You wanna know a secret? Ok ok..

He’s not my first love and I’m NOT his first love. Definitely not.

So what is it that made me love and cling to him this much?

Well, he’s irritating, loud, and he’s not sweet! He’s weird, he smokes, he drinks, he goes clubbing on a weekday, and he fights and bullies a lot. Take note, A LOT. He is very moody and a bit blunt. Oh yeah, he even threatened to kill me. -- for short, HE IS A GANGSTER.

NO he’s not a criminal,  a mobster, a hoodlum or a thug. I have my own definition of a gangster you know..

I kind of pushed all of his bad traits. OK FINE. I’m sorry.

He’s nice (at times), he lets me feel that I’m extra special (kinda), he protects his friends (true), gives freebies (true) WELL HE IS RICH YOU KNOW! And he’s smart.. in a way. I mean in his own little way. 

Well, let me clear this, It’s not LOVED coz I STILL LOVE him. And yes, he threatened to KILL ME.

So let me start the story now. It was a very sunny afternoon and very boring too. I was logging on to my MSN account checking if my brother Nathan is on.

Well to my surprise, someone IMed me, and it wasn’t my brother.

I am Sushi says: Bee at the old place . ok?

Who the heck is I am Sushi? I have added him loooong time ago but we don’t chat. I don’t even see him on.

Princess  says: uhh.. who’s this?

I am Sushi says : wth! why are you being like this?

why are you being like this? the heck did I do?? What’s wrong with asking him who he is?!

Princess Athena says: seriously, I don’t know you.
I am Sushi says: this is Kenji !!!
Princess Athena says: OH! I don’t know anyone named Kenji.

I am Sushi says: I know you don’t love me anymore but please. don’t be like that. don’t act like you never knew me at all..

I’m starting to get irritated. I’m bored, alone and his screen name is making me hungry! I won’t get killed if I’ll play a little, right?

Princess Athena says: So what if I’m like this? what is it to you huh? A*shole
I am Sushi says: I’m really sorry. I love you… Athena let's fix this.. it’s been 4 months.. please.. I miss you badly..
Princess Athena says: What if i don't want too? can you do something? LOSER. GET LOST!
I am Sushi says: don’t say that.. I told you, I’m sorry. i know youre happy with him, but please.. meet me later.. I’ll wait for you there. Whatever it takes.

Wow. He is pathetic. And I am enjoying this game.

Princess Athena says: you wanna know something? I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW! WITH HIM BESIDE ME. LOVING AND CARING FOR ME! SO PLEASE STOP THIS NONSENSE AND GET LOST! IM GONNA LOG OUT !

I logged out. It was kinda fun playing with that sushi guy, but I feel bad, coz he seemed serious.. oh well I don’t know him, so what.

After an hour, my BESTES-ok-no-such-word-FRIEND texted me to go to starbucks BF.

I took a shower then went to starbucks bf. There I saw her sitting, alone. WOW she’s alone!

“What’s up? Is it you're treat?” I asked her

“Sure, what do you want? AY wait. look at that guy, he’s so cute oh wait, he’s so HOT! He's been there for awhile, he looks sad and I think he’s waiting for someone..”

Cute? HOT?! WTF?! HE IS SO NOT HOT!! NOT EVEN CUTE!! I hate his hair! The color, length and the style! I hate the way he dresses. Ok fine I’m discriminating him. OMG he’s smoking! I totally do not like him. He’s not my type. There’s one way to describe him.. he definitely looks like a.... GANGSTER!

“You like him? EW.”

“Like? Hello!! Look at the other guys ! Nobody's handsome! .But his looks is really Outstanding”

“I know. ‘Coz he looks like a ghetto.”

“Haaay. ! Haaay. Coz you like pretty boys! Your ideal man, is like they can't even protect you from bad guys”

Here we go again. She’s nagging me again about my ‘ideal’ guy. So what if I like pretty boys? Don’t they look adorable?

“Wait! When are we going to school? Its August 14 now! It's been a week! and weve been vacationing in the house for a week!”

“Sure . Let's go to school hmm 16 . Were already enrolled so yeah it will be easy :).”

“, Its a hassle . Why did they even knew about us? I hate those girls >.<”

“Let them be . We had the half of our tuition. Its ok”

After our cheap thrill, we went home.

Oh yeah. I haven’t introduced myself yet 

I’m Athena Dizon, 17 years old, was born here in the Philippines, stayed here for 2 years then went to Korea. I grew up in Korea, I lived there for almost 10 years. I stayed in the States with Sara for 3 years then went back to Korea just to ask our parents permission to allow us live in the Philippines. I’m a pure Filipino. I have a 20 y/o half-brother his name is Sang Min but his English name is Nathan. He’s half-Filipino half-Korean. We can both speak Tagalog. My dad told me that my mom died because of a heart failure or something like that. Oh well. My step mom treated me well. She’s like a real mom to me. She loves me more than Nathan oppa! ^____^

Sara Jung is my best friend. She’s a 50% Filipino, 25% Korean and 25% Japanese, am I right? I in math. Sorry. Her mom and my dad were best friends since pre-school. Basically they’re like us, me and Sara.

So now, we transferred to another school because of 5 reasons:

FIRST that school
SECOND we got bored
THIRD too many sl*uts
FOURTH they found out about our secret
FIFTH I think I’ve said it all, so I’m going to cancel the fift one .
 

Again, I logged on to my MSN. Sushi boy is online. I’m feeling guilty of what I did earlier..

I was about to IM him when

I am Sushi says: I waited for you.. I waited there for 5 hours.. but you did'nt came.. did something happen? What's the problem and you did't came?
Princess Athena says: Did i even said to wait for me?! What's the problem? Stop disturbing me!
I am Sushi says: Meet with me first, tomorrow ? Please? 3pm ok?
Princess Athena says: I DON'T CARE! BYE!
Then again, I logged out.

I took a shower and went back to my room.

*bzzzt*

 

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received

From: +63917801****

Bee.. please..meet me tom 3pm, still at the old place, k?

Huh? Who’s Bee?

To: +63917801****

Sorry, who’s ths?

*bzzzt*

From: +63917801****

Kenji. Meet me tom ok?

HE IS REALLY IRRITATING. >:( I turned off my cellphone and went to bed.

Jesus. He doesn’t really know when to stop. I think guys like him should be confronted face to face. Wait.. How did he get my number?! This world is really scary!
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