It's been some time since I last updated. So anyway, wow. Let's continue where we left off. I'm very sorry. I have not replied to any wall posts/ comments at all. Lke the usual, I feel guilty about it. I really do. :(  Thank you madramaholic for the poster. :)

bg music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P73_bLLPz9Y

--->>>YE JIN'S POV<<<

I said to myself that I felt empty and declared that no one else notices such emptiness inside me.

Then Lay video called and halfway through the call, Lay asked, "Are you empty?"

Wow, Lay. How Purr-fect. Meow. How timely! Shisus. I. am. darn. empty, emotionally.

And then he suddenly blurted out in the video call, "Get back in here and cook seafood pancake for me. "

That's it. Ye Jin, cue. 

 Ye Jin! He knows about the pancakes. I swear, I'm seeing stars from all the happiness. This guy is way observant.

I've decided. Imma fly my back to Seoul that night. I cannot contain my feels for that Yixing anymore. Before I signed out, I heard him curse me,

"Damn it, Aya Zhang..."

No idea why he'd curse me, but bleh. I need to see him badly. 

Losing all my wits, I grabbed my suitcase and started shoving all my clothes inside. I rushed to Grandpa Zhang's room to seek permission and counsel.

I was surprised. Grandpa Zhang was still awake, watching an old 50's film. He didn't seem shocked that his only granddaughter was knocking on his door, ready to leave.

"Grandpa, mianhaneyo. I... I just have to.. to be there for..." I began explaining. Grandpa Zhang cut me mid-sentence.

"For the young man?" He asked and drank red wine. He's probably referring to Jung Min Hyeok, but aish. 

"Yes, Grandpa. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I just can't.. Grandpa, I feel empty." I started saying, my voice getting croaky.

Grandpa Zhang stood up. "I knew something like this would come, so I prepared myself. Okay, princess Ye Jin. Merry Christmas. I know that the young man is waiting for you. I will be back in two days then I'll resume business. I believe there's a standby private plane on the top floor. You can use it." My Grandpa said then kissed my forehead.

I buried my face in Grandpa's bony shoulders. My knees were turning jelly, and I felt myself ing at the thought of seeing Lay on Christmas day.

"I hope the 22-hr flight is not that long." I whispered to Grandpa. He just nodded silently and sent me to flight.

My heart was on my mouth as I rode the private plane bound for Seoul. I shall arrive in Seoul by 2 PM.

Lay, I cannot wait any longer. I cannot wait to see you and hug you and pretend that we're lovers even just for two seconds.

>>>FAST FORWARD<<<

Still in my white cotton dress, I arrived in Seoul, three hours late. 5 PM of December 25.

Oh It's freezing cold, but I like the weather.

I took a taxi cab like a boss