Do you have a boyfriend?? Is by any chance your boyfriend is an idol whom the world idolizes?? Well.. How will a couple life with an idol like??? Is it always exciting?? Will it be full of colours like wat most people think??? Will there be plenty of I LOVE YOUs and kisses??? Could he show you his feelings like you think/hope he would???

Shim Changmin, the maknae of TVXQ... Yes, he is your byfriend for approximately 2 years... you guys have known each others for more than 3 years before you end up confessing at each other about the feelings that have been in you both since forever... He loves you from the bottom of his heart but finds it hard to show his real feeling towards you...

You, ____, shows up to be always hyper and carefree whenever you're with Changmin... You feel you are yourself once you are wit him... You love everything about him... maybe except the idea of his appetite... you could never stop being amused at how much and how frequent he has to eat whenever you guys go out....

A lil sneak peak....

You could feel him leaning close to you already. In fact, his breath tickling your cheek and his fingers lightly caressing your fingers was somewhat making your heart burst in any minute. You inhaled his special scent which makes you go crazy every time he’s by your side. 

“Baby…” he rushed out of the door and hugged you. “Baby, what’s wrong? I’m sorry if I had done anything stupid. Please don’t cry.”

“Its.. nothing …” you said between sobs.

“No its not nothing if you’re crying like this. Lets go in and tell me what’s wrong.”

- CONFESSION-CHANGMIN's SOLO -

The darkness is lifted,

The dim illuminations which slowly turned off,

 the daybreak which felt a bit cold.

As I watched over you whine saying “it’s too late”,

 The familiar long road we purposefully took as we returned home.

*I couldn’t think, for even one moment, that there would be a time when I would be without you.

But as time flows, it will be as if nothing happened and we wont be able to recollect.

I still… time to time, I remember the time when I first approached you and kissed you…

and I can’t forget, so I find myself traveling the familiar road once more.

If by chance, we meet on this road, will you pause and smile for a second and rush by?

*I couldn’t think, for even one moment, that there would be a time when I would be without you.

But as time flows, it will be as if nothing happened and we wont be able to recollect.

At my shy confession which I couldn’t say like a man.

You quietly stepped over to me and embraced me.

I yearn for you… I want to go back.

I believed in eternity, I can’t easily forget about you who made up my life.

But as time flows, as if I’m reading an old diary, I’ll smile for a moment and pass it off…

Will I be able to live again reminiscing, thinking tha it was just a momentary fever.

p/s: Im sorry if it ... im not good at writing intro FYI... wuwu... (>.<)