http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFcLym5HwO0

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You were standing at the top of Woolim High. You were looking below at the ground. You grew nauseated but you refused to look away. It was a long way down.

If a vampire jumped, he/she wouldn’t even get a scratch.

If a human jumped, they would die instantly.

But if you jumped…you were willing to find out. You hoped it had the same result as a human. You looked at the knife in your hand. You had tried this way so many times but it hadn’t exactly worked. You were gravely injured or near the point of death, but somehow you had managed to live. *Should I try again? Maybe it’ll work.* You gripped the knife and moved it towards your chest.

Out of nowhere, arms came around you from behind and tightly grasped your hands. You looked to the side.

Sungyeol was gazing at the knife in your hands, “Don’t.”

You struggled but he wouldn’t release you. Sungyeol tightened his hold around you instead. “I’m not going to just stand by and watch you do this to yourself anymore.” He whispered. “Do you know how much you kill me inside every time you do something like this?”

You softened. You felt even guiltier now. *This is what I do to everyone around me. I always make them uneasy. Everything would be better if I was just gone.*

“Come on.” Sungyeol soothingly murmured, “Let’s go home.” He gently pulled you back from the edge. But you yanked away and whirled around.

Sungyeol blinked at you in shock. You looked at him. He couldn’t read your expression. It was totally unpredictable what you were about to do next.

Sungyeol took a step towards you.

You quickly scrambled over the railing.

“YAH!” He shouted in shock.

You glanced down. You started to grow sick again. The edge was thin and wouldn’t support you if you made one wrong move. You tightly held onto the railings until your knuckles turned pale. You were sharking terribly hard and started to hyperventilate.

“Take my hand.” Sungyeol reached out. You swallowed hard