Donghae always like this when visiting the tomb of his father. Half smile but still cry. He talked about everything in a trembling voice. I'm sure he missed his father. Saw him like that made my stomach feel different (and I didn't like this feeling). I wanted to comfort him and relieve his grief. I also wanted to say "Calm down... You still have a great God. God always can be your beloved father. Live with joy and pray more. You know, many people love you; your family, Super Junior members, also all ELF."

  He sad too because his best frind went away... now, he has no friend to share his sadness with, the sadness which was caused by his father's death. He needs a friend. I really want to be his best friend like Sooyeon, his childhood friend.

  I'm not his close friend... or best friend. I'm only a friend. His childhood friend went to USA and he looks frustated. Two important people of his life (father and childhood friend) went away... I'm afraid will bother him. But I must do this. Before be his friend, I'm an ELF too, so I must show all loves that I have. And then, he started to trust me. He told his sadness, feelings, and loves.

  And yeah... I have my OWN problem... what will happen next?

  I've no idea what will happen next. I just hope... he will never say goodbye to everyone he loved to...