Staring at the walls of my room, with many things on my mind, I lie down on my bed with tears dropping from my eyes. How could I? A 17 year-old teenager, fall in love with my teacher? A married man. It's just wrong.. Too wrong. "Eotteokhe?" I mumbled to myself as I tucked myself in my blanket. My eyes couldn't stop producing tears, my heart aches. This feeling is new to me, I want to run away. Our photographs, our memories.. Should I erase them all? I asked myself repeatedly until finally I fell asleep..

The next morning, the atmosphere hasn't changed, I'm alone in my dark room, the rain is pouring hard. I have to go to school now.. But.. I don't want to see his face. Seeing him smiling and laughing without knowing how I feel about him. It pains me deeply. I feel like staying home all day, maybe I should.. 

For the next three hours, I did nothing but stay on my bed. I didn't even have the strength to get up and wash my face. *Sigh* I feel so weak. Right now, it's like I'm going to burst. I want to throw all my things away, I want to break everything I see, but what good will it do to me? I have so many questions but no one could ever answer me. My family moved to the states, the fact that I stayed just to see him everyday.. It's.. Aishh! 

"Eyyy, y lady~" My phone began to ran as I'm lying down my bed. I want to answer it but it's on top of my study table. As I've said, I can't even stand up to wash my face. When my phone stopped ringing, I felt better, the noise was annoying me too much.. Until it rang again. The sound of Psy's song irritated me so I finally stood up and checked who it was.. It was him, my teacher.. I felt tense as soon as I saw his name appear on my phone. "Eotteokhe?" I asked myself again. Should I answer it? Or should I? AISSHH.. I noticed the time and found out that it was our school's break time, there's 3 minutes left before the school bell rings. Maybe I should just leave it alone.

I went back to my bed and slept for 2 hours. I woke up and the rain was still falling, I looked at the clock and it was already 12:16PM. It was time for me to stand up and take a bath. I went inside the bathroom, stripped my clothes and opened the shower. I felt great when the hot water touched my skin. I washed my hair and body while I tried to enjoy the bath. After taking a bath, I layed on my bed with nothing but the towel on. Unconciously, my tears started to drop again, I closed my eyes for a moment and fell asleep... Again. 

I woke up with someone knocking on the door. It was 3:20PM, 20 minutes after school ended. I was thinking it would be my bestfriend, I put my clothes on, and opened the door. By surprise.. It was him, the person whose the reason I became like this...