! And what the hell is that smell! It smells like death in here!" she says.

She goes over to your curtains and opens them wide. You cringe because it's the first time you've seen sunlight in weeks.

"Ughhh! Why'd you do that!" you say.

"Because you need to wake up and smell the coffee! If you're ever going to get over him you need to get up and shower because you smell horrible!" she says

"I don't wanna!" you say.

Krystal rushes over to your bed and drags you to the bathroom. She turns on the shower and forces you into it.

"Now my clothes are wet!" you say

"Well they stink anyways." she says

"Just wash youself up and i'll pick out a nice outfit for you because we're going out to eat lunch." she says

"Ahhhhhh okay." you say in an irritated tone.

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You're finally out of the shower and you see the outfit she has for you on your bed with her standing next to it smiling ear to ear. She picked out a cute plaid shirt with short shorts and converse shoes.

"Are the short shorts really nessesary?" you say

"Of course! Now put it on!" Krystal says.

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You guys finally walk over to a cute little sandwitch cafe near your apartment. 

"I miss coming here with you." says Krystal.

"Yeaa it's been a while." you say.

You guys walk over to the counter to order and you see an old friend named Kibum as the cashier/waiter.

"Hey guys! I haven't seen you in a long time! Especially you _______. How's it going?" he says

"Oh hey. I've just been around. Ya Know. Doing stuff." you say.

"Oh. I see." he says

"Actually ________ has been single for a bit! Do you know any guys who i can hook her up with!?" Krystal shouts.

"Woah! Way to break the awkward moment!" he says

You nudge Krystal in her arm really hard.

"Ow!" she says

"Don't listen  to her Kibum she's a little off this morning." you say.

"So you aren't single?" he says.

"Well, y-yes. I-I am." you spit out.

"Then-" you cut him off.

"Can you just get our usual. You know what we like." you say

You drag Krystal over to a table.

"Why'd you do that! It was so embaressing!" you say.

"I tried to help!" she says.

"Well don't help in that way!" you say.

"Quiet down. People will hear us." she whispers.

You take a look around and see not a single soul in the cafe besides you two.

"Who can hear us? Casper the ghost!?" you say.

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You and Krystal have been hanging out the past few weeks. You have to admit that it has gotten your mind off of Changmin. You're slowly becoming your old self again. You two have also been hanging out with Kibum. You've gotten really close with him lately. 

Today is a beautiful saturday morning so you and Krystal decide to take a jog.

"________! Slow down!" Krystal yells.

"Why are you so slow. It was your idea to jog." you say.

"Yea i said jog not run!" Krystal says while huffing and puffing.

You begin to slow down and let her catch up to you.

"It's really beautiful in this neighborhood. Let's walk for a bit." Krystal says.

As you walk and chat you suddenly get the feeling that this neighborhood is familiar. Something about this place is on the tip of your tongue. Then it hits you like a diesel truck. You're near Changmin's dorm. You don't mention it to Krystal because you feel it isn't relevant anyways.

"_______, you okay? Are you listening to me?" Krystal says.

"Of course i am!" you say.

"Then what did i just say!" Krystal yells.

"You-" you pause. You couldn't even finish your sentence because of what you just saw.

Krystal pulls you over to hide behind a wall.

"I honestly can't believe that ." Krystal says.

The shock that you saw before your eyes was Changmin. Not only Changmin. It was him and another woman walking into the building to his dorm with their hands intertwined.

"I-I think we should head back now."