Donghae POV

"enough, you drink a lot.." siwon said.. took the seventh cup from me

I don't care.. I just want to forget everything

"give me back.. *hick* siwon.. I need it *hick*" I said drunken   "no.. you drunk already"   "so what? don't bother.. give me!"   "you can say I'm not understand.. but I know and had feel what you feel"   "don't lie..! you never have it, feel what I feel.." I snap at him, punch the bar counter   "yes.. I might not know what you feel, but I know you.. tell me.. how long we've been friends?"    "....................................."   siwon is right.   "I just don't want to see you like this" he said again   you not understand siwon.. I swear you not, only god know how this feel, how I feel   "I don't care.. it doesn't matter now.. I just want to make ALL THIS THING DEAD.. I JUST WANT TO THROW AWAY THIS FEEL! YOU GOT ME??!" I said.. screaming, not care with people who eye-ing me.. and took another glass and drink it in one go.   "stop iT.. CAN YOU?!" siwon yelled.. he took the glass from my hand and drag me outside the bar.   "you think this is THE WAY..?? THIS IS THE WAY YOU CAN HEAL THE CUTS?? YOU DONGHAE.. DON'T BE STUPID.. please.. don't be stupid" he said.. falling he's back at the wall frustrated.   "I've know.. It's really not good idea to keep teasing them, hang with them.. and when at first you told me you 'like' eunhyuk.. I know it will turn like this"    "*hick* whatever..... just leave me alone" I said to him and walk away, half-conscious   "you drunk.. where you going?? aishh, let's go, I'll drive you home" siwon put my hands on his shoulder, help me as I can't walk properly.   Nobody POV -in the car-   siwon glance at the person seated beside him, he was relieved that the latter was sleeping.. at the same time worried in case he would make something unexpected, he did not want something bad happened to his friend.. he blamed himself for what the other feel now.. he want to fix everything if he could.   he take a deep breath, look once again at the person next to him, at least the latter is more quite now,  he must think what should he do, he need to help him.. he know theres something he can do.. but he not sure if he can do it.. he look at his watch.. 12.30AM.. everything just too fast.. he sigh.    he stopped the car at red light, there are about 1hour for them to arrive at donghae's house, yes.. the bar is quite far from their place.. donghae called him to see during lunch time today and they only spend time at club, drinking.. the latter seem depressed and upset, at first, he don't want to tell what happened.. but in the end.. he succeeded make him tells everything.. he could not refrain from feeling bad for the latter.. if he did not ask donghae to rush that time, maybe all this will not happen.    he drive again when the green light take over.. suddenly.. he felt there hands on his right thigh.. he shocked.  siwon looked at the person beside him, and saw donghae looked at him with eyes half-sleep.. he don't know what going into the other, his eyes back on the road again.. ignored