EUNHYUK's POV

"Hyuk, wake up..."

"Mmm..."

"Wake up..."

"5 more minutes..."

"Wake up, Hyuk!"

"Shut up, Hae!" My eyes flew open as I realized what I just said and saw Teukie-hyung smiling at me.

"Sorry to disappoint you but I'm not Donghae. Now get up and be down at 10 minutes," he oredered and left the room. I groaned. Why did I just say his name? Tsk. Whatever.

It's been 2 days since Donghae and the other guys left for China without a proper goodbye. They obviously planned it. That's good thing though since I dont have to face Donghae after that...that confession. I tried to think of a rational reason as to why Donghae said does words...but I cant. The way he looked obviously meant that he is dead serious about every word he said.

With a still muddled-mind, I went down to eat breakfast. Everybody's there except for Shindong-hyung since he had a radio program. I sat down beside Sungmin-hyung andhe handed me the toast.

"Oh my gosh!" Heechul-hyung suddenly shouted, while holding his iPhone. His eyes are so wide and he is smiling...I mean...Reeaallly smiling...he only smiles like that infront of...

"Dongahe is soooo cute!" He added. Ofcourse it's his favorite dongsaeng. I bet his on twitter or cyworld. I munched on my toast as Sungmin-hyung and the other guys hovered over Heechul-hyung to take a look.

"My my...how did Hae become more cute after leaving?"

"The one beside him must be that Mochi he's talking about earlier, don't you think?" Sungmin-hyung commented and I looked at them. Mochi?

"Oh yeah. I talked to Hankyung yesterday and asked about that boy. He's cute isnt he? But Han said only Hae calls him that since it's like a codename for just the two of them. His name is Henry Lau," Heechul-hyung informed them. I raised my eyebrow. Codename for just the two of them?

"Hyukkie!"

I choked on my toast and reached out for the water. Why is my head playing Hae's voice?! Tsk...

"Ooooh just look at them~ they're so cute cuddling together!" Heechul-hyung commented again, the other smiling in agreement. What are they looking at anyway? Well...it's not like I care or anything...but I stood up anyway to take a look. Then I saw it...the picture they've been going crazy about. It's Donghae hugging that kid and the kid burying his face on Donghae's chest. Are they a couple or---

"And look...the fans already calls them HenHae couple!" Teukie-hyung said, also browsing his iPhone. Tsk. Way to answer my thoughts. After grabbing another toast, I went to prepare for our schedule. HenHae? Huh? Sounds pretty ridiculous to me.

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"We'll air in 30 mins," one of the staff informed us. Right now, I'm at the dressing room together with the other members of SuJu-T since we'll have another guesting for a variety show. I was beside Kangin-hyung when Teukie-hyung shouted in glee.

"Siwon! How are you?!" Teuk-hyung pressed the loud speaker button for all of us to hear news from our co-member.

He chuckled, "I'm fine, hyung. What about you guys? No schedule?"

"Ofcourse we have schedule," Heechul-hyung answered sarcastically.

"Well, hello too, Heechul-hyung," Siwon just cooly answered.

"Heechul-hyung~!" someone shouted from the other line.

"Hae~! Hyung misses you!" Heechul-hyung suddenly grabbed Teukie-hyungs phone with care, as if it was Donghae he's holding.

"Haha. I miss you more, hyung. How are you guys?! I miss you all soooo much!" I heard him shout. Same old Donghae. He misses us, huh? Well, ofcourse he does...especially me.

"Is Teukie-hyung getting any older? How about kangin-hyung's drama?  I heard Sungmin-hyung's cooking for you, guys! Is it true that Shindong-hyung's proposing to his girlfriend? How about you, hyung? How is Heenim?" Donghae asked all at the same time...but...wait...why is my name not mentioned? I raised my brow but the others seem oblivious, because they are too busy talking to him, answering his questions all at once.

He's obviously avoiding me. Even through a phone call, huh?

Wait. Am I disappointed? I shouldn't be, should I? I was the one who wanted him to get away from me. I was the one who got disgusted of the fact that he...he...

"Hyuk---I'm inlove with you"

Damn it! Why am I hearing his voice again?!

"Donghae-ah, I saw your photo together with that kid Henry awhile ago," Sungmin-hyung asked Hae, with a hint of teasing.

"Oh? Kyu uploaded it." Hae said.

"Looks like you're exchanging Hyukjae to that kid as your cuddle-buddy, huh?" Sungmin-hyung pressed. I was edging closer...curious of his answer. For a few seconds there was silence, then he answered making me fall out completely from the chair.

"Ofcourse not. Mochi is much much better than Eunhyuk," he said with a normal voice but I can sense a hint of coldness in them.

"Ofcourse! That kid is way too cute," Heechul-hyung agreed, not caring if I was hearing him or not.

"I know, right?! He's just too adorable I can kiss him!" Hae outbursted and my fist clenched. The heck? Why am I acting this way?

"Awww...don't Hae...hyung will be jealous..." Teukie-hyung answered, this time.

Jealous? Am I? Jealous? Impossible. Why would I even feel that if I have no feelings for him?

Are  there really no feelings for him?

No! I do love him as a bestfriend. No more than that, and since he crossed the line and fell for me, isn't just awkward to still act the way we are when I am fully aware of how he feels? It's just right to push him away.

You won't regret it?

No, I wont...because...becasue I'm not gay!

WHY am I even talking to myself?! Aisssh!

"Ah! Mochi's here! Mochiii~" Hae squeeled at the other line and I just plugged my earphones, drowning myself to the music, not wanting to hear Donghae's voice anymore.

Why am I even annoyed?!

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I am sooo sorry that it's too short... :(